never thought i'd say this..

never thought i'd say this, but i think i'm eating too little for my own good. :S

i'm referred to as piggy or pig (affectionately okkk!! haha :P) due to my two outstanding (if u call it outstanding) characteristics.
the ability to eat;
and the ability to sleep.

so generally, i was an eating sleeping pig.

now?

i'm just a sleeping pig.

:S :S :S

i can't eat!!!!!!!!!
not because i don't want to, but because i have got no appetite for it at all!!
the whole of yesterday, i ate an apple pie, some mutton, bits and pieces of vegetable and pork.
the WHOLE of yesterday.

today?
i couldn't finish lunch.
ate two slices of cake.
and now i'm picking at dinner.
don't even feel like eating it.
instead i feel like retching.
bleargh.

to make things worse, my bowel motility has increased.
which is why i didn't go to uni today.
darn it!

i'm not eating, and everything i eat is flowing out.
WTH?!?!???!?!?!?!?

mom gave me a thwack when i said i didn't want much for dinner.
"i think you're becoming anorexic!" says she.

but nooooooooooooo

anorexics DON'T eat.
they CHOOSE NOT to eat.

i CAN'T eat.
however much i WANT to be eating, i CAN'T!
heck, i'm FORCING Myself to eat, but it's not getting me very far.
after awhile i just look at the food, and feel a sense of disgust.
oh gawd oh gawd

where got such thing.
ME?
NOT eating??!?!?!

hah! practically unheard of!!!!!!!!!

oh well...
i think it's just a phase though.
and maybe i should be looking at it in a positive way.
lose weight whilst i'm at it, before i go back to my original state where i consume more than i should. LOL