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i swear, my hanging out lifestyle is starting to take it's toll on me.

no matter how much rest i get, or whatsoever that helps me replenish my energy, i'm still as dead as a walking zombie.

so much so i can't even think straight anymore.

i think it's also partly because of my aching legs.

i can't walk properly, and i walk "slightly cacated" as per quote.

this is why i HATEEEE goin to the gym. you never really know when you exert yourself too much until the very next day.
THIS muscle ache that i'm having, i believe, is due to my actions of GETTING LOW with two 10kg dumb bells, one in each hand.
HAHAH!!
so right, i'm turning my favourite dance move into an exercise regime.

but oh well, i guess if my muscles hurt, it means i'm FINALLY Getting some work done, eh?

it takes me soooo much pain just to climb the stairs and get down the stairs.
and it's been hurting for 2 days now!!
BABI CELAKA!!!

and it also doesn't help that i keep walking up and about in shopping malls and stuff.
OHHH!!! which btw i saw LOADS AND tonnesssSs of ppl at 1U today!!

frens from assunta, taylor's, monash, and even my teacher in sec school!!
HAHA!!
she remembers my face and my voice, although not my name.

apparently, she's bad with names. which is true lahh..coz she always had problems when i was still a student. she still looks the same from what i remember. hmm

it's like i'm seeing ppl from all phases of my life.
frens who were from both my prim and sec school, few frens from sec school, few frens from taylors, few frens from monash..OMG..can mati lah..it's like EVERYONE WAS THERE!!

and you know how it is where you haven't seen someone for such such such a long time, that when u see them, you don't even know whatttt to say.
and also because you don't want them to be suspecting or talking bout anything, and dahlah i damn bad at covering up, so all you do is just mumble mumble, laugh, mumble somemore..and then laugh even more. then when the time seems right, you GET THE HELL OUTTA THERE!!!! BLAHAHHAHA!!!!

-_-"

babi, i bet they must have thought i was speech-impaired but oh well.. LOL!

IT's sooooo GREATTTT seeing so many pppllll!!!
especially when i haven't got the time and wheels to go seeing the ppl that i've missed for more than a year
so imagine meeting them COINCIDENTALLY at a shopping mall...

it's like JODOH LAH!!!

but YAY! YAY!!

and i THINK THINK THINK i ROUGHLY ROUGHLY ROUGHLY know 1U like the back of my hand already

just the same way i "memorized" chadstone, mv and pyramid.

blah....

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i COOKED LUNCH TODAY!!!

and so far, no one has gotten any big reactions to my food yet, and THAT is quite an accomplishment.

i'm proud.

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i need more $$$$$$$$$$ to shop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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things i discovered about myself in the past week:

1) i can really go on a diet when i want to
2) i can really go above my diet the moment i start eating
3) i can go low WITH DUMB BELLS!! although the outcome is horrible
4) i've got a pretty good sense of direction when required
5) i can be thrifty at times
6) i don't have things to say all the time
7) kids, i think, are afraid of me. either that, or they think i'm psycho
8) pudge is smaller!!!!
9) i'm getting a lot lot more daring
10) i can resist alcohol
11) i think a lot. i think too much.
12) i don't make the best decisions. and sometimes, they can be the worst.
13) i've got an ok-ok tolerance for pain
14) i CANNOT resist laughing when ticklish. no matter how harrrdd i try.
15) i may be a bit kiddy-ish, but i'm proud of it!!!!
16) i'm hopeless at foosball no matter how hard i try

so u seeee

i do learn new things about myself as time goes by...
mmmmm

alrighty then..
time out for me.

i need to sleep kan...

kkk..
tataaaaa