i tell you kids these days...

my dad's fren came over with his 12 year old son..
whom whilst playing on the pc with my 7 year old brother
was SMS-ing on his K750i....

-_-"

he's TWELVE and he has his own phone which is MORE CANGGIH THAN mine (and prolly half or quarter of the teens around)?!?!?!??!?!!!

ok lah,
at LEAST he's 12..

i know of another kid, who is TEN and HAS A K750i!
it's different because he GOT IT the MOMENT it came out, whilst it was still the latest sony ericsson phone around..

my gawd.

when i was 12, the only things that i had to MY NAME, were furnitures...that belonged to barbie dolls
i had a bathroom set, a dining set and random things;
i had random transformers (i had to have EVERYTHING the big bro had..LOL!! i was a kid then ok!) ;
i had tamiya cars which i didn't know how to operate except to switch them on and off..i left the whole car modification things to my brother ;
i had BOOKS AND BOOKS AND BOOKS AND BOOKS; ENID blyton all the way with peter and jane.

heck, my mom gave them away when we shifted house, and got them back from her friends again when she became pregnant and gave birth to justin -_-". it's quite cool actually, looking back at the books that i used to read so much..
what else did i have?
soft toys and things like that..

kids these days ah..

handphone lah;
play station lah ;
digimon lah (ok, so i had 3 tamagochis, don't even know where they are. justin took them and lost them.. -_-") ;
nintendo lah ;
computer games lah ;
all the cool cool toys out there ;
ipod lah

even the kid-girls are DIFFERENT.

now they talk about fashion.
about boys and things like that ..
about goin shopping and about celebrities!! ..

when i was a kid, i couldn't stand the THOUGHT OF BOYS!!

always so sloppy and dirty,
and they're not noisy, coz i'm noiser than them!

and i knew NUTS about fashion.
everything mommy says, su wen wears .
and i was mommy's girl til....justin came on board.

so until i was TWELVE, i listened to whatever my mom said.
which is ok lah, except the fashion part.....

i'm a GIRL, so she dressed me GIRLY .
she wanted to raise me into this....sweet feminine girl
so...

until i was 12,
i wore dresses .
-_-"
LACY dresses.
not just to functions and things like that..but ALL the time.
supermarket lah
here lah
there lah
so much so, that i NEVER wore jeans, and i hated jeans coz they made me feel uncomfortable.

i remember, i went to a friend's birthday party, everyone wore damn chilling clothes, like jeans and shorts and skirts.
me?
i was in an orange frilly dress with laces at the sleeves and a ribbon to tie at the back......
-_-"

i felt so outtttt of place ok.
but i figured, mothers know best ..

so when justin came along, and i had more freedom in deciding what i wanted to wear..
i went the opposite way.
i became a "boy" (ok..not boy boy, but tomboyish...).
i wore jeans and pants and baggy shirts .
i NEVER wore a dress or a skirt ALL THROUGH SECONDARY SCHOOL.
i couldn't stand the idea of wearing dangly earrings, i couldn't stand the idea of wearing heels.
it also didn't help that i had short hair then, and my mom was against me growing it long (because i'm messy apparently).
so i had short hair ALL THROUGH high school, until mid of form 5, when i grew my hair longer.

AND THEN..came college

at first, i couldn't be bothered about what i wore to coll or what i looked like.
i wore my glasses to uni, i wore baggy clothes and things as such.
until one weekend, i went shopping with my aunt and uncle(who was down from the uk), and i decided to buy a box of monthly-disposable contact lenses..
so i started wearing contacts to coll, but i was still in pants.

until ONEEE DAYY,
the qi miao miaos (awwwwww..i kinda miss that) dared me to wear a skirt to coll (don't ask me why, but i used to buy skirts but NEVER wore them) and so i did.

and from thereon, i decided..wth. how come i stopped wearing skirts???

and so i began wearing skirts.
and i let my hair grow.
and i wore my contacts everytime i left the house.

and it's been that way til now.
i CANNOT imagine keeping my hair short again, and sometimes, i can't imagine wearing my glasses to important occasions..

it's true that i changed a lot in a span of one year, since leaving school.
and i think i've changed even more when i left to aussie.
i've changed in terms of physicality, as i do care for appearances and to at least look presentable.
but to put in the extra super effort???
aiyohh..that one..cannot change lahhhh

maybe once in awhile only lah...
i cannot imagine having to waste my sleeping time, getting up earlier just so i can put on make up..or put on earrings..or deciding and matching everything perfectly and what not JUSTTTTT to go to uni -_-"
i'd rather sleep....

hahahah
oh weellll

i'm still pretty much the same, although my sense of fashion has changed tremendously.
haha

once a boy, always a boy..

and btw... won't you agree??
i'm still pretty much tomboy-ish what

heh :P