what a babi day...

i love waking up late on weekends, and then regretting that i shoulda woken up earlier so that at least i'd have more time to do certain things.....

oh well..

richo ball was on thursday!! wheee...such a blast! although i didn't really fancy the band which played jazz all nite. i tried dancing to the music, worked out for awhile, but got bored eventually. barrhh....no jazz when suwen's around next time, eh???

ooooooooo...scandalous picture!!!! damn naked ok...NYARHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!! ;P

i.....

want.....

a.......

BIKINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:S

although i don't swim that often,
although i haven't YET been to the beach,
although i've got a huge number of swimming suits,

I WANT A BIKINI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i WANT I WANT I WANT!!!!!!

gotta start saving up for it.

hopefully my mom won't kill me when she finds out that i'm about to purchase a bikini.

uh-oh. (hopefully my mom doesn't read my blog. uh..hey mom??????? :D)

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chocolate chocolate chocolates!!!!

i've been eating way loads of chocolate lately. a lot more than what i usually eat. and i'm supposed to be on a diet, konon. babi betul...

i can't stop eating my chocolate cake and i can't stop drinking my chocolate milk.
all my cookies are chocolate chip flavoured, and i'm loaded with snickers and what-nots (chocolate related) in my room. even my bloody health bar has chocolate in it. geram...

looks like i'll be putting on the weight that i lost since goin back to malaysia in july.
and i can tell that i lost weight, mainly because the WEIGHING MACHINE FREAKING SAYS SO!!!

but now i can tell that i'm regaining weight because the underwear says so...... :(

bahhhhhh...

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btw, chiyao..i'm not doin your tag. way wayyyyyyyyy toooooo personal....
why u trying to trap me now??? :(

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i haven't been reading anybody's blogs lately.
the only 3 blogs that i read daily/every two days are kenny sia's, kinkybluefairy's and xiaxue's.

i'm just too bummed to go scheming through every single blog like what i used to do back in the old days. (sounds like i'm freaking old already...) heck, i only visit my frens' blogs when someone says:

~hey, go read my blog.~
~hey, i wrote about you. go read my blog.~
~hey, there's this cute guy on my blog. go see my blog.~
~hey, i wrote something funny. go read my blog.~

bejabbers.
i know it's damn babi, but i'm sorry yeaa...i'll try to read your blogs more often.

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i'm thinking of highlighting my fringe blue.

ooOOoOooOoOoooOOOo

ya rite la ooooo ooooooo..

i've been wanting to highlight my fringe for ages now, only that a) i never had the guts to do it, until now...... b) my mom would kill me......

but blue highlights are so coool!! or purple!! or violet!!!!

but then again, maybe my patients will think that i'm too...WILD...to be a doctor when i come to interview them next year over in malaysia.

that's what i hate

TYPICAL MALAYSIANS judging and assuming things about ppl all the time.

ok ok. here's the part where if you're malaysian and you're typical, you're better off not reading the parts after this.

and don't say i didn't warn you, because (Again) if you're malaysian and typical you might get offended by the things that i say. it's not that i hate you and want to kill you. i just want to bloody shake some sense into you and then leave the decision at your disposal.

by law, NO ONE, can sue me for my musings and my views mainly because i warned you of it first. so THERE!! you either go away now, or read and shaddup...

i shall write in tiny fonts just because i WANT to. HMPH!!

do you or do you not agree with me?

malaysians judge and assume things about ppl all the time. it's fine to judge, coz hey, everyone judges. but it's NEVER fine to assume.

you see a sexy lady walking down the street in a boob tube and short shorts.
i bet you, half the ppl would think that she's a slut and assume so.
so yes, she IS dressed on the lesser side, but it doesn't make her any less respectable than say, princess diana.

for all you know, she may be the one doing all the charity while you're the one just randomly pointing and assuming things.

it's fine if she wants to dress like so. i mean, what does that have to do with YOU?? it's not like you're her mother or anything right..
she just has a different sense of fashion, so let her be and don't simply say things larh babi.
it's not like she's killing someone with her body or she's doing something really bad with it. it's just that she's showing off more skin than the normal person would just because she loves flaunting her body, and then that's when everybody starts having a problem. so fine, she may have a higher chance of getting raped as compared to other ppl around her, but if that's the risk SHE''S willing to take, who the hell are you to start warning her and blabbering about it??

and honestly, every woman has an equal chance of being raped. doesn't matter what the hell you're wearing.
if you're in the wrong place at the wrong time, then that's it. which brings on another topic of how i HATE HATE HATE RAPISTS and PPL WHO DAMN GILA SEX. babi assholes. simply rape ppl. like no freaking life. go and die and rot in hell la buggers. HMPH HMPH HMPH!!!

judging does not all have to do with clothes. it's very very physical.

example: if i have a pierced eyebrow and a pierced lip, i BET you, half the ppl in malaysia would go..

*tsk tsk tsk..like THAT oso can become med student arh??? tsk tsk tsk*

bangang babi.

it's the same thing as looking at a handicapped person and thinking that they must really lead a sad life for they need help in everything that they do. for all you know, they're most probably as independent as every other person around, and heck, maybe even more independent than you..

just because someone has an altered look, it doesn't make them any less of any other decent person. it doesn't prove that you're wild. it doesn't prove that you're inhumane. it doesn't prove that you're dumb.

i may just like having holes in my face, and if i think i look cool with it, so what??? i like piercings. so what??
i cannot like piercings and helping ppl get better at the same time is it?
just because i like treating ppl and getting them better, i cannot indulge in my other favourite things izzit??
just because i pierce at weird places, it doesn't mean i'm gonna kill somebody or i'm taking drugs or i've commited a crime before..??
just because i'm brave enough to do things that you would never do doesn't mean that you can judge me, when in fact you'd love to be in my place???

why like this? why why why??

can't we just look and say, wow.. how cool??

or even if you don't find it cool, just DON't say that you don't find it cool and stop at that point. you don't have to go further..

just because one has an altered sense of "physicality" (literally, in terms of a book's cover) and is not of the expected image, one does not have to be looked at and interpreted in any other way.

remember how we always say that it's inner beauty that counts??

this is when inner beauty really comes into play and at it's maximum level. give them a chance to really prove who they are. give yourself a chance to know who they really and truly are.

Think about it..

but then again, if you're malaysian and typical, you wouldn't give a damn about what ppl think and then continue on being your stubborn usual self, believing in your self-righteous cause.

that's where the problem began in the first place. sigh...

malaysia boleh!(no sarcasm intended)

literally...