what lies in the mind of a child..

i remember the way i was brought up.

i was brought up under a roof which maintained the importance of discipline.
i was brought up under a roof which maintained the importance of education.
i was brought up under a roof which maintained the importance of rationality.

all of three which i have strayed away from at times. i mean, who CAN stick to all three ALL the time, huh??

do you remember what it was like, looking at the elder ppl doing the things you couldn't do??

like how they could finish that one whole big bowl of rice when you couldn't even finish your small little one.
like how they could type really fast without looking at the keyboard and how you had to type each letter at a time, a finger at a time, all the while looking for the letters.
like how they could reach all the switches in the house while you had to tip toe or jump a few times before reaching it.

i remember always thinking that when i grew up, i can/will be able to do that..

and i forgot all those little dreams that i had, that even when i DID accomplish them, it went on un-noticed.

i didn't cheer for joy for being able to eat more than a bowl of rice.
i didn't laugh in triumph for being able to type fast on the keyboard without looking at it.
i didn't even blink an eye when i found that i could reach the switches after all..

sometimes it's sad how we don't appreciate the little things that go on.

to us it may be easy, but to others it may be a whole lot harder.

imagine this.

if someone were to take away your hands forever and ever

HAH! then things will obviously look a lot more different to you right?
suddenly typing isn't just typing anymore.
you'd cherish your moments being able to type and feel the keyboard before having to give your hands away.
you'd cherish your moments being able to do things by yourself before having to give them away.

but what about the ppl who have NEVER had the chance to experience that before?
what about the ppl who were born without hands or who were born deformed???
what about them what about them??

so stop complaining and appreciate what you have, darn it..
stop being such a whiner and wake up and smell the air.
you gotta love what surrounds you.
you gotta learn to love what surrounds you.
and then can you only be happy....

AH!!

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honestly, i don't really know the point of this post.

LOL. it's just the deep thinking sessions that i do all the time whenever i'm doing any household chores or daily routine stuff

just to let you know, my cramps in the leg DID go away, and i DID do my laundry ok, which is how i got to thinking whilst folding my clothing.

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the birds outside my window are still bugging me. i don't understand how something so small makes soooooo much noise when it's awake. but then i kinda feel like it's too quiet when they're not so chirpy anymore at night or when they're gone..

kinda reminds me of my frens back home. LOL.

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i'm thinknig of piercing my ears.

i mean, my ears ARE already pierced once on each side.
but i feel like piercing a few more, darn it.
i think it's more of impulse and influence but oooohhh..i've always wanted to pierce more holes!!
only that i never had the guts to do so and because of a few other restrains.

although hopefully i'll be brave enough to pierce my ears more when the time does come!!!

god help me god help meeee.....

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another freaking lame joke that i thought about...

i can't help thinking it okkkk, so don't simply blame ppl all kkk

they just randomly pop into my head for no apparent reason..

ok ok ..here goes..

i guess no one really noticed, but did you know that there have been cars that can fly ever since...forever?????
HAH! and i bet everyone was freaking blur for not noticing this, whereas i see them flying almost everyday.
they even have got unique honks ok...
the question is...which car CAN fly???

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answer: the malaysian cars, the pigeons.....

okk..so before you slam your head on the table or before you roll your eyes and say i don't even get it...

pigeon = pig-eon

eon = malaysian cars rite???

and don't pigeons fly???1?!??!?!

then therefore malaysian cars fly lah rite??????

i can't really explain the pig, but then i guess that's where PIGS FLYING come in too!1!!

so you see????EVEN BETTER

two jokes in one

pigs and cars that fly!!!

yes i know that's lame, but don't u think that's damn ingenious as well??!?!?!?!?
could you have come up with it???no rite no rite???
wAHHAHAHAHAH!!!

lah babi..i need to think about more useful things..
bengang betul...