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Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own bout ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1) has anyone seen the way i eat? yes, all you aussie ppl, and yes all you college ppl. but other than that??for those who don't......
i chew with food on both sides of my cheek and the middle part is left empty. as i chew, i switch the food around in my mouth from cheek-to-cheek. i swallow a lil bit of the food, but quite a lot is still left in the mouth. and then i take another spoonful.
so you have the old food plus the new food. then seperated into both cheeks, switch sides, and yada yada yada..
basically my cheeks are damn damn damn expanded all the time whilst eating lahh

i HAVE tried many times to change the way i eat, but after awhile, i forget, and i resort to the old ways.
THIS is the main reason why i take AGES to finish my food. bad habit really, not that i'm proud of it.

you see, it's the best way to talk and drink even when your mouth is full of food.
because, the food is stuffed at the sides and the middle part (tongue area) is empty, i can do whatever i want involving my tongue, ie talk and drink.
and i do both of these a LOT, while i eat.

i guess it's the best way to see if i'm comfortable with you or not.
if i am, i'd eat in this way.
if i'm not, or it's my first time eating with you, then i'll barely be eating or i'll be really extra cautious of my eating

but most of the time, i don't realize that my cheeks are filled with food....

2) i have conversations with myself in my head. that's why i laugh even when i'm alone. and it's not like, thinking kinda thoughts.
they're question and answer kinda thoughts.
for example,

like,
"eh..that guy looks damn familiar wei"
"oh really? who's that? i can' t remember.."
"ya..i oso can't remember.."
"eh wait..that looks like alya's dad!!"
"EHH YAA!! it does!!"
"but i don't think it's alya's dad, coz what is he doing here right.."
"yea yea.."
"haha..why are u having conversations with yourself?"
"eh ya.."

then i start laughing out loud, both in my head and out of.

i almost always end all mind-conversations with, eh..why you talking to yourself..

LOL!

the worst is when i cry..
i don't cry that often, mind you, but when i do...

i'll just start sobbing and sobbing, and i'll be like..

"suwen, it's ok, don't worry"
and then the imaginary pats. there's always the imaginary pats.
"you'll feel better. just cry. just cry."
then after awhile,
"eh, why am i crying arh?"
"........"
"because -insert reason-"
"but it doesn't seem so bad, small thing oso cry?"
"yeaaa..you don't understand.."
then i'll try sooooo hard to focus on the problem, trying to make it seem damn big, so that my already flowing tears are worth it, but at this point, i'm usually numb from all expressions already..

and i swear, i feel heaps better after that. HEAPS.
so you see, crying DOES help.

as stupid as it all sounds, it's damn true ok...

3) i like thinking of my death.
the way i die, what i say when i die, who is around me when i die, and who will cry with me when i die.
i'll then imagine my funeral, what kinda funeral, what will be said at my funeral, and who will be at my funeral.

there's the one where i die as a heroine and my death is super publicized in the newspapers and ppl from everywhere come to my funeral bringing flowers and crying their eyes for the tragic lost of someone special. then there'll be a speech from someone who happens to have found my will and would read it out, saying that i'd like everyone to laugh and send me off with happiness and then some damn happening song will start playing, preferably an R&B song and everyone will be damn happy but damn sad at the same time..

there's also the one where i die amongst family members in the hospital, probably from some organ donation or disease like thing, and i say whatever i can say, and i die with a tear rolling down my cheek but with a smile carved on to my face, knowing i led a great life.

and so on so on lahh...
and no, i'm not planning on dying anytime soon

4) i sleep with 3 pillows, a bolster, a blanket and a comforter.
and i manage to drop none of them throughout the whole night, in a SINGLE bed. POWER or nottttt...

5) i believe in basic feng shui, ie directions and poison arrows. that being said, i'm of more than one religion. i go to the temple and i go to church. so sue me. =P

6) i can type without having to look at the keyboard. shows you how big a part of my life i spent online larh

7) i like to believe that i'm psychic, and that some of my dreams do come true (the good or neutral ones that is, but never the bad)

8) i speak too fast when i'm too excited and halfway through, i forget what i said and i lose myself, so much so i that i don't even remember what the hell i was speaking about in the first place. true story. =P

9) i super duper duper super believe in karma. bad things always happen to bad ppl.

10) i can sleep no matter how much i've slept before hand.
during the spm days, i used to wake up in the morning, eat a lil bit, stay awake for say..an hour, and then go back to sleep again and wake up at about 2 -3 pm to study..
i can sleep the whole night through for bout..10 hours or so...go to uni for about 2-3 hours, and then come home and NAP for 3-4 hours before i wake up in time for dinner, at about 9 pm.
and by 11 something 12 something, i'm off to bed again.

and yes, i don't study until beforeeeee the exams.
that's why i'm THAT free to sleep my life away.

sigh..

anybody who wants to be tagged, can be tagged. LOL!

got this from michelle tofu cheeks whom tagged me at a very very appropriate time..
heheh..wanting to blog, but nothing to blog about.

so oh well..
i start at 8 everyday of this week, except tuesdays, THANK GOD for the clinical site visit. *phew*

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i think this year is a damn emotional year for me.
year 2007, the year of the pig.
oink

at the beginning of the year, i cried quite a bit because i got left behind in kl while all my close friends flew off to aussie
i also argued quite a bit with one particular person. hehe =P
and i bombarded some ppl because we all HAD to.
and i've never "questioned" someone so loudly ever before in my whole life. in public somemore. some ppl damn lebih i tell you...

but of course, amongst all this were those happy joyful exciting moments.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh..

it's those nice things in life that really make life worth living, no??

bliss

=P