when the rain starts pouring into my soul

i have always, always believed in the whole "no one is perfect" thingamajigie.

and the way i see it, you will always dislike a part of someone, no matter who they are to you. family, friend or aquaintance.

heck, i think even if you met the exact replica of you in real life, you'd find something to dislike in "it" as well.

but ppl still hang out with each other because tolerance is the one thing we have been trained to learn and understand since young.
you want to have friends, you tolerate, you share.
you want to be friends, you give, you take.
that's just how the game is played lah you know...
must be fair and square wat
cannot liddis liddis..lidat lidat..
very hard to win, you understand??

it's just hard to mould someone into someone you want them to be, because that's exactly who we are. we're all different. we're each unique one way or the other.

it's kinda like dna. LOL.
oh welllll...
:P

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life is a very complicated swirl of chocolate, water and shit.

when you're happy and joyful, you're in chocolate.
when you're bored and dull and asleep, you're in water.
when you're angry and sad and upset, you're in shit.

sometimes, when you're happy when you're asleep (sweet dreams or other), you're in diluted chocolate.
sometimes when you're bored and upset at the same time, you're in watery crap (purging....)

but sometimes when you're happy and sad at the same time, you're in very very dark chocolate. you may like it because you're thankful for the happy bits, or you can hate it because you feel as if the glass is half empty, the same way some ppl hate/love dark chocolate.
but hey..it's chocolate all the same..and if you really are a positive thinker, then i'd suppose you'd be satisfied.

i dunno lah..i just feel damn fucking philosophical right now, i'm trying to come up with words of wisdom that can compete with those of confuscious.

not working..

ahhh..babi matilah engkau..