about roti canais and crying

i've been eating roti canai quite a lot ever since uni started.
as per quote " me and roti canai have a special bond going lahh"

haha
and it all started after the hypertension/atherosclerosis lecture, where a beautifooolll picture of a roti canai served on a plate was enough to tempt me to start this crave...
forget that i'm a medical student and i'm supposed to be cautious of my health (since we get pathology and physiology lectures a lot)..blahh

i honestly coldn't be bothered to blog lah these days..

classes are from 8 - 5 pm..and today's instance is the worst.

8-1 pm STRAIGHT (that's like 5 hours in a row)
one hour break
then three hours straight

OMG!!!!!!
%$^&^%*((&^%

thank god the lecturer shortened it for us by combining two lectures, hence a 2 hour break instead of the initial one.

ALL U DONKEYS OUT THERE who keepppppp comparing your course to the medical course and saying how relaxed we are..GET THE HELLUVA LIFE LA..and if you think YOUR schedule is hectic, OBVIOUSLY you don't know what the hell you're talking about.
BAHHH
some ppl only know how to bising and complain complain complain..
shaddupp lah
tsk tsk
*bengang*

on another note, i think monash uni malaysia mbbs is starting to take off..
which is good.
i'm actually attending classes these days (YAY!)
and i'm actually listening in them!! (most of them anyway :P)

and yes, if i haven't told you already, i love their GLASS WHITEBOARDS!!!
so shinnyy
and i love their chairs!! so commfyyy

the anatomy lab is like our hangout spot.
:D

but the old campus is cooler, in the sense of population, activites and environment.
sigh
just sitting in the cafeteria for an hour or so was enough to give us hype to laugh over (not in a good way, mind you)...
so many tokyo drift ppl walking about, and ppl in thick thick coats.
i look at them i oso sweat lah i tell you..

no alarmingly cute guys though..

sadly for me, the cutest one is away in aussie (HAHA don't kembang!) and i still cAn't spot anyone with bigger eyes and longer lashes..

and then to the topic of crying..

what do you do when u're upset?

i, for one, admit that i'm upset in the first place.
and then i leave myself in that state. the whole shebang...crying my eyes out, eating dysfunction, sleeping dysfunction..
but then, i move on.
i don't stay that way for long, i don't want to stay that way for long.
so the max...prolly 2 - 3 days or so..(and when i say upset, i mean really really really freaking bloody upset)
after that, you GOTTA pick yourself up!!

my logic behind it?
you can't keep crying along the way, saying you never really embraced your sadness and that you were never given a chance to, because all you did was to avoid reality by distracting yourself for you wanted to be happy, and who can blame you for wanting to be happy?

at least by first basking in the sadness of life, you can get on, knowing that no matter what, you HAVE already leaked your eyes at least once, and so you're not obliged to do so again..not so much anyway..
and then if you do happen to feel sad again somewhere along the way, so be it.
cry, then get up.
sob, then smile.


repeat the cycle as long as in takes.
never be embarassed to feel what you really feel.
but this doesn't mean you go and cry in public and throw drama lah..
just chill, and cry when you're most comfortable..

and whoever says that crying is no use..SHADDUP LAH

crying IS of use..

you feel better after crying..
and WOULD be proven scientifically..

and again, as per quote
"crying is unisexual"
"if a grown man cries, you know he's got it really bad. cut him some slack.