hmmm

i was in lecture today and i was rather bored coz the lecture was about something that we've already learnt previously. so obviously my mind wondered off...

then after awhile..i realized.
the few things i always do in most of the lectures are:

1) random doodles/drawings on the lecture notes. however, i always draw the same ol things.
a flower in a pot, a question mark in a box, my name, a crown, clouds, and birds.

2) i look around the lecture hall trying to spot ppl who are asleep. hahhahhaa...whenever i spot anyone, i just can never stop laughing or looking. i saw a fren of a fren sleeping away in the lecture theatre, his mouth half open and his head jerking back all the time. hilarious..

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i've lost weight!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!

well, not much, but at least i've lost some!!!
although kononnya i don't look as pink as i was before.

seems like before this i was fat and pink (think pig). and now i'm less fat, and less pink.

ohhhh boy..LOL

the other day, my friend was in my room and i was showing her some of my pictures.
secondary school pictures, coll pics, and present pics.

then she pointed at my sec school pic and said

~ i can imagine this girl (the old pic of me) doing medicine. but now when i look at you, i cannot imagine at all. ~

!!!!!!!!!!!

i have no idea if that was a compliment or not. but all's well, and yes, i shall take that as a compliment.

i know i've said this like a gazillion times, but i've "changed" a lot over the past years, in terms of physical appearances.

i used to be the girl with short-boy-cut hair with oval-ish glasses and a nerdy vibe.



then i became the girl with shoulder length hair (nvr longer than that), still with the glasses, and still with the nerdy vibe although a lot less.

and THEN (this is where the major changes happened, according to some), i became the girl with the longer-than-shoulder length hair and whom wore contact lenses in public.
apparently, i lost weight also and i grew a lot slimmer *so proud so proud :P*
my face structure also changed, although i don't see where and how.



ppl couldn't recognize me, and were always taken aback whenever they saw me.
they'd usually go, "!!!!!!! su wen!!! omg!! you look so different!!! couldn't recognize you!! leng lui adi wor...where're your glasses????"

that was last year. i became a whole lot more conscious about my looks as compared to the previous years before.

long long before tcsj, i never gave two shits about what i looked like. all i did was aim, whack and go. fashion was incomprehensible to me.

and then in uni year(2006), i changed even more dramatically.

i started wearing makeup (only on certain occassions, but a lot more often than any other time in my life).

i became picky about the clothes that i wear to places other than uni. (i can never be bothered about what i look like going to uni mainly because i wake up just in time for class, and there's no time to really get dressed up. heck, i go to uni in glasses!!)

i can never get enough of shopping and i always want more. that's where the sense of control comes in because $$$$ is never enough.

the clothes that i like now are a lot more girlish and frillish than what i'd usually wear.

iused to wear t-shirts and snuff and snort at blouses that aren't meant for boyish ppl like me... i hated blouses. i hated skirts. i hated heels.

but that's all gone now. i guess that was just a phase of life.

heck, maybe THIS is a phase of life.

blahhh...who knows who knows

oh..and shaddup about the pictures ok.

:P