i'm someone..

ho su wen spelt backwards

new us oh.

NEW

US

OH.

heh

:P

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i'm someone ...

who chews her food damn thoroughly, and feels uncomfortable when she swallows a piece bigger than 0.21345623 X 10^-34567986543 mm^2

ok fine

so not THAt small
but u get my drift -_-"

even my taufu i must chew properly first before i swallow
it may sound damn stupid, but you CAN CHOKE ON TAUFU OK!!!
although it's damn embarassing, but YOU CAN!!

aaa: eh guess what, that day my fren choked lah..now she's in the hospital
bbb: SERIOUS???? walao...in critical condition not?
aaa: quite serious leh..heimlich maneouvre worked to a certain extent, but caused the remaining of her stuff to get lodged into her lungs/alveoli. if don't remove hor, can get infected!! not only so, can cause that small part of her lungs to undergo necrosis, then wasted leh!!
bbb: WAHH!! she must have swallowed something damn teruk lahh..what was she doing then?
aaa: ohh..she was eating taufoo while bloggin lah..then she didn't chew taufoo properly, then choke lah!
bbb: HA?!?!?!?TAUFOOO?!??!?!?! CHEH!! i thought like, some big ass fish bone lah!! TAUFOO ONLY???? SUPER POTONG STEAM!!!*ptui!* mother never teach to chew b4 arrrrr
aaa: -_-"

and i'm not kidding.
think about it.
if you can choke on water, which goes down smoothly, why not TAUFOO???
don simply underestimate something just because it's soft ok!
so now you see why i take damn long to eat lah!
so that i don end up in the hospital for some embarassing thingie

(Actually, i'm just bored and i had nothing to do, so i crapped the above. i finished house already :( )

and thank god its the holidays the week after next!!!
i cannot tahan redi
gonna faint with all the sien-ness and laziness and all the long lectures...

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anyone seen the new k810i??!??!?!
I WANT!
damn style weh

and yes, i've forgotten all about my N95
why?
because it looks damn plastic
i saw a display of it, blueh
but still stylish in it's own way, but damn fragile nonetheless

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oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god
oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god

SHREK 3 IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#$^%(*&^%$

MUST WATCHH!!!!

oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god

so boring lah

-_-"

8 o'clock lectures are the worst time to have ANY lecture at all

i would know, half my lessons begin at 8

and i'm currently in a lecture.

thank god for lectures in labs!!!!!!!!

then i can use the comp puas puas

this lecturer??
blah..he's so boring
he seems to be talking to himself in a dull monotonous voice
-_-"

i cannot listen redi..

i watched the notebook for the 3rd/4th time yesterday, and i sobbed my eyes out

i literally sobbed

i didn't even cry this much the first time i watched it

dunno larh

hormones fluctuating..and my eyes are slightly swollen today
so bodoh

white models?asian models?

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you know how ppl always say the whites are more good looking than the asians??

well, yeah, i used to be one of those ppl.

but the term more good looking needs to be revised.

hell, some asians are damn bloody good looking, and some whites are bloody damn good looking as well, so how do you tell who looks better?

think about it..
the one thing that whites have that most asians don't, are features.

and when i say features, i mean features that STAND out.

something where, a mile away, you notice that something about someone, and you can't help but be attracted to it.

and lets try and list key features that each race is known for.
first up, the whites
1) nice bright coloured eyes
2) nice sharp nose
3) super really pearly whites (even those whom smoke!!!)
4) a nicer hair texture
5) height (generally taller than asians)
6) in some cases, fair (depending how fair)

then, the asians
1) brown/dark-brown eyes, bigger and large for indians and slits for chinese (majority!!!)
2) indians have nice high noses, chinese usually have flat ones
3) colour of skin (not too dark, not too fair). i think the asians beat this flat any time!!
4) uhm..... being lala?? (i'm kidding!!)

so you see, being good looking has NOTHING to do with STAND-OUT features, if you get my drift.
you can be good looking with no STAND-OUT features, and you can have a STAND-OUT feature and not be good looking

in the modeling industry, i assume that not ALL models are pretty.
sure, most of them are ATTRACTIVE, but when you get down to it, prolly someone across the street looks better than them.

so why do photographers prefer models the way they are??
because they have FEATURES
FEATURES
the one thing that attracts ppl to them
you put a pretty sweet girl next to a model who's ready for a show, tell me who will you look at first.
obviously the model.
why?
HEIGHT
and all the makeup that help essentuate FEATURES

see??
what do models have?
sultry lips
big cold stary eyes
nice sharp nose
nice jawline
and so on so on

and the thing is, models ARE objects of envy, because it's not easy being born with GREAT features.
sure, every bloody person can be pretty good-looking or okay looking
but to find someone with OUTSTANDING features??
you cari cari, sampai mati oso maybe not yet cari finish.

and you know, sometimes, features can be portrayed off as attitude.
models walk on catwalks with confidence and grace and air
THAT alone is a great feature to look at and learn from.

you see someone walking on the street with THAT vibe, tell me if you'll look or not. i think it's a turn on.
not that i'm turned on. :P

and if you think about it, the few things that ALL models have in common (regardless of race), are HEIGHT, BODY, and the ATTITUDE (meaning the confidence that they project whilst photo-shooting or runway-ing)

so how do you decide which model of which race is the prettier one?

you can't.

why?

because having more features doesn't mean you're more good looking and vice versa.

the only advantage that whites have over asian models are features, and that's about it.
other than that, i would assume they're all the same.

and no, you can't say that white models SHOULD be prefered over asian ones, just BECAUSEE they have features!!
hell, you don't give the smart alec on the street a job JUST BECAUSE he's smart and he's got papers to prove it!!!

it's just that ppl TEND to use white models because they have the features, the same way ppl tend to hire ppl for their intellectuality.

so cacat

i think the world needs more asian models.

HAH!
ok lah
i sound like i'm some bloody model genius..but i'm not
HELL i'm not even a model
but, thta's just the way i'm looking at things..
ppl are just so superficial at times.
sigh
anyhow, i'm DONE WITH HOUSE!!!!!
finished season 3, waiting for new episodes!!!
DARN IT
ok lah
i'm not gonna blab anymore, someone eating nutella while talking to me, don wan him to wait!
ok byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i feel like a fool

i'll put in a profile picture later on :P am in uni, no pictures lahh
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so my timetable todays states that i start at 8 in the morning.
i had a hard time waking up and opening my eyes but i forced myself to, only to rush to uni, and find out.. that classes have been canceled and we only REALLY start at 2 pm.

so fine..everybody is stuck in uni, half the ppl are studying (oh gawd i'm such a lazy fella), the rest are finishing up their assignments, and me?
..
i'm eating my tau foo fah whilst blogging and listening to my ipod.
-_-"

when it goes astray

feeling naughty.... heh :P

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from long white lines dictating my every move

to long disconnected lines

to dots

and then to nothing

where do i go from here?

emo and technology

<------- wanna-be profile pic. :D (will be trying this out for awhile since i've got too much time on my hands :P)

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I miss melbourne.
and these are the times i thank god for technology, skype and the internet, which brought me on to reminiscing about EVERYONE in melbourne.

cameras are, i think, one of the greatest inventions in technology

it helps my ever failing memory to relive those moments of those days.

from people,

to dresscodes,

to food

to sceneries

and to completely pointless things..

but MAINLY, they show you how much you miss a person and how much you want them next to you again.

sigh.

time is everything...

because i feel poetic. HAH!

saya bosan
engkau bosan
hampalang(cantonese) bosan
zhan hai ho fan (cantonese)

saya tidur sampai subuh
pergi uni peluk tubuh
macam belajar dalam kubur
tak dengar lecture instead bertutur
palatine maxillae uhh.. mandibular (cranial bones)
sphenoid ethmoid dan vomer
hah apa?? kata apa?
apa apa eat toy dan flower??
sorry cikgu pls speak louder..
saya sudah sangat banyak confuse ler
tu lah nak belajar.. dengar teacher!!
buka mata buka telinga!
jangan pandang pandang saja
habis lecture baru cerita
you better listen it is very important
nanti patient mati, then macam MANER??(mana)

masa rehat, masa makan lah
if only mamak dekat then best lah
can pesan roti canai roti planta roti bom roti goreng roti kaya roti pisang roti bawang roti tisu roti gula roti susu roti USA roti canada roti china roti india roti mana mana lahhh!!
roti bukan roti pun ada
janji duit ada, risau no need ler
fish curry mutton curry chicken curry beef curry semua ada, nak yang mana??
apa?!!!!??? BODOH!!!PORK CURRY MEMANG TAK DA (no pok i tell you, no pok; youtube)

ok lah, so balik dengar lecture
dengar term baru, tak sure??
ini..apa.. MI, LP, DR ABC dah lupa?
mission impossible, linkin park, ini dr abc.... new rapper ker?
DONKEY! myocardial infarction, lumbar puncture, danger response airway breathing circulation ler!!
habis lah you, cepat cari lawyer
nanti kena sue sampai gila

i wanna cuti
so that i suka hati
damn lazy
to write already

i know it's lame
but that's my game
something something name
something something fame
you wanna tame?
you say that's your claim?
you're ashamed?
of being the same???

......
-__-"


i-need-a-life


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i almost cried in pain and tears, when i found out that house had brain cancer.
keyword: HAD

season 3, epi 15 is my FAVOURITE episode so far.

mainly because of the piano playing, the innocence of a child behind a man's body and the whole irony behind it.

sigh

ok, so i spoilt the MAIN part of this episode, but i'm not spoiling the rest of it. and besides, it takes common sense to know that house ain't dying anytime soon.

i mean c'mon.

the show came out last year?
they're not gonna kill their main man in one year, and risk all the loss that they'll get right?

heh :P
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gosh, TWO weeks before MED 2031 ends!! *Gasp*
it's been THAT fast!!

and guess who's coming baccckk soooooooonnnnnn???
hhehehheheheheh
:P

PIRATES 3!!!

p/s: (yes, it's weird to start of with p/s. anyhow.. if you can see, i've actually added nuffnang to my blog!!! to those who don't know what it is, it's kinda like.. earning money while blogging. nuff said. and i'm on the low side in cash, and i need to fund my shopping, so yay!! hopefully i'll earn enough from it in time to come :P)
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you know, i've probably mentioned this before, but i thought about it, and i figured i SHOULD mention it again, coz whenever i think about it, i end up laughing like hell...


when someone says something smells (can be bad or good, but most cases they turn out to be bad), instead of holding in their breaths, most ppl tend to inhale more air, just so they know what smell the other person is talking about. not JUST inhale, but inhale inhale inhale inhale.
CORRECT OR NOT????

a: EH, something stinks lah??can u smell it?? *sniff sniff*
b: ha? really ah? wait ah.. *sniff sniff sniffff snifffffff* got meh?? no what?? *sniff snifff*
c: *snifff snuff snuff* haha..makes no difference to me. my nose is blocked!!
b: *sniffff snufff snuff* EH WAIT! yalah!! there's that smell!! why so smelly wan???
a: YALAH!! i told you!!

THEN only ppl start to hold their breath.

-_-"

i mean, it's normal human reaction to be curious and ask and ponder, but it's weird when you only believe it when you experience it yourself.

it's the same with smoking and drugs and what-not.

ppl say it's nice, so you try to see if it's nice.
ppl say it's bad, you still try to see if it's that bad.

sometimes, once is ok, being no harm
sometimes, that once is bad, causing harm in every possible way.
so think ppl think!!
it's not all bout the smell, it's about the thoughts LEADING to the smell!!

and does anyone know what yahoo answers is?
i kinda forgot about it..but talking about smells, i kinda remembered a question i asked the last time

"why does it always rain when i sing?"
(OF COURSE IT DOESN'T RAIN WHEN I SING LAH!! it's just a...for-fun-rethorical question!)

here are some answers i got, they're NOT exact, but it goes about there

- "because you voice touched the clouds and they want you to feel their love" -
- " because you sang so beautifully, you made heaven cry" -
- "why are you asking? why WOULDN'T it rain when you sing? i wish it rain when i sang! shows i've got the powers!!" -

..the rest says it's just a coincidence or that i'm singing in the bathroom.....
-_-"

makes sense though.

but i like the one about making heaven cry..
sweeet

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back to the topic, PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN 3 was great.
i'm not gonna spoil it for any of you ppl, but just go watch it. i laughed and cried along with the movie..
and STAYYY after the movie. there's a small clip at the end. you wouldn't wanna miss it..

and i wanna be keira knightley!!!
then i can sway in the arms of my pirate..

actually, a pirate seems more appealing now, as compared to your old classic knight in shining armor.
BAH!

keep up with times!!
it's a PIRATE you want!!!
aye ayeeee!!!

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MITCH ALBOM HAS A NEW BOOK!!!!

omg, i love his books and his thoughts on things and the way he phrases 'em words!!!

i'd love to write you a long long comment on it, but wait until i get my hands on it, eh?

although..i CAN talk to you about anatomy. NOT much, just what i've learnt for the mid-sem exam previously, which is close to nothing, but hey..we should pride ourselves on all knowledge that we know..although they're nuts.

shrek 3!

i went to mcdee's to take away lunch the other day.

sw: can i get a spicy beef foldover pls?
waitres: normal or fairytale?

HAHA!
super cute

they were all wearing headbands with ogre ears!!

and i took the fairytale one by the way.

the difference is that the normal packing have been replaced by green packs with shrek on them, and that the drink is some green coloured fizzy drink with pineapples!! yum..and the fries have got a seaweed flavour or something to them
they taste the same to me though..
hahah

can't wait for shrek 3 to be out!!!!!!

btw, she also stated that shrek looks like her boss.

she handed me the paperbag with the fries, and i was looking at the ogre, and she said macam bos saya.
i'm like, huh? then she points to the picture on the wall which happens to be a picture of her boss and she laughs.

-_-"

akon?!?!?

right.
so because i don't read the newspaper, and i'm cut off from the media world (only because i hang out with house too much), i find out about akon dry-humping a 15-year old girl on stage about one month later.

my gawd.

shantz told me about in in uni, and everyone was so hyped up about it. (ok, not everyone, some kei-po ppl lahh basically)
apparently some of them have watched it already on TV! *gasp*
they showed it on tv??!?!?!
i wonder what the small kids watching those scenes were thinking off..

anyhow, i came home and researched widely, i repeat WIDELY on the topic. (if only i were that interested in my studies)

i looked up for all news about it, and some of them contradict one another.

one said that alleyne (the 15 year-old girl) enjoyed it, and that she's an amateur bum, quoting that at the end of the incident, she lied on the floor claiming it was fun..
the other said that allyene is blaming akon for it and she never wanted to be there(being thrown around) in the first place.

but mainly, the story goes like this.

alleyne lies to parents, ends up at an 18 and above club, gets picked to go on stage and dance with the rest , where upon winning they get a trip to africa (announced by akon), and after choosing the winner (which of course is alleyne), he reveals that HE IS AFRICA.
LOL!!
then the whole scene starts.

you know, i don't really know whose side i should be on.

the girl who dressed skimpily (and i mean REALLY skimpily...) and lied to her parents, and being underage at a club, and going up on stage, shaking her boottyyy seductively (pictures) and not really do much when being thrown around by akon except scream (frightened or excitement?)..

or

akon who does it at most of his concerts. yes, i actually looked it up, and he does it pretty often. i watched about 3 -4 videos of his different concerts doing the whole bump bump thingie with chicks. god, he's strong.

now when you think about it, why NOW?
he pulled the same sexual stunt (maybe not as violent, but still!!) at so many concerts, why didn't he get into trouble b4 this? why after THAT many times, now only ppl starting to bising?

apparently, it's because the girl is a MINOR, being 15 years old.

but dei.
you're at an 18 club
she looks like she's 20 and above..
and you've done it over a gazillion times, and you get no trouble at all except pleasure ( i swear i don't see the pleasure in it, except his muscles aching :S) and cheers from screaming fans..
how can u blame akon?

i'm not saying that his actions are right, coz they ARE wrong.
it's just that, if you want to say that they ARE wrong, they would have ALWAYS been wrong, not just now, but before as well.

so takkan before this, whoever who saw the other concerts couldn't give a damn just because the girls were 18 and above??!?
and how would you know that they're 18 and above?!?!?
and i don't really know how they actually got to finding our her age. either she complained, or daddy wasn't happy. her dad is a pastor btw.

ok fine
so you may say america or any other country has got a very wide opinion about things like this, and that ppl of 18 years and above can decide for themselves if they want to be humped on stage or not..

so if someone's 18, and does the same thing that allyene did, but turned out unhappy with akon's actions, that they can't complain coz hey..they're 18 in the first place and it's THEIR fault because they CHOSE to do so?!??!? and even if they DID complain, they wouldn't get as much attention as alleyne is getting just because she is 3 years younger and unable to decide for herself.??(seems to me she can decide what. she chose a very nice top rite? heh.)
age discrimination..

i tried looking for videos BEFORE the incident, just to see if she REALLY did NOTHING to stop it but i couldn't find any. everyone's just publishing the same old video..so i can't really comment much on her part.

the point is, who do you blame?
you can't say she didn't ask for it..
you can't say he didn't lie..

then i thought about it again.
WHO THE HELL IS AKON TO TREAT WOMEN THAT WAY?!?!??!?!
I'M surprised NO ONE from the women's association of america or wtv complained WAY WAYYY before alleyne made an appearance?!??!

and then i thought about it again..
celebrities have boring lives and wouldn't make news or be known if they were good samaritans.

NO ONE publishes front cover, "XXXXX donates 100,000 to charity" when publishers have a choice between that or 'BRAD-GELINA SPOTTED HOLDING HANDS, WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO THE EX-FRIENDS' STAR??'

paparazzis always publish bad pictures. NOT good ones.

tell me, true or not?

and celebrities have to compete with being famous and making head news, coz that just comes with the package.
if you're off the mags and movies for about...5 months, you'll be less remembered and will then have to compete again in the never ending race.
of course really famous old cool ppl like george clooney and nicole kidman and stuff don't really have to bother much with those, but then again, only time can tell.

it's the same as being a child star.
ppl remember you, then when you go all quiet and stop appearing in movies, ppl tend to forget you until your next big hit..

remember mc caulay mcculkin?(home alone, richie rich)
remember haley joel osment? (sixth sense)
remember shirley temple? ( i can't remember)
remember ...whoever else lahh

ppl BARELY remember them, but if they're known for being asses, ppl will ALWAYS remember them
hey, all publicity is good publicity. that's what they always say lah..i personally don't believe in it..

so then back to the topic.
akon is a convict.
he's proud of it.
and he's KNOWN for his whole cool convict-good-again act.
maybe ppl thought of him as being cool and nice and stuff, and he wasn't appearing enough in mags (except for being top in the list of rappers-you-know), and ppl just started to see him as any other celebrity..
so THIS would help him with fame rite??
i bet at least 10 mags would have covered this story front page and his fame would have shot up in an instant

hahhahah..
maybe he was doing the whole thing alll along, in hopes that at least SOMEONE would have spotted it and complained about it long time ago
hahha, so continue doing until u get on front covers lah!!
HAHAH!!
that's one way of thinking..but oh well.. up to you lah

if you don't agree, think of something and let me know.

and you wonder where akon gets his abs and muscles from??

now we know.


:P

that hip 70's!

ok, so i'll be posting some pictures since my blog has been lacking them anyway, and just in case you ppl forget what i look like!!

anyhow, since we're the only faculty in the new sunway campus so far, we've been having themes now and then, where ppl dress up to uni. not everyone follows the theme, but those that do obviously have got the sporting spirit so yay!

this week's theme was hippie 70's, and i just took this opportunity to wear things that i usually wouldn't (for example my boots i bought from aussie!haven't worn them at all since i came back to malaysia!!) and the new top that i bought. pictures below..

obviously (again) we had damn a lot of camwhore photos (mostly me..hehe) but i shall post just some of it up...feast your eyes ppl!! :P

because i'm strong....hehehe

2 tags, look at tag number 2!!

tag 1

1. Color of most clothes you own?
MOST clothes?? white. funny, coz my mom used to be against me buying white coloured clothing. i'm trying to broaden the colour spectrum of my wardrobe though

2. Number of pillows you sleep with.
two

3. Where are you right now?
at home

4. What are you doing 12 AM last night?
watching house. sue me :P

5. How old will you be in 10 years?
28

6. What do you think you'll be doing in 15 years?
i'll be working, hopefully married too, and supporting my own ass. and i wanna have loadsa cash to fund my shoping

7. Do you have braces?
nope, supposed to though when i turned 12. but i cheated and nvr went back to the same dentist. i hate goin to the dentist.

8. Are you paranoid?
yes i am, about certain things.

9. Describe your wallet?
roxy, medium size, metallic silver, in need of a new one although i just bought it last year

10. Your alarm clock?
my handphone and my mother. p during the exams. LOL!

11. Your hair?
i'd like to think jennifer aniston. LOL! but i think it looks more like a broomstick than anything else

12. Tooth brush?
braun electrical toothbrush and a manual plastic toothbrush, oral-B. yes, i use two toothbrushes...

13. What color are your eyes?
BLACK! i insist they are BLACK!!

14. Unforgettable enemy?
i can't think of any at the moment, but i think i do have an enemy...

15. First play/musical/performance?
5 years old. piano, alone on stage, first item for the night. i got applaused at though. must be the cute-ness.. HAHAH!!

16. Last movie seen in cinema?
wild hogs. lame asses..but ok larh.. *EDIT!: spiderman 3, i forgot about it..*EDIT!!

17. Last person you yelled at?
my brother.. LOL!

18. Last crush?
i don't really get crushes. i'm more the real thing kinda person, and i don't just randomly have crushes on cute or nice ppl

19. Last shoes worn?
converse

20. Last ice cream eaten?
mini cornetto!!! YUM

21. Last word written by hand?
uhm..my signature

22. Last time you wanted to die?
can't remember, but i think i get it a lot..just for fun thoughts, not really serious thoughts about wanting to die

23. When was the last time you went out at night?
just now, for dinner with my family

24. What was the last song you heard?
A1 - one more try, OMG!!!! it's been so long since i heard any boybands, and i was in the mood for it, and i kinda relived my old primary secondary school days..

25. What is about the opposite sex?
he complements me. and i said HE not they. and in general, ppl of opposite sexes complement each other anyway, that's how the universe works, so yea.

26. What do you want to do now?
fnish this tag so i can watch house!!

27. What’s the first thing you ate this morning?
strawberry swiss roll..yum

28. What’s the one song you never get over?
tong hua, guang liang

30. Fav day of the week?
friday nights

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tag 2

Walking through a forest: Exercise for the terminally bored

this tag is VERY interesting, and i suggest you try it out if you really are bored. and don't read the meanings of your thoughts BEFORE answering the questions, coz then there's just no point. the meanings are in bold, after my version of the story

Section I: Write a story, by answering these questions as if you're telling a story.
So you're walking along in a forest. What season is it?

After a while, you come to a wall. What kind of wall is it? (height, material, shape, etc..)

What do you do about it?

Further in the forest, you happen upon a cup. Describe the cup.

What do you do with it (if anything)?

Next you spot a knife. Describe the knife.

What do you do with it (if anything)?

Next you come across a body of water. What type of body of water is it?

What do you do about it?

Finally, the path you seemed to have made for yourself looks like it ends at a cave. What do you think of it?

What do you do about it?

The End.

i'm walking through a forest as i feel the snow and the cold breeze brush my cheeks and run through my hair, it is winter.

I keep walking, taking in the beautiful scenery, unaware of what lies before me and i bump into a wall, a tall red wall made of bricks with black outlines, lining the shape of each brick. it seems to run along with no holes or ways of getting through it.
but a wall cannot go on forever, and so i proceed to walk along the brick wall, looking for when it ends.

I continue my journey in the forest and i stumble upon a cup, a cup coated with jewels and made of gold and weighs like a million tonnes. i look at it, and take pictures of it, and i try and carry it but i can't, so i just touch it gently savouring the texture and leave it there. and trust me, i will TRY carrying it.
but then again, i dunno, it's just a story so wtv..

i spot a knife, and it's my kitchen knife! the one my mom uses to cut garlics and onions. it's like any other knife. silver with jagged edges and a black handle. i pick it up and keep it with me, for i may need it for protection. i'm in a forest ok!! lions and all the raksasas roaming around, don wanna die what rite..

it's a big big lake, big enough to be considered not small, and small enough for me to still be able to view of it as a whole. if it's clean, i wash my face and just play with the water there, if not, i'll just throw stones into it

i find a cave and i'm freaked out by it. it looks dark, and i'm NOT goin inside it, lest there were bears or something, but i'll be very tempted to go in and check it out. so i just look at it from outside from behind a tree or something, and just stare for a long while, and run away when sounds emerge from the cave.

-_-"

The End.

Section II: Here's what your story means:

The journey through the forest represents your life. The way you feel about the season you picked represents the way you feel about life. If it's winter in your story and you love winter, you are enjoying your life.

The wall represents your problems in life. The height, material, and shape is your view of your problems' surmountability. What you do about it is how you face your problems.

The cup means your friends. What you do with it is you feel about them or how you treat them.

The knife is your view of marriage. What you do with it is how you feel about it.

The body of water is your view of sex. Was it a large ocean of opportunity? Was it a dirty puddle? Did you jump in? Did you drink it up? Did you pass it by?

The cave is your view of death. If you went in, you are not afraid of death.

ok, i didn't cheat.

i just wrote the story without reading the meanings first, coz then it'll just take out the fun in the tag, and ji keon had warned me bout this tag, so i really wanted it to work out.
it seems true!!

first i wrote, damn semangat, after awhile i got bored, and started making jokes of it. haha, the things that i wrote are things that FIRST came into my mind, which explains why those are things that i've seen before.
the red brick wall with black linings was from my old house, my mom's kitchen knife, and the cup from indianna jones, the one that bad guy drank from. don't ask me why i didn't think of the real wooden cup, i did, but that was the second thought, so not fair.

it's a damnnn interesting tag, so if anyone wants to give it a try, go ahead!!

the hiatus..

was because

a) i discovered HOUSE, and i couldn't let go of it. i'm 3 quarter through season 2 and halfway through season 1, and updated with the last 3 episodes of season 3. and i only discovered house the past saturday. that's exactly one week ago.
and mind you, most of my time is spent in uni on weekdays (8-5 timetable) so you can just imagine howwww mucchhh time i spent on house.
oh yea, per episode is bout 45 minutes.

b) .....there IS NO b)

hahhaha

so yes, every free time i had was spent watching house.

come back from uni, watch house, sleep, eat and watch house, bathe, watch house, sleep.
repeat routine everyday.

house is screwing up my timing!!
i do come back late most of the days, like say 5 ++ or 6++ coz uni just loves to torture ppl.
so i come home, watch a few episodes of house, take a "nap" and wake up at 10.30 pm close to 11pm and eat my dinner then.
OH GAWD.
so unhealthy.
and i take my bath these days at 12.30 am or even later!!
and i haven't even started my assignment which is due in 2 days!!!!

and here i am, blogging.
trust me to procrastinate even more.
finally when i stop watching house, what do i do?
i blog -_-"
useless..

but anyhow, since i DO have an assignment due, i'll be blogging a bit more than usual, since i have a very big habit of procrastination. (i know but i don't change. what an ass)

coming up next, pictures!! (i finally made use of my camera this year..) and tags.
chris' tag looks interesting..will do that soon.

for now, i'm starting on my assignment.

wish me luck!!!

of holes and punctures

venepuncture, med 2031

HAHAH!

where you mainly inject into the vein to draw blood or insert drugs..
so yea..
imagine medical students all trying it for the first time.
so who better to test it on, than ourselves?!?!?!?!??! and mind you, it IS part of the curricular. everyone HAS to jab each other during the practicals. no excuses..
but we get to practice with the model first lahh

first we all took turns with the model, which is basically a fake arm with a tube running within it, and a pump to pump blood in and out.
and after soooo darn many pokes and punctures, the model gave up and started bleeding profusely. literally.
there was 'blood' (coloured dye) all over the table and we had to use cloths and stuff to keep it dry

and since there were so many arms about and we did have practice, so why not try on LIVE models, eh?
hahah..it's pretty cool coz ppl were excited and already practising on live models even BEFORE the practicals. and it's not easy looking and feeling for the veins...unless it protrudes out, then that makes it DAMNNN easy..hehhe

so we had to make full use of our arms to maximize withdrawal of blood, hence jabbing from the distal (further) part of the arms first. (if you were to take a few samples, you usually go up the arm, not down)

so yalah!
everyone was asking everyone to be their models.

i jabbed in total 4 ppl, 2 punctures on one person, making a total of 5 holes i created.
successfully drew blood from 4 of them, so yay!!

i got jabbed 5 times, NONE of which the people manage to draw blood from.
hahaah
apparently my veins at the antecubital (the area on the inner part of the arm, parallel to the elbow) are so darn hard to find and can't be placed, and so i got jabbed 4 times on the back of the hand, and once at the wrist area, but still no blood.
the technique and everyting was right, but it seemed like i was stinging on blood today
LOL

and it's quite painful ok
especially when i have low pain tolerance..
but oh well
i didn't mind
heheh
it's only fair to jab and to be jabbed

i think this is my very first enjoyable prac!!(other than dissections and stuff)

oooh, i can't wait for the breast examination practical!! it's gonna be interestingggggggg
(and no, we're not using live models this time..but we'll see if there's anyone who's willing to offer themselves up to me..HAHAH!!!!)

:P