HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!

(yes, i know it looks like a damn couple picture with the snow and the wintery look with the trees and twigs and stuff..but we're not together okkkkk :P )

so ben turns 19 today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

smudged him with cream in uni..hohohohohooooooo

hope you had a great one!!

on another note, i was looking at the rural photographs for pictures of ben, and then i thought of my roxy sweater (the one that i'm wearing in the picutre), and gawdamn it!!!!

I CAN'T FIND IT!!!

i looked through my cupboards, but i just CAN'T FIND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

SHIAT

this is what it looks like..

yes, i know this happens to be a poser picture of me, but it's the jacket that matters!!!!!
ARGH!

you don't know how hard it is trying to remember where i left it, when it's been a year since i wore it, and when i shifted from one place to another.

AIYOHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's really quite a treasured item since it's the very first thing that i splurged on.....

AHHHHHHHH
i'm so upset i can't even talk about it right now...

:(

WARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH