sore throat

hahahhaha

so i went to sunway lagoon on monday with a few friends coz we were playing hosts to our australian friend, chris.

got burnt, having a sore throat and feeling like swimming ever more..

love it.

but they should have more slides though..............

what's the deal with life?

i think it's a natural thing for ppl to think greatly of themselves.
ok fine.
maybe not greatly, but a lil highly of themselves.

most ppl would think highly of themselves, whether you like it or not, in more ways than one.

maybe in terms of being attractive physically. she'd/he'd think that they don't fair too badly in the world of looks. sure, they may not allllll be that good looking, but good enough to score with the hunks/chicks.

maybe in terms of being intellectual. she'd/he'd (here now known as one) think that someway somehow, they're brighter than the rest, having beaten some ppl, even if not all, in an exam or so.

maybe in terms of maturity. one may think that oneself is much more mature than the other having gone through a lot more in life, or maybe by just judging one's self based on a tiny moment of self significance.

maybe in terms of emotions. one may think that one's self has a stronger built of emotions and a stronger heart, powerful enough to reflect even the most painful of feelings, so that one's self isn't too overwhelmed in sadness or anger.

maybe in terms of determination. one may think that they'd be able to survive longer than the rest. one may think that they can get through anything that life throws them

and many many more.

it's great sometimes that ppl think this way.
i guess it's beneficial in a way because it helps with the ego of life and may even help some ppl build self-confidence within them.

but sometimes it's just plain stupid when ppl get too full of themselves, like those bastards who think that they're great and that they'd someday rule the world and that ppl around them would soon start kneeling before them and worshipping the ground that they walk on.

i swear to you, it is the ppl of these kind that causes the world problems that even solutions cannot solve.

these are the kind of ppl who should be kept away from all others, locked in an eternal cage with no key, and thrown to another planet far far far far far far away from humankind.

think about it.

who in the world would start a war if both were humble to each other?

wars only happen because one party feels outruled by the other, or because one party overrules the other.
discrimination of races only happen because one party feels as if they deserve a lot more than the other, be it because of religion, beliefs or whatever larh..
discrimination of sex happens because one party feels the need to overpower.

so if everyone were to just be humble and not think tooooooo damn highly of themselves, then wouldn't the world be a better place?

think about it

i knew..i knew..

i had a dream one night, two days ago.....

i dreamt that my limewire was working after a long long long LONGGG TIME!!!...
FINALLY!!!!

and when i woke up, i had a gut instinct that it was true..

so i switched on my laptop, and THANK GOD!!! FOR THE FIRST TIME in a gajibillion years, THE DONKEY LIMEWIRE COULD CONNECT!!!!

so i quickly downloaded whatever songs i could think of, which were only three *rolls eyes*....

i had to run, so i had to switch off my laptop...
and when i switched it on again, limewire stopped working.

CURSE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i felt like reading a fictional book which was touching and sad.
something that has a story line that goes up and down and up and down, leaving you in tears while laughing along the way....i just felt like i HAD to tear at something....

i wanted one that had someone dying at the end....

so the perit..

but then again, books don't write about their endings on the back cover

and i didn't want to waste my bucks..

so i bought a book which clearly stated that someone would die at the beginning..
i figured better someone dying than none at all....

and the donkey of a book cost me rm35..

i hope whoever it is who dies in the book dies a horrible and tragic death...

don't even know why i feel like this....
so mean

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i swear, salesmen/salesladies are on my list of ppl to avoid

they are soooo persistent, that i never really know how to say no to them...

so i just listen, and i feel extra bad when i don't buy anything.....

mostly i just smile and wave when they approach me....

i don't blame them or anything, coz it's their job..but oh well..

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sw (me): *announces proudly* I GOT MY L LICENSE ALREADY!!
wc & i:...we've gotten our P license a long time ago..sudah professional, now only you L..tsk tsk
sw: what? ....so what does L stand for?
i: LAU YAR (lousy)
sw: -_-"
wc: but it's an achievement for you to reach the pedal already..
sw: yeaa..i had to push my chair alll the way to the front..
j: really??i had to push mine all the way to the back...
sw: -_-"

when the rain starts pouring into my soul

i have always, always believed in the whole "no one is perfect" thingamajigie.

and the way i see it, you will always dislike a part of someone, no matter who they are to you. family, friend or aquaintance.

heck, i think even if you met the exact replica of you in real life, you'd find something to dislike in "it" as well.

but ppl still hang out with each other because tolerance is the one thing we have been trained to learn and understand since young.
you want to have friends, you tolerate, you share.
you want to be friends, you give, you take.
that's just how the game is played lah you know...
must be fair and square wat
cannot liddis liddis..lidat lidat..
very hard to win, you understand??

it's just hard to mould someone into someone you want them to be, because that's exactly who we are. we're all different. we're each unique one way or the other.

it's kinda like dna. LOL.
oh welllll...
:P

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life is a very complicated swirl of chocolate, water and shit.

when you're happy and joyful, you're in chocolate.
when you're bored and dull and asleep, you're in water.
when you're angry and sad and upset, you're in shit.

sometimes, when you're happy when you're asleep (sweet dreams or other), you're in diluted chocolate.
sometimes when you're bored and upset at the same time, you're in watery crap (purging....)

but sometimes when you're happy and sad at the same time, you're in very very dark chocolate. you may like it because you're thankful for the happy bits, or you can hate it because you feel as if the glass is half empty, the same way some ppl hate/love dark chocolate.
but hey..it's chocolate all the same..and if you really are a positive thinker, then i'd suppose you'd be satisfied.

i dunno lah..i just feel damn fucking philosophical right now, i'm trying to come up with words of wisdom that can compete with those of confuscious.

not working..

ahhh..babi matilah engkau..

oh me oh my what a great way to fly!!!

i had to remove the song because internet explorer seems to have a big problem with it and pops up everytime i load my page.

so i have no choice but to remove it, darn it.

oh welll

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i don't have the name of a super star.
i don't have a name like fergie, i don't have cool nicknames like p diddy

listening to fergalicious it made me wonder if i really really wasn't destined for fame, because i don't even have names that can compete theirs!

i mean,
su wen.
HAHah!
what's so rap-ish or star-ish about it???

yo yo..
s the u to the doubleu
the e the n
su wen!!

suwenlicious def
suwenlicious def
suwenlicious def
def def def def def

suwenlicious definition makes the boys go bobo

bahhhhhhhhh

i tried coming up with names that would be as close to my real name as they get..but tak jadilah..

i think the only part of my name that is close enough to resemble that of a rapper, would be ho.

yes ppl, my sur name is ho.
ho su wen

ho as pronounced in the same line as cunts and ho's.

HAH!
SHADDDUPP

i remember a few ppl asking, what's your surname??
ohh..
ho
ho su wen

then u can see their faces trying so hard not to snicker.
ishhhhh

at least i don't have names like tuesday wednesday or anime-ish names like cloud or jupiter or star-ish names like rain. (no offense to anybody, it's cool that your parents have nice imaginations and are creative)


...
...
eh, rain is coming to malaysia!
yea, rain has always been in malaysia.

HAHAHAHAHAH!!!

meet dr. ho.
in line with dr dre.

i know you can come up with your own fake names, but it's not as..... idunno..original lah i suppose..

blahh..

i can't even rap and i can't even sing, but i want a hollywood standard name!!

wait lah wait..

itll be out in the papers soon.
and no where near the orbituary section (if that's what you're thinking, curse you!!)
hahahahahhaha!!

you belong to me by jason wade (turn up your speakers)

i remember waiting ages for the cab to come. i had my luggage with me, and he had his.
i tried keeping my mood light by laughing and joking around, like i always do, trying very hard not to cry. i looked around, taking in the scenery, trying to memorize everything as it was. the trees, the fence, the rooms.

taking a breath of air, i tried appreciating the clear australian air for once, remembering that i may never get a chance to smell it again. i did.

i glanced back towards the common room, desperate to see if i knew anyone walking about just to say one last goodbye. i did.

but the ppl that mattered most to me were right by my side, waiting with me. i remember looking at her, taking in her features, thankful for her presence although we had drifted apart throughout the year.

i remember looking at the other couple, and laughing with them, throwing cherries into their mouths, knowing i'd miss them when they fly off again to aussie.

the company was great, although not many. the rest had flown off previously or were on holiday.

i remember my heart sinking, when i saw an unmistakable pair of headlights driving through the driveway and stopping right before us. i just had to tear. i just had to.

and silently i did.

i loaded my baggages into the cab, cursing endlessly for my unfortunate fate.
if only things were different, if only circumstances were different.

i hugged her tightly, wishing her well. to keep in touch, and to remember me every once in awhile the following year. she promised to and it made me smile.

as the cab drove away, sixpence none the richer was playing.

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress....

i made a mental note to remember this song as my "leaving song" and that it was the last song i'd ever listen to in melbourne. i looked out the window, memorizing every particular detail i could, just so that i can picture myself in the cab anytime i want to, anytime in the future. it made me feel worse. it made me feel sad. i was so overwhelmed with sadness, it made me feel nauseous. i hated it.

an arm around my shoulder helped, and it did much. it made me feel better in many ways words cannot describe, but i still felt a sense of emptiness deep deep down.
words of comfort helped, but it did nothing to soothe my already tearing eyes.

i leaned my head on his shoulder, and just asked for silence, blaming it on the nauseous feeling.

i hated how we arrived at the airport.
i hated how we had to wait yet again to check in.
i hated every moment there and yet i loved it at the same time.
it marked my leave, but it too marked part of the place i had come to love.

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i can see us in a car, the same way we had left australia the last time.
you sitting next to me, and i you.
the only difference is that one will leave without the other, and one will stay without the other.
ironic.

the air will be filled with silence, both not knowing what to say, both not knowing what to express. both had known each other for so long, the silence would be comforting in an awkward way, the same way they had become accustomed to each other. they both knew time had given both parties a chance to come together and yet time was also the reason they never had a chance to remain together.

one will try and remember all the times they had together and one will most probably advise the other..

both will try and keep the situation light, but deep deep down, they know better.

as you check in your luggage, i'd look look for distractions.
the buzzing fly, the annoying kid, the goodies at the shop.
anything, anything at all to keep my mind of you.
but then again, everything is about you at that particular moment.

i can just see myself tearing and denying that i am actually very much upset.
i'd look away everytime you look at me, just so you couldn't see the tears in my eyes.
but after much hesitation, i'd remember that you do actually like wiping my tears away and that i had never ever given you a chance to do so.
summoning courage, i'd look up and then the tears would start streaming, to which you'd take out the hanky you always carry around with you and wipe my tears away with a smile. i can see myself cursing endlessly as always, wishing we could go back together. if only it were so, then things would be different.

you'd comfort me, whispering that it's okay, but i'd only cry and sob even more.
you'd hug me and kiss my forehead, but i'd only miss you even more.

as we say our last goodbyes, i memorize every movement and actions of yours silently. i study your features, i study your smile. i stare at your eyes, trying to imagine what it'd be like not seeing them for just a day, and i replay your laughter, trying to imagine what it'd be like not hearing them for just a day.

then time again would precede us and demand your leave from me.

i give u one last hug and motion for you to descend the escalator.

i see you walking towards the counter, dragging your luggage behind you, waving at those who came to see you off.
i'd stare and stare and look and look, trying so hard just to keep you in sight for a little longer, thankful for the times that we had and the times that we shared, when finally, you'd vanish from sight and i'd remain motionless trying to recall all our times that we had.

i'd wipe my tears again (alone this time) turn around, and walk off summoning whatever courage i had left in me, to not burstout in tears and to not wail in sadness.

i'd hope and wish for us to not be different in the future in any way, but little does my heart know what the future contains.

i cannot predict, and neither can you.
i cannot promise, and neither can you.
i cannot be sure, and neither can you.
for it is in the eye of the beholder, that the future unfolds...

p/s: the song playing currently : "you belong to me" by jason wade, my all-time favourite song

it's like walking on air, and breathing in snow....

i hate it how ppl always say nothing is impossible, when in fact most things are.
i hate it how ppl always say every problem has a solution, when in fact most problems don't.

if both of what ppl say were true, then why are there sufferings all around the world?why are there ppl who suffer endlessly despite what they go through to persevere and stand the wraths that life brings?

some sayings are just pure crap the way i see it. they seem all nice and glittery and meaningful, but in reality they have no real meaning. sure, they cheer up some ppl who are dumb enough to believe in them, and they give hope to some who are in need of support and words of wisdom.
things like, dreams come true and positive thinking gets you everywhere....these are words that some live on everyday. they can't get through a day without it. they can't get through life without it.
but as long as it gets you somewhere and as long as you're happy with it, then fine by me.

i understand why many live on them and why many keep repeating them to ears that would listen. i really do.
but i believe words of reality are the way to lead life.
things like, shit happens and life is full of crap
it kinda prepares ppl for the future, you know? instead of giving them false hopes and whatnots. but there are those who live on these and if it gets you through your life daintily, then fine by me.

imagine living in disneyland from point of birth until you were say 6 - 7 years old. you live a life filled with princesses and love, of ice creams and candy canes, of witches and wizards.
where DREAMS COME TRUE..

then you're released to the real world, a world filled with violence, vengeance and anger.
life seems pretty sometimes in the real world, but most of the time, vva.

hard to cope, aint it

it's the same with santa claus.
WHY let young children think that there IS a santa claus??
i mean, what's so hard letting them know from the beginning that there ISN'T one?
it's a lot easier to deal with, no?
letting someone know from the beginning, then to let them know whenever else.

life is hard life is tough.
let that be known.
not everyone gets everything, not everyone wants everything.
let that be known.
love doesn't conquer all, hate doesn't ruin all.
let that be known.
the rich don't pay, the poor don't receive.
let that be known.

if you're gonna lead life, best be known the truth behind it from the very start.
no point living a lie.

me likies

has anyone watched blood diamond yet???

pwoar...DON MISS OK!!!
i love every bit of it..it's damn cemas wan kkk

(oh yea if anyone didn't notice, i've gotten my laptop back)

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i always hated the idea of big bags.. (MY COUNTRY ROAD BAG NOT COUNTED K!!!)
(btw, the country road bag is a luggage-sized bag that almost EVERYONE in aussie is carrying. not to go travelling, no. but to go to uni!! hahahah!! so basically, it's like carrying your pencil case, and water bottle and whatever u have in a huge huge luggage bag. but it's damn fashionable ok, and i went and got myself one.... tapi...malaysia, i very malu to carry around lah, coz i bet ppl will think i'm this kuku psycho carrying a big bag round for nothing.....)

ANYWAY!!

i spent a bit of time in converse, pyramid today after the show.
i was looking around, and i found some of the big handbags there quite cool lah!
i mean, it's not those leathery kind (i don't really like the whole leather feel), but it's shiny and black!! that and a brown canvas-y one!!! cantik!!
but i bet it's the kind of bag i'll throw and chuck in the corner of my room after awhile...bleh
although i AM into small bags now...
hehehehhehehe

me off to bangsar!
ta

because i felt like it..

i noticed that i haven't been posting pictures for a very very long time!!

whennnnnn was the last donkey time i uploaded pictures arhh??
i'm just too damn lazy to bring my camera around with me wherever i go, hence the lack of pictures...
but nvm. today i'll take damn lot kao kao pictures when i go out.. then i'll publish all of them until you'll beg me to stop publishing pictures...WAHHAHAHAHAHH!!!
wtf..

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i think my mood is swaying coz i didn't really get to sleep last nite.
legs were aching for dunno wat godforsaken reason. and it's not like i did anything that's taxing on the muscles lately... i guess my biological body is deteriorating as age matures....
DAMN OLD LARH!!!!!!

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and i know half of you won't believe what i have to say,
but i REALLY REALLY THINK my face has gotten fairer overnight because of this cream i used!!
i mean, it's not even a whitening cream and ladida...it's just some moisturzing cream thingie, and when i woke up this morning and washed it off, WAHLAH!! muka hantu..

LOL!!
and for those who don't know me, i don't really use all those facial stuff that most ppl do.
stuff like cleanser moisturizer and so on so on..
i mean i have all those, but i couldn't be bothered to use them everyday..
every once in awhile when i feel like it only will i take them out to be used..

maybe that's why i always get sudden outbursts of pimples.......

i actually took a few photos of myself to prove to you that i AM, indeed, fairer in the face, but the photos didn't really work out mainly because of the following reasons:
1) my face is chubbier, hence making my eyes smaller and causing my face to lose it's shape;not photogenic
2) the pimples
3) lighting. hahahah!! u can't really tell the difference with the lighting..

oh well..
i really dunno what to do with my face now lah...i don't like it being THIS FAIR!!
blarh larh..

anyway, do anyone of you know how to lose weight in the FACE??!?!?!?

i know of one way that will definitely work, because it always worked for me before this.
stress..

but it's the holidays and i don't wanna get stressed!!
and i don't have any reason to anyway..
exams always stress me up...

oh wellllllllll

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i'm thinking of cutting my hair short again..
i'm so bored with my hair flying all over the place
but i honestly honestly do NOT have the guts to chop them all off..
coz...once u chop, it'll take u another...4-5 months??? before it grows back a lil..

stumped.

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made one of those rare visits to the gym..ok lah..quite fun..
LOL!!

since the gym is in the hotel, there'd be obviously quite a number of tourists rite??i always see muscular white men working out in the gymmm...hahha!!
so when i entered the gym, WAHLAH!!!

who do i see?
david beckham!!!

HAHAHAH!!!
okok..hold on..

it was a david beckham look-a-like from the BACK!!
note: from the back!!

he had like, dark blonde hair where its light on top and darker at the lower layers
and he was running on the tread mill.
seriously, from the back, looks damnnnnn hansem/lengchai!!!

so i just wanted to keipo keipo see what he really looked like, and if by any chance DID look like beckham at all...
so i sat on the bicycle thingie which was directly behind the treadmill so that i could get a closer and clearer view of him...

then you know how when ppl run, their arms are always bent at the elbows on their sides??
yeaa...
when this guy straightened his arms, OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his skin folded and creased!!!!!!!!!!!

if u don't get what i mean, ..

IT MEANS THAT HE'S AN OLD DUDE LAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meaning his skin was loose and so on so on.......

i really really didn't know that he was an old dude, just judging him from the back..
i mean, he was wearing a jersey and shorts and his legs were moving and all other exposed parts of him were moving..so how am i supposed to know that he's old right if i don't look at him from the front?!??!!?

but ok lahhhh

he's about 40 ++ i reckon???
looks quite ok for a 40+++ dude..
but it's just someone i SHOULDN'T be checking out...

oh well...

LOL!!
and don go and say whattt la this su wen doing checking ppl out..

DEI!!
we are all humans ok..
and whether we like it or not, we always check each other out!! (and i said check, meaning no act!! plain checking out...)
if you still believe that you don't check ppl out, then you can go and buy that eye piece thing which horses use to block out the view on the side so that they don't get distracted and you can wear it everyday of your life..

then you tell me whether you like living like that or not..

the human eyes are to observe and to appreciate god's creation..

but then it musn't be put to bad use lah!!!...
...if you get what i mean.....

AHAHAH!!!

babi donkeys

i just wrote a whole long post but it didn't get published. DARN IT!

soo annoyed with blogger.com

iphone...PWOAR

has anyone seen the iphone???

*click*

hebat kan??

it's so sleek, but so wide at the same time..

but i like.. :P

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nothing much has been happening lately, only that i resent my laptop back to HP and i haven't gotten it back yet

emm

my nails grew a lot longer, and i couldn't really find the nail clipper to clip them off right up til today, so i guess i'll cut them soon..

went back to melaka for a day

em..

OH!!!!!! had my first driving class!!
it was pretty fun!!
my instructor is a nice guy and my engine didn't die on me that many a time, so gembira lah

...
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blah
couldn't be bothered to blog any longer...

a post of complaints

so i've gotten my laptop back.
it doesn't seem to be shutting down automatically anymore, but there's DEFINITELY SOMETHING WRONG with the AUDIO DRIVEEEE or my speakerS!!

the sound keeps coming on and off...
shit.
i nvr had this problem b4 until AFTER i got it back from the service centre, which means i'll have to send it back again.
ARGH!!!
so bodoh lahhh
i think the ass of a worker who "fixed" my laptop couldn't bare to let it go, and so created other nonsensical problems so i'd have to bring it in again.
ARGHHHH
SO ANNOYING!!

BABI BABI BABI

I Can't even listen to my songs properly!!!!!!!!!

and i want nutella!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i misss it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i remember how i used to finished that huge gargantuan bottle in just 2 weeks.
AHHHHHHHHHH
now i see why i have the fats i have.
AHHHH!!!!

and the stain on my mng shirt isn't coming off!!
and i just wore it for the VERY VERY FIRST TIME!!! BRAND FREAKING SPANKING NEW!!
it's the exact ass of a shirt that i bought for AUSD25 and is selling for RM25 here in mlayisa!!!

OMG!!! damn freaking unlucky wehhhhh

i need a hugeeeee hug.. :(

the post of year 2007

i'm still laptop-less and i think i'm coping pretty well without it actually.
hahaha!!!
saw notttttt...

i'm not alllll that dependent on technology.

although it does kill my heart having to wait so long for pages to load, thanks to the internet. donkeys.

anyhow, NYE's was fun!!!!!!!!!!! well, most of it, that is. LOL

stayed over with p and a whole bunch of my secondary school friends whom i haven't seen in a year!!!!!!!! i tell you, loads of them were there lahh...and i met few new ppl, but weeehhh..gembira i saw so many ppl....

headed to pan pacific regency in downtown kl and was brought up to the premium suite that was booked for the night, costing rm730.
first thing i did was to scream and shout, naturally, and then all changed into swimsuits and went for a 'swim'.
well, all i did was paddle a bit here and there larhh..
i had my lenses on ok?!??!?so if i swam, they'd have swum away from my eyes..
and anyway it's embarassing also because there were ppl all around setting up luna bar in preparation for nye's, so sure lah i malu.. heh

luna bar looks gorgeous though.
darn sure it costs a bomb.

then chilling chilling chilling in the room til morning the next day.
i didn't sleep yo
i could barely move when i came home the following morning.
all i did was crash into bed at about 9 something am and woke up about 12 hours later.

sleeeeppp also cannot sleeep properly....
had to have donkey of a wei chuen to call me and babi of a tze meng to call me. LOL
then call tak cukup, must bang kau kau coz i sound like i just died. LOL.

i'm not exactly the person to be talking to when i'm sleeping.
firstly, because i don't really make no sense when i'm talking and it sounds a lot like grunts and harrumphs at the beginning.
then after awhile, when i'm much more awake, but still having been awoken, only will i answer u properly larh..
if not, call me back later loh.. LOL!!!!

but no worries, i have no grudges towards those who wake me up while i'm asleep.
in fact, i love you loads, because even when i'm sleeping, you're thinking of me!!!!!
so it's like, ppl are always thinking of me, even if i'm sleeping or not..

hahhaha!!! sounds very farfetched, i know, but oh well.. :P:P:P

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say i'm mean, but i'm happy school has started.

this means lesser ppl to fight with when queueing up for tickets and lesser ppl to battle with when looking for tables to eat at.

only because i'm on holiday whilst the rest are back in their kandangs at school!!!! BLAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!

so now i can get to places a lot easier and have fun without having to budge my way through eons and eons of human life forms.
YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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met up with some of my coll mates, and boyyyyyy..bising like hellllll only lah, the moment i entered taugeh's unser.

firstly, because taugeh was driving.
not only was he driving, but he was driving to the OTHER side of town, the one he NEVER COMES to.
also because he did it voluntarily.
and also because he didn't make noise when i wanted a switch of locations

secondly, EVERYONE being in ONE CAR after ONE YEAR!!!!!!!!!

thirdly, SHIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!
sorry michelle, if i kinda scared him a lil bit. *bleh*
hahahhaha
he's a cool guy though!!! will talk to him more and investigate deeper next time. HAHAHAH!!!

ate at that korean bbq place in 1u.
i'm still pretty surprised at how they use pork fat as oil.
yer...
and chui san and her immense craving for bacon.
LOL!!!
in fact, i pretty much am in the mood for bacon RIGHT NOW. *wails*
and i want lin chee kang (curse u liew jun meng!!!:P) and my greentea ice cream with red beans!!!!
*super super wails lah...*
LOL!

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i kinda miss everybody right now.
feeling damn nostalgic.

having jusstt read through my autograph book(the cow-y one) and the yearbooks, it seems like everything has just flashed by in a past.
it's nice to relive old memories , while enjoying the present.
u can't have both at once, but neither can u have one without the other.
life la life.

and as far as i'm concerned, everyone thinks that i am loud.

i'm not goin to deny that, but c'monnnnn
i'm quiet at times righttt???
when it's called for, or when i feel quiet, which is seldom but still happens!!!

chehh..

2007 resolution:

to be quieter than i was in 2006 whilst still maintaining the loudness to a certain extent.

i'm so known for being loud, that i honestly honestly feel that if i'm not loud anymore, i'm not being me.
because i know and i damn right am SURE, that i'm a loud person by nature and giving up my loudness would mean giving up my personality.
blahh..i know it sounds like such a dumb perception and immature at that too, but oh well...
i'm happy with who i am, so why care what others think right? :D

i'm still craving for that green tea ice cream.
darn it, first thing i'll do tmr is to go get it, right after house chores la though. LOL

ohhhhhhhh weeeelllllll

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HAPPPPPPPPPPPY NEW YEAR YA'LL!!!
and it's still christmas (12 days wat)!!!

so REJOICE REJOICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE LOVE!!!!!!