this is a DAMN emo post

ok.

so ppl, i am now 19 years of age, you can shake my hand and call me old :P
thanks to everyone for all the wishes and calls, especially those in aussie who took the extra effort (and cost :P )

pics and so later on :P

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the one feeling that is the hardest of feel would be the feeling of missing someone.
the feeling of missing someone so far away, there is nothing you can do to make it go away.
nothing, except seeing the person in front of you once again.
to hold, to touch, to kiss.

they tell lies when they say hatred is the worst because it kills.
they tell lies when they say love is the best feeling you can ever feel.
because the worst feeling is to miss
and the best feeling is to see those you miss once again

the first touch of the skin
the first hold in your arms
the warm breath on your cheek
the soft hair on your chest
who could want more?
after months of missing
after months of wanting, needing, pleading

seeing you beside me
i could not ask for more
now that you're not
i feel a sense of emptiness
a sense of loneliness

i regret the times we argued, where we'd shout and scream
when instead i could have done what i want to most now
to just hold you and look you in the eye and say "I Love You"

for the times that i was down or upset or angered,
and you were there for me just talking me through,
i'd never give up those times to be happy without you
for i'd go through them ten times worse to be down or upset or angered,
just so i'm with you

i await the day you return to me
for i miss you so much and it's a feeling i hate
but to have the feeling of finally being with you in the end
is like the feeling of love being loved all over again
and for that i will wait

i miss you my dear little baby....

i've inserted a new countdown timer thingie so that i can keep track of time. so oh well.

and just in case anyone was wondering, yes, i have a boyfriend.
his name is pranava and i'm keeping him forever.

yes, i know he's not chinese, but i'm happy with him not being chinese, so there :P

you know, honestly, if you want to test a relationship all you need to do is go long distance.
that's when the relationship is at it's hardest, and if it works out pretty alright even then, you know that there's something for you in the relationship.

it's not easy coping with LDR.
there're loads of sacrificing involved.
no physically being there, no daily hugs no daily pets, whatever.
having to sacrifice time and money on calls from far away just to hear a comforting voice is basically the only thing that you get from a long distance relationship.
although it is easier these days with skype and webcams! imagine those days where all ppl could rely on were on letters and birds!!
being physically away from each other, you don't know what the other party is up to.
that's where trust is involved.
and i trust p completely :)

in a year, the amount of time i spend without him being next to me (let alone being in this country) outweighs the amount of time that he spends with me.
heck, i think we've been away from each other longer than we have been together.

think of it this way.
one year.
8 and a half months apart.
3 and a half months together. but only in the same state.
i can't just walk to his place and knock on his door whenever i want to see him like i used to back in aussie. GEEZ i don't even see him in uni!!
basically there's just a lot of waiting involved larhhh....

but yet i'm still holding on tightly to him because i know he's my treasure that cannot be found anywhere else.
he's not like other guys
he's special :P
and i love him for being special

not because he's my boyfriend, but because he is my BESTEST friend AND my boyfriend.

no one can take this moment away from me
this moment where i'm truly appreciating my little treasure

:P

p/s: ok ppl. this is one of those rare moments where i'm besides myself, but i really do feel not right so i thought perhaps blogging might help me feel better so that i can study (because i've done almost close to nothing!!!) and the post above is what i've managed to blurt out thus far. i'm sorry yea...

WTH am i doing with my TIME?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

got bored.
ended up drawing this on facebook.

and the real thing..

ok lahh

so obviously i'm so damn far from the real picture, but heyyy..at least you can see two faces!!good enough for me:P

and if you notice properly, look at the upper quarter of the boy's head on the left (the boy is p by the way, if anyone was wondering...:P) in the picture that i drew. i think that looks about 80% similiar to the real picture!!! like, it ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE THE REAL P!!!

and again, exams are up next week!!! i'm so dead!!! BARELY DONE TWO SHITS ABOUT/FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why do i alwayyyssss vow to NEVER procrastinate, yet fall back into it again and again and again??

oh wellllllllllllllllllllllllll

:P

of movies and songs

i think it's damn lebih how movies these days all begin with the word THE followed by a noun.

example:

the notebook
the lakehouse
the illusionist
the jacket
the secret window
the guardian
the good shepard
the fountain
the reaping
the guardian
the eye

and whatever lahhh

and you know sometimes, you try and tell what sort of movie it is just by interpreting it's title?

for example like...

the exorcist (see??? another "the-noun")

it says exorcist.
so you know it involves spirits and things and sorts like that..so you know it's a horror movie.

titanic.
it's a name of a ship, so you know it's about a ship. what goes on in that ship, who falls in love with who, who sleeps with who is all vague. but whatever. it's about a ship. so, it might be a thriller (maybe the ship turned out to be some military ship in disguise??) it might involve romance (which is what it's all about obviously). horror?hard to say..but chances are super duper low..

lord of the rings.
you know it involves lords. it involves rings. so i'd say prolly thriller. possibly horror as well, you know like some devil possessing the ring and taking over ppl and things like that.

but it irks me like hell when the title doesn't explain the theme of the movie!!! especially when they're really old movies or unheard of movies that you haven't seen a trailer or poster of it, that you just CAN'T tell what kind of movie it is!! and ppl like me who are damn bloody afraid of horror movies can't do anything about it!!!

for example..

'the notebook'.
what?
it's about a notebook.
ok.
so...what sort of notebook is it??
it's a possessed notebook?
or it's a possessing kinda notebook?
when i was in aussie and roaming the file sharing thinga majigie, i found this movie.
ok lah..so pardon the hulu person that i am, but i had never heard of it until i found it last year.
so i didn't bother watching it, because..i thought it was some horror movie. the title is just so vague, that it could be about ANYTHING!! ANYTHING AT ALL!!!!! thriller lah horror lah romance lahhhh..but i figured mostly horror.

which was why i didn't download it at all, until i asked my friend about it, and she told me that it was a damn touching movie and that i SHOULD watch it. also to add, that there's nothing to be afraid of.
-_-"

no kidding.
same goes with 'the jacket' and 'the lakehouse'

i mean, WHAT THE HELL RIGHT?!?!?

i thought the lakehouse was a movie about a family shifting in and finding dead ppl around or some shit like that.
who the hell knew it turned out to be a romance movie.
-_-"

and see??
the secret window.
you'd think it's some fantasy movie, with little children finding a secret window to their dreams (kinda like the story the secret garden) but nooooooooooo
it's about johnny depp and some horror shit. ( i wouldn't know. i didn't watch it. i DON'T watch horror movies)

the point is,
it doesn't SAY SO ANYWHERE THAT it's a horror movie in the title!!!!
what am i supposed to do?
and i already have this perception that all titles with the "the-noun' title format would be scary, that even when i scroll through the movie, it turns out looking scary.
see?
first impressions do count!

something like, amityville horror, dark water, ghostship, thirteen ghosts, SEEE??!!?!??! they alllll have some sort of clue that they are horror movies!!

but which part of "the eye" does it say that's it's horror?
and c'mon.
if the eye can be possessed...WHY NOT THE JACKET AND THE LAKEHOUSE AND THE NOTEBOOK AND THE GUARDIAN?? we have "the RING" what.
and the ring turned out to be a horror movie.
so how??

you watch the ring from the beginning thinking that it's about some sweet guy who works hard day and night just so he can buy a ring to pursue the one he loves who is very much in the arms of someone else, someone better and wealthier. then when you click play on the laptop/pc, suddenly you see this show about ppl watching tvs and so on so forth.
-_-"
it's fine if you've seen trailers and you know about it, but if you haven't!??!???!
DIE!

kesian ppl like me who get shitted out of their wits whilst watching horror flicks.
nvr have been one for scary movies.....

eekk..

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speaking about movies, TRANSFORMERS WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!
the way they transformed...pwoar!!!
and pretty funny toooo!!

although...
i never could see why the hero and the love interest MUSTTT always find time to tell each other how they feel and how they appreciate one another at crucial moments!!

like, fire flying left right centre, could be killed at any bloody moment, damn kan cheong, damn exhillirating!!!!
then whole scene slows down and focuses on the guy and girl expressing their deeply burried emotions.
-_-"

the worst is when a guy is rushing out from a building where he's just planted a bomb.
so you see him running damn fast, then he tries and saves the girl and then while untying her rope-tied hands, they have time to kiss and meraba-raba.
WTH?!?!??!!

first i thought right. it's all good rushing, but you're wasting time doing the unnecessary??? ok lah, so fine, to some ppl it might be, but still!!

so sometimes the movies are damn kuah cheong(over/lebih) loh

and no worries.
none of the above are spoilers :P

just to note..

p: i've got something really important to tell you. but you must promise me you wouldn't get angry..ok?
sw: yeah..ok..
p: you sure or not..i've been meaning to tell you from last time..but now only i've decided i should tell you.
sw: ok. tell lah.
p: ............
...........
............
su wen...
my car....is actually a TRANSFORMER.
sw: -_-"
really arrrr?????? i'm actually a transformer osoo!!!!
p: hah?? really???? can you transform to be taller and thinner then????
sw: .....
p: and stay transformed??
sw: LMAO!!!
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ppl, you ALL should check this song out.

Plain White T's - Hey there, Delilah

it's like, my all time favourite song now.
it's deep, simple and nice.

especially when ppl like me can relate.
if you're in a long distance relationship or whatsoever, i recommend you download this song. it's like the song of your dreams.
the first time i heard it i cried.
and even when i listened somemore, i cried.
but no lah..lately i've been really emotional. i cried during transformers ok. so it's more of the hormones thing, so oh well.
AND LISTEN TO THE LYRICS!!
LISTEH TO THE LYRICS!!
THE LYRICS!!
THE LYRICS!!!!

and just in case you ppl don't like listening....

here are the lyrics

"Hey There Delilah"

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

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the parts highlighted in yellow and green are my favourite parts. especially the yellow part.
totally watered my eyes out then..
geeeee

UPSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(:(:(

YAY!

since monday, i bought 3 new tops!!!!YAY! gembiraaaaaaaaa!!!
i swear, the megasales are gonna make me broke!!
30% first item, 50% 2nd item.
SMART ALECS!
make me buy two items!!
they both have the same style, only different colours and patterns, but i love em!!
casual sorts.
actually, most of my tops are casual.
tank tops, t-shirts..things like that. seldom buy nice frilly blouses!! but i do occasionally go ga-ga over them, so we'll see!!
ehheheehhe

caught ocean's 13 on monday, which i thought wasn't too bad! pretty good i'd say. apparently the 2nd one is better and more complicated though :P
but brad pitt and george clooney damn style-can-die.

and i caught fantastic 4 2 today.
uh..
HAHAHA!!
some of the scenes are super lame and corny.
-_-"
why must every movie have a romantic storyline to it?
it's like a back-up plan incase the movie's main plot fails or wat?
like say, ok.

if it's a horror movie, aight.
we'll put in a pair of lovebirds who are horny for each other all the time, just in case the main "horror" isn't scary enough and incase you know, our plot doesn't work out. ?????!?!?!??!!

and especially when it's a superhero movie!!

geeeezzz

i mean, fine.
if you want to include a love story within the superhero one, fine fine fine.
but...i don't know!
it's just too damn corny for words, is what it is!!
there were parts of FF4 that i went..WHAT THE?????
hah

but overall..it's not quite a bad movie.
just be prepared to roll your eyes for a bit.
LOL.
and chris evans.
wow
damn blahdy good looking..

anyone watched NotAnother Teen Movie?
yeahh..
jake wyler? (the main male part/jock who sings amy's got a gun.. LMAO)
yeah
that's chris evans.
only he used to look a lot stumpier.

if you've never watched not another teen movie, go watch it!
i mean, it's dumb!
but it's one of my favourite teen movies of all time!!!

lame ass plot line, but hilarious to the core.

hahahahah

actually, i feel like watching it now.
so hah!
of, i go!!!!!!!!

huggiez!

ok lahh~~

after reading my post about the whole females being better than males post,

i feel bad.
i'm sorry, but you know it's true!!! :P :P :P

and just in case anyone was wondering, i AM straight ok.

LOL!

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my holidays have officially started, after handing in the SPC yesterday.
THANK GOD
but damn stupid lah, now we have the bloody exam to look forward to.
not to mention next semester's unit which is just going to focus on sucking all our blood away.

-_-"

have darn many assignments to complete, worst off would be CBP, which would mean travelling to kl every thursday and serving for a minimum of 78 hours while trying to put our proposal into effect and make sure everyone involved (field educator, academic advisor and dr. chee piau) is happy. then we have to report back and prove via statistics that its working out and come up with a whole document on everything that we've done..

aiyoyo

lets hope that my CBP turns out well aight. pray with me ppl!!!

then there's all the reflective essays (1500 words each) that will be coming up, each covering all the other assignments.
so it's kinda like an assignment's assignment.
i think we have about..3 of those to do? (rural, spc, cbp)

then there's the rural assignment where i'll be off for 2 weeks living in rural areas and goodness-knows-do-what at those places.

then there's the continuation of the rest of SPC

then there's the behavourial change project

what else??
somemore somemore lah

headache headache

NOT to mention VIA at the end of the year!!!!!!!!!!!!

VIA is an abbreviation for vertical intergrated assessment, where basically EVERYTHING i've learnt SO FAR in the med course will be examined. yes, it includes units from year 1 as well.
oh gawd.

but if it's one thing i learnt, we should take things by steps.

BIG steps.
little steps still cannot survive with all these stuff..

and if needed, take a leap.

whatever it is, don't jump and take the plunge.
geez

bored already

:P

OSCEs TMR!

ok ppl, haven't been updating.
prac exam tmr!
simulated patients and examining them, time to get down and dirtayyy!!!
loads more to read... :S :S
when will i learn about procrastination..


*sigh*



btw, had a blood test examination like thing today, where we prick ourselves good and test them with the anti reagents

i'm B+.
nvr knew that.
heh


before i go, some goth-ness in the air..

trying for some spells..hoh

can you feel the EMO-NESS?!??!?!?

~ more pictures when the hols are here (that's tmr after 4pm!!) ~

WISH ME LUCK!!!

pls and thank you!!

:D

i'm someone..

ho su wen spelt backwards

new us oh.

NEW

US

OH.

heh

:P

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i'm someone ...

who chews her food damn thoroughly, and feels uncomfortable when she swallows a piece bigger than 0.21345623 X 10^-34567986543 mm^2

ok fine

so not THAt small
but u get my drift -_-"

even my taufu i must chew properly first before i swallow
it may sound damn stupid, but you CAN CHOKE ON TAUFU OK!!!
although it's damn embarassing, but YOU CAN!!

aaa: eh guess what, that day my fren choked lah..now she's in the hospital
bbb: SERIOUS???? walao...in critical condition not?
aaa: quite serious leh..heimlich maneouvre worked to a certain extent, but caused the remaining of her stuff to get lodged into her lungs/alveoli. if don't remove hor, can get infected!! not only so, can cause that small part of her lungs to undergo necrosis, then wasted leh!!
bbb: WAHH!! she must have swallowed something damn teruk lahh..what was she doing then?
aaa: ohh..she was eating taufoo while bloggin lah..then she didn't chew taufoo properly, then choke lah!
bbb: HA?!?!?!?TAUFOOO?!??!?!?! CHEH!! i thought like, some big ass fish bone lah!! TAUFOO ONLY???? SUPER POTONG STEAM!!!*ptui!* mother never teach to chew b4 arrrrr
aaa: -_-"

and i'm not kidding.
think about it.
if you can choke on water, which goes down smoothly, why not TAUFOO???
don simply underestimate something just because it's soft ok!
so now you see why i take damn long to eat lah!
so that i don end up in the hospital for some embarassing thingie

(Actually, i'm just bored and i had nothing to do, so i crapped the above. i finished house already :( )

and thank god its the holidays the week after next!!!
i cannot tahan redi
gonna faint with all the sien-ness and laziness and all the long lectures...

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anyone seen the new k810i??!??!?!
I WANT!
damn style weh

and yes, i've forgotten all about my N95
why?
because it looks damn plastic
i saw a display of it, blueh
but still stylish in it's own way, but damn fragile nonetheless

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oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god
oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god

SHREK 3 IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#$^%(*&^%$

MUST WATCHH!!!!

oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god

because i feel poetic. HAH!

saya bosan
engkau bosan
hampalang(cantonese) bosan
zhan hai ho fan (cantonese)

saya tidur sampai subuh
pergi uni peluk tubuh
macam belajar dalam kubur
tak dengar lecture instead bertutur
palatine maxillae uhh.. mandibular (cranial bones)
sphenoid ethmoid dan vomer
hah apa?? kata apa?
apa apa eat toy dan flower??
sorry cikgu pls speak louder..
saya sudah sangat banyak confuse ler
tu lah nak belajar.. dengar teacher!!
buka mata buka telinga!
jangan pandang pandang saja
habis lecture baru cerita
you better listen it is very important
nanti patient mati, then macam MANER??(mana)

masa rehat, masa makan lah
if only mamak dekat then best lah
can pesan roti canai roti planta roti bom roti goreng roti kaya roti pisang roti bawang roti tisu roti gula roti susu roti USA roti canada roti china roti india roti mana mana lahhh!!
roti bukan roti pun ada
janji duit ada, risau no need ler
fish curry mutton curry chicken curry beef curry semua ada, nak yang mana??
apa?!!!!??? BODOH!!!PORK CURRY MEMANG TAK DA (no pok i tell you, no pok; youtube)

ok lah, so balik dengar lecture
dengar term baru, tak sure??
ini..apa.. MI, LP, DR ABC dah lupa?
mission impossible, linkin park, ini dr abc.... new rapper ker?
DONKEY! myocardial infarction, lumbar puncture, danger response airway breathing circulation ler!!
habis lah you, cepat cari lawyer
nanti kena sue sampai gila

i wanna cuti
so that i suka hati
damn lazy
to write already

i know it's lame
but that's my game
something something name
something something fame
you wanna tame?
you say that's your claim?
you're ashamed?
of being the same???

......
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i-need-a-life


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i almost cried in pain and tears, when i found out that house had brain cancer.
keyword: HAD

season 3, epi 15 is my FAVOURITE episode so far.

mainly because of the piano playing, the innocence of a child behind a man's body and the whole irony behind it.

sigh

ok, so i spoilt the MAIN part of this episode, but i'm not spoiling the rest of it. and besides, it takes common sense to know that house ain't dying anytime soon.

i mean c'mon.

the show came out last year?
they're not gonna kill their main man in one year, and risk all the loss that they'll get right?

heh :P
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gosh, TWO weeks before MED 2031 ends!! *Gasp*
it's been THAT fast!!

and guess who's coming baccckk soooooooonnnnnn???
hhehehheheheheh
:P

shrek 3!

i went to mcdee's to take away lunch the other day.

sw: can i get a spicy beef foldover pls?
waitres: normal or fairytale?

HAHA!
super cute

they were all wearing headbands with ogre ears!!

and i took the fairytale one by the way.

the difference is that the normal packing have been replaced by green packs with shrek on them, and that the drink is some green coloured fizzy drink with pineapples!! yum..and the fries have got a seaweed flavour or something to them
they taste the same to me though..
hahah

can't wait for shrek 3 to be out!!!!!!

btw, she also stated that shrek looks like her boss.

she handed me the paperbag with the fries, and i was looking at the ogre, and she said macam bos saya.
i'm like, huh? then she points to the picture on the wall which happens to be a picture of her boss and she laughs.

-_-"

i knew..i knew..

i had a dream one night, two days ago.....

i dreamt that my limewire was working after a long long long LONGGG TIME!!!...
FINALLY!!!!

and when i woke up, i had a gut instinct that it was true..

so i switched on my laptop, and THANK GOD!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME in a gajibillion years, THE DONKEY LIMEWIRE COULD CONNECT!!!!

so i quickly downloaded whatever songs i could think of, which were only three *rolls eyes*....

i had to run, so i had to switch off my laptop...
and when i switched it on again, limewire stopped working.

CURSE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i felt like reading a fictional book which was touching and sad.
something that has a story line that goes up and down and up and down, leaving you in tears while laughing along the way....i just felt like i HAD to tear at something....

i wanted one that had someone dying at the end....

so the perit..

but then again, books don't write about their endings on the back cover

and i didn't want to waste my bucks..

so i bought a book which clearly stated that someone would die at the beginning..
i figured better someone dying than none at all....

and the donkey of a book cost me rm35..

i hope whoever it is who dies in the book dies a horrible and tragic death...

don't even know why i feel like this....
so mean

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i swear, salesmen/salesladies are on my list of ppl to avoid

they are soooo persistent, that i never really know how to say no to them...

so i just listen, and i feel extra bad when i don't buy anything.....

mostly i just smile and wave when they approach me....

i don't blame them or anything, coz it's their job..but oh well..

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sw (me): *announces proudly* I GOT MY L LICENSE ALREADY!!
wc & i:...we've gotten our P license a long time ago..sudah professional, now only you L..tsk tsk
sw: what? ....so what does L stand for?
i: LAU YAR (lousy)
sw: -_-"
wc: but it's an achievement for you to reach the pedal already..
sw: yeaa..i had to push my chair alll the way to the front..
j: really??i had to push mine all the way to the back...
sw: -_-"

when the rain starts pouring into my soul

i have always, always believed in the whole "no one is perfect" thingamajigie.

and the way i see it, you will always dislike a part of someone, no matter who they are to you. family, friend or aquaintance.

heck, i think even if you met the exact replica of you in real life, you'd find something to dislike in "it" as well.

but ppl still hang out with each other because tolerance is the one thing we have been trained to learn and understand since young.
you want to have friends, you tolerate, you share.
you want to be friends, you give, you take.
that's just how the game is played lah you know...
must be fair and square wat
cannot liddis liddis..lidat lidat..
very hard to win, you understand??

it's just hard to mould someone into someone you want them to be, because that's exactly who we are. we're all different. we're each unique one way or the other.

it's kinda like dna. LOL.
oh welllll...
:P

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life is a very complicated swirl of chocolate, water and shit.

when you're happy and joyful, you're in chocolate.
when you're bored and dull and asleep, you're in water.
when you're angry and sad and upset, you're in shit.

sometimes, when you're happy when you're asleep (sweet dreams or other), you're in diluted chocolate.
sometimes when you're bored and upset at the same time, you're in watery crap (purging....)

but sometimes when you're happy and sad at the same time, you're in very very dark chocolate. you may like it because you're thankful for the happy bits, or you can hate it because you feel as if the glass is half empty, the same way some ppl hate/love dark chocolate.
but hey..it's chocolate all the same..and if you really are a positive thinker, then i'd suppose you'd be satisfied.

i dunno lah..i just feel damn fucking philosophical right now, i'm trying to come up with words of wisdom that can compete with those of confuscious.

not working..

ahhh..babi matilah engkau..