latest updates..
well..it's 1.11 pm. i'm eating my lunch. in front of the comp. again. HAHAHHA...so much for latest updates, eh??it's surprising really how addicted i am to the computer.
so anyway, the reason for my late posts and
recently abandoned blog?
simple really. that's coz i'm having my
MID-YEAR EXAMS!!!!!!!
well, it's my last day tmr. can't wait til that day is over. sigh.
so to keep you updated on the papers i have sat for so far.....i SCREWED ALL OF IT!!
no, really. i did. half the ppl don't believe me everytime i say that. BUT REALLY!!!it's VERY VERY true this time. honestly. my specialist math paper was practically empty when i handed it in. DAMN!!!
yes, i understand, this is what happens when one doesn't study. but the fact is, i DID!well, only a little..but still!!!!
DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN....i'm just so shitting in my pants.
it's so bloody frustrating. i have no idea what i should do anymore. everything i do in college is counted for my final TER..meaning, if i do do badly in this exam, it affects my overall marks as well. i screwed this test up. meaning i screwed my TER. meaning i screwed my life in college. meaning i'm gonna have a bad future. meaning i can't get into uni. meaning i'm a stupid ass. meaning i will have no life. meaning all the money was wasted on my education. sums up everything doesn't it?pretty simple really.
SCREW college man!!!! so much for having a simple and more relaxed life in college as compared to secondary school. i am sooo pressured rite now. i have lost my swing in studying and scoring for exams. i have no mood to study. i am just too worn out from studying for past papers, that i didn't really care bout mid years. i have lost all concentration in education. i admit. this is a battle i have lost. badly.
worse thing is, i believe i have dissapointed my parents. i mean, yea, the results aren't even out, why talk now??
i know what my results will be like. i just know it. i do.
damn. there goes a bright future. all these years of work.WASTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN MAN!!!!!!!!!! i need HELP!!!!!!!!!
til i feel a lot better, good bye.
~suwen~
feeling: upset and lost. hopeless. useless. depressed. emotional. sad. that's it. SAD.
p/s : kill me, and i'll give you a dime. no, really. but u gotta do a good job. and u gotta get my permission first and let me know about it. and i hafta sign many letters of agreements first b4 u proceed to do so. if u REALLY are a murderer..i'm kidding!!!this blog is not meant for meanies. if u're one of my friends and u wish to get your dime, i'll give u the opportunity of doing so!! gimme a ring. call 03-78796857.
p/s/s : if you actually dialed that number. well congratulations!that's the number of subang jaya's police station!! haha..just kidding. but it's not my number either. someone's lah..oso dunno whose.
til i revive...again...goodbye world!
so anyway, the reason for my late posts and
recently abandoned blog?
simple really. that's coz i'm having my
MID-YEAR EXAMS!!!!!!!
well, it's my last day tmr. can't wait til that day is over. sigh.
so to keep you updated on the papers i have sat for so far.....i SCREWED ALL OF IT!!
no, really. i did. half the ppl don't believe me everytime i say that. BUT REALLY!!!it's VERY VERY true this time. honestly. my specialist math paper was practically empty when i handed it in. DAMN!!!
yes, i understand, this is what happens when one doesn't study. but the fact is, i DID!well, only a little..but still!!!!
DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN....i'm just so shitting in my pants.
it's so bloody frustrating. i have no idea what i should do anymore. everything i do in college is counted for my final TER..meaning, if i do do badly in this exam, it affects my overall marks as well. i screwed this test up. meaning i screwed my TER. meaning i screwed my life in college. meaning i'm gonna have a bad future. meaning i can't get into uni. meaning i'm a stupid ass. meaning i will have no life. meaning all the money was wasted on my education. sums up everything doesn't it?pretty simple really.
SCREW college man!!!! so much for having a simple and more relaxed life in college as compared to secondary school. i am sooo pressured rite now. i have lost my swing in studying and scoring for exams. i have no mood to study. i am just too worn out from studying for past papers, that i didn't really care bout mid years. i have lost all concentration in education. i admit. this is a battle i have lost. badly.
worse thing is, i believe i have dissapointed my parents. i mean, yea, the results aren't even out, why talk now??
i know what my results will be like. i just know it. i do.
damn. there goes a bright future. all these years of work.WASTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN MAN!!!!!!!!!! i need HELP!!!!!!!!!
til i feel a lot better, good bye.
~suwen~
feeling: upset and lost. hopeless. useless. depressed. emotional. sad. that's it. SAD.
p/s : kill me, and i'll give you a dime. no, really. but u gotta do a good job. and u gotta get my permission first and let me know about it. and i hafta sign many letters of agreements first b4 u proceed to do so. if u REALLY are a murderer..i'm kidding!!!this blog is not meant for meanies. if u're one of my friends and u wish to get your dime, i'll give u the opportunity of doing so!! gimme a ring. call 03-78796857.
p/s/s : if you actually dialed that number. well congratulations!that's the number of subang jaya's police station!! haha..just kidding. but it's not my number either. someone's lah..oso dunno whose.
til i revive...again...goodbye world!
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