so the new year comes...

sooo it's the end of year 2006.
2 days to the new year, 2 days to 2007.
so best be i summarize my year 2006, eh

2006.
loads happened, but the one thing that outstands the rest would be having gone to aussie.
which is why i think this is one of my favourite years throughout.

having gone away for about a year and living there on my own, it taught be a lot about life.

it gave me many perspectives and views on many things and i understood why ppl did the things they do a whole lot more.

it gave me the exact meaning of independence.

i swear, i have NEVER left home without my parents for more than a week before, up until year 2006.

i nvr knew how to cook, clean and wash, up until year 2006.
i figured things were always moving in a straight line, up until year 2006.(figuratively larhhh...)
i left malaysia as a narrow-minded control freak and came back a more chilled soul.
i stuck to some of my core values, yet managed to bend some that much needed bending anyway.

i further understood the deep meaning of friendship, and i learnt that not everyone appears as their own.

i NEVER really learnt the value of money though what with blowing them on shopping. LOL!!!
ok lah...i mean, i can't possibly learn EVERYTHING in one year rite..so will do will do..

i learnt how to dance
i learnt about various types of music
i learnt how to see from the opposite sex and what it is that they like to look for, physically, in women

i learnt about the human body and i now know what it is like to be in first year med.
i learnt some engineering skills from friends of further years and i learnt some commerce and law knowledge as well

OOHHHH.. i also haven't learnt the value of time.
procrastinated the whole year through
and i still can't wake up to my 4 alarm clocks.
babi...i sleep like a pig.

i learnt that nutella contributes greatly to weight gain and i learnt that it is tough trying to lose weight.

oooohhhh

and i BELIEVE i have learnt how to improve my communication skills!!!!
as in i think i talk a lot easier now, even to strangers.not so shy with them anymore.. so yippee for me!!!

but i still panic to easily at times, darn it.
i shall chillllll all the way
play cucumber yo.

oh well, over all, 2006 was a good one.
it was eventful enough with loadsa lessons burried within..
i think i've changed quite drastically over this past one year, but i still believe i've changed for the better in more ways than one.

anyhow, i am currently laptop-less and will be so until next friday!!!
ARGH!!
had to send it in for repair, hence me blogging from the pc
sigh

ok lah...
i'm off

HAPPY NEW YEAR to ALL OF YOU and MAY YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE AHEAD!!!!!!

oh fish's sake

i hate how it seems like the whole world is going to melbourne next year whereas i am stuck here alone in malaysia.

ARGH!!
frustration at it's max!!!!!!!

think christmas think christmas....

all i want for christmas...
is to go back to MELBOURNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh..
life is tough.

YUMMMMMYYY

can't stop watching/listening to it

justin timberlake - my love (feat T.I.) ...whoever ti is..LOL

christmas is MYYYY time of year!!!!

yay!! it's christmas!!!
howww fast did time fly lah???

i mean, i can barely remember last year's christmas, but i mean, it seems like it was just yesterday....

oh well, two days to christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!

take this time to remember the whole year and cherish the ones you love..
christmas wasn't meant for anyone. it was meant for everyone...
that's what i loveeee about christmas. ohh..that and presents!!!! *giggle*

anyhow, i swear i don't see what a lot of ppl see in laundry.
dropped by there yesterday, and i wasn't as impressed as i thought i would be?
maybe because it was too huge a crowd
maybe because it was too elderly a crowd.
and maybe because i didn't manage to spot anyone considerably cute??
and they were playing old songs. not that i have a problem with it. i LOVe old songs. but oh well..
and the music was too loud. so i suppose it's not exactly THE place to have good ol' meaningful chats.
so i suppose if you want somewhere to just hang out and scream at the top of your lungs whilst being surrounded by gazillions of ppl (oh and to drink too :P), then laundry is your place!!

checked out sanctuary after that, and honestly, i love sanctuary a lot better!!
good r&b music with some dj spinning, something that i perceived as a dance floor (???), and loadsa booths and tables all over. more space la in other words.
and there was an ice bar!!!
it looked like some special room at a corner with low low low temperature.
but apparently it's not ready yet, and is only open for christmas at this point of time. oh well..
and they've got thick jackets outside (the bubbly packet ones u wear in winter) to wear in i suppose.
but blahh..when i looked in, the girls were in sleeveless tops, so i suppose it's not EXACTLY that cold. YET. maybe. hmph

funny part is, we went to tgif instead after checking these places out. LOL!!
don't bising.
blahahahhaah!!!!

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i'm beginning to regain my thumb's senses, so that's good. and i barely feel the pain anymore except when i put pressure on it, so yay!
can't write properly though, not that i have any reason to anyway. HAH!!
such a lazy bum

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apparently i get to go back to aussie in 3rd year for a sem.
YESH!!!!!!!
gembira.
screamed like a banshee when nina told me.
but she isn't very sure herself.
it's just one of those rumour things that go about..
but if it makes me happy, and if it turns out to be true, GOD BLESS ALL BEINGS!!!

ooooooo
but i DEFINITELY get to go back to aussie in 5th year.
HAHAHHAHA!!!

i know it's such a weird course (having to fly here and there), but oh wtv.
as long as it gets me somewhere in the future
oh yea..and to aussie as well. LOL!

aight..i'm off!!
taaaaaaa

the feeling of satisfaction...

dah puas.
sungguh puas.

i have FINALLY satisfied my itch for dancing!!!!!!

had half a blast at maison last nite, although it irked me a lot that it was pretty crowded.
other than that, good music, good company. YAY!!

and i danceeeedddd my heart out!!! *phew*
although i realized that i got tired a lot easier this time as compared to last time where i can just dance the whole entire night away.
i think it's probably from the lack of sleep from the nite before

oh well :)
first time in kl, and i liked it. so yay!

ooo..and i passed undang!!!!

and my thumb got slammed between the car door.
damn sakit ok.
bleeding like hell, and the skin was all peeling off.
i can barely feel my thumb post-slam
and it hurts everytime u touch it.

ahhh...can't use the thumb for a few days...

ohkay

*edit: as someone blatantly pointed out, the post i wrote a few days ago about kuantan and all..yea..sorry. it's supposed to be kelantan. not kuantan.
but don't blame me lah..they sound exactly the same.
i don't have a very good sense of direction..
so i can't help it rite if i got confused and i did no spell check...LOL! and no..tak malu langsung.
AND I READ IT IN THE NEWSPAPER OK!!!! i wasn't told about it!!!! RAWRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!
and i don't go studying and memorizing every bitch detail in the newspaper rite???!??!?!? SUPER RAWRRRRRRRRR.. SUE ME LAH SUE ME coz i got mixed up a bit....ISHHHH
*HMPH* *bengang can die ~tiba tiba saja*
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undang test tmr. blarhhh..couldn't be bothered studying the book or even doing that 500 questions thingie.

christmas christmas

boredom sells.

ARGH

bored tttttttttto deathhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ohhhh

there're definitely not enough movies out in the cinema.

i've been to the cinema so ever often, that i'm desperate for new movies to come out, and rejoice on thursdays coz that's when they release the movies.

i've watched allllll the interesting shows and even the malaysian shows, namely cinta and cicakman. oh yea, there's still the horror flicks, but i'm no big fan. so yeah.. LOL

and since i bet half of ya'll won't bother watching cicakman, here's a lil comment on what i thought of it.

honestly,

i thought it wasn't THATTT BAd.
and the animation ( meaning the background, not movements) were pretty impressive.
the storyline was ok larhhhh...boleh boleh lahhh
the characters were dumb
the dialogue was lame
and some of the acting was crap.

but you know, some parts were pretty funny...

and this is what cicakman is actually about..

basically you have the villain, prof klon who produces vaccines. but predictably, he's also the person that comes up with the virus.
so he has these two workers rite (one from scenario, one from kru - the director)
they carry out experiments and shit.
and sooo..they usually test rats and stuff. but nooo..suddenly prof klon decides to test lizards intstead. coz it's cheaper or some bull along that lines lahh
then the scenario guy, he accidentally lets them go and he doesn't know. and one of the lizards fall into his coffee and he drinks the coffee.

THAT, my friends, is how he gets the whole lizard genes thingie.
*rolls eyes*

so he becomes cicakman and crap lahh..

and you know how superman is afraid of cryptonite and how he becomes weak when brought too near??

WELLLLLL

our dear cicakman is afraid of..

rubber.
as in latex.
namely rubber bands.
*rolls eyes yet again*
(i think he prolly can't use condoms too)

the logic behind this, as explained in the movie, is because lizards are always shot at with rubber bands.

so that is why....cicakman...is afraid.
of...
rubber.....

so anyhow, prof klon has this dumb plan of clonning the ministers and taking over the world.
then to fight cicakman, who else better to clone than the person himself??

so he clones cicakman, and suddenly, the cloned cicakman speaks in cantonese.

......
....
and then the ori cicakman goes... pirated not as good as ori.

-_-"

haihh...

and prof klon has two sidekicks, ginger 1 and ginger 2 who are damn freaking annoying. but i found it cute how one of them steals his letters, not for the words, but for the stamps. he collects stamps you see...so..mm..

but overall, it's an ok movie lah...
to watch and chill out and laugh

i laughed.
almost throughout actually
but then again, i laugh at practically anything and everything...so i suggest you can a second opinion....

til then..

oh..and eragorn reminds me sooooo much of a mini mini lotr.
quite disappointed by it actually..
the guy is too much of a poser and i prefer if the dragon was male or didn't speak.
oh welll...

can't wait for night in the museum!!!

it says a lot..

it says a lot when i feel like blogging just to fill up my free time.

decided to just stay in today, resulting in me waking up at 12 pm from my deep deep sleep, and taking a "nap" of 3 hours, three hours later.

bosannya!!!!!!!!!!

how boring can this gettttt aRHG!H!HH

i know i'm being such a useless bitch coz i keep complaining my life away, whilst others are prolly trying to look for a job, or taking up classes or some other godforsaken-blessed thing.

ahhhhh!!!

i'm too lazy to do either of those.
so i figured i'd just rot away until the term starts.

hopefully that won't last.
will try and make more use of my time, darn it!!

and i realize it's been long since i posted any pictures....
will be up soon enough..

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i don't understand this whole kuantan business of how they're going to fine ppl whom they find exposing too much skin.

and i think it's pretty pitiful for all of them

imagine.
the weather in malaysia is already as hot as it is.
worse still, u have to cover every part of your body, making you feel even hotter.
you can't show off your cleavage, and the shape of your ass has to not be obvious under those pants.
tight clothings are not allowed, and you can only wear baggy ones.

i mean...HAH??!?!?!?!
i think that's a tad wee too much..
but i guess everyone has their own opinions.
i don't think it's fair though to empower this rule upon all residents of kuantan.
the residents of kuantan, and the fashion industry of kuantan.
HAHAH!!
i bet you, kuantan is the last place anyone would want to start a fashion line.

and do tourists have to wear the same thing as well??

whoooo in the world travels with clothing that are baggy and loose??
heck, when i travel, i travel with my BEST CLOTHES!!
and whose idea of best clothes includes things like big shirts and pants??!?!?
and HOWWWWW do they plan to suntan at the beach??
i think they'd prolly get fined like hell..
but then again, i think it wouldn't make much of a difference considering their currency is pretty powerful..

but that, again, is besides the point!!

not like i can do much about it anyway, but THANK MOTHER OF GOD they haven't done it in selangor yet.

if they do, i think i'd need a whole new wardrobe of ugly clothings.

THAT or a whole new wardrobe of pajamas.
coz that's what i wear to bed.
something big.
something baggy.

sigh..

bye ya'll

updates

i swear, my hanging out lifestyle is starting to take it's toll on me.

no matter how much rest i get, or whatsoever that helps me replenish my energy, i'm still as dead as a walking zombie.

so much so i can't even think straight anymore.

i think it's also partly because of my aching legs.

i can't walk properly, and i walk "slightly cacated" as per quote.

this is why i HATEEEE goin to the gym. you never really know when you exert yourself too much until the very next day.
THIS muscle ache that i'm having, i believe, is due to my actions of GETTING LOW with two 10kg dumb bells, one in each hand.
HAHAH!!
so right, i'm turning my favourite dance move into an exercise regime.

but oh well, i guess if my muscles hurt, it means i'm FINALLY Getting some work done, eh?

it takes me soooo much pain just to climb the stairs and get down the stairs.
and it's been hurting for 2 days now!!
BABI CELAKA!!!

and it also doesn't help that i keep walking up and about in shopping malls and stuff.
OHHH!!! which btw i saw LOADS AND tonnesssSs of ppl at 1U today!!

frens from assunta, taylor's, monash, and even my teacher in sec school!!
HAHA!!
she remembers my face and my voice, although not my name.

apparently, she's bad with names. which is true lahh..coz she always had problems when i was still a student. she still looks the same from what i remember. hmm

it's like i'm seeing ppl from all phases of my life.
frens who were from both my prim and sec school, few frens from sec school, few frens from taylors, few frens from monash..OMG..can mati lah..it's like EVERYONE WAS THERE!!

and you know how it is where you haven't seen someone for such such such a long time, that when u see them, you don't even know whatttt to say.
and also because you don't want them to be suspecting or talking bout anything, and dahlah i damn bad at covering up, so all you do is just mumble mumble, laugh, mumble somemore..and then laugh even more. then when the time seems right, you GET THE HELL OUTTA THERE!!!! BLAHAHHAHA!!!!

-_-"

babi, i bet they must have thought i was speech-impaired but oh well.. LOL!

IT's sooooo GREATTTT seeing so many pppllll!!!
especially when i haven't got the time and wheels to go seeing the ppl that i've missed for more than a year
so imagine meeting them COINCIDENTALLY at a shopping mall...

it's like JODOH LAH!!!

but YAY! YAY!!

and i THINK THINK THINK i ROUGHLY ROUGHLY ROUGHLY know 1U like the back of my hand already

just the same way i "memorized" chadstone, mv and pyramid.

blah....

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i COOKED LUNCH TODAY!!!

and so far, no one has gotten any big reactions to my food yet, and THAT is quite an accomplishment.

i'm proud.

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i need more $$$$$$$$$$ to shop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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things i discovered about myself in the past week:

1) i can really go on a diet when i want to
2) i can really go above my diet the moment i start eating
3) i can go low WITH DUMB BELLS!! although the outcome is horrible
4) i've got a pretty good sense of direction when required
5) i can be thrifty at times
6) i don't have things to say all the time
7) kids, i think, are afraid of me. either that, or they think i'm psycho
8) pudge is smaller!!!!
9) i'm getting a lot lot more daring
10) i can resist alcohol
11) i think a lot. i think too much.
12) i don't make the best decisions. and sometimes, they can be the worst.
13) i've got an ok-ok tolerance for pain
14) i CANNOT resist laughing when ticklish. no matter how harrrdd i try.
15) i may be a bit kiddy-ish, but i'm proud of it!!!!
16) i'm hopeless at foosball no matter how hard i try

so u seeee

i do learn new things about myself as time goes by...
mmmmm

alrighty then..
time out for me.

i need to sleep kan...

kkk..
tataaaaa

i damn kembang already.. *blush*

alright.

so i looked into wikipedia for my name:
su wen

and this is what i found.

*click*

so proud!!

ppl actually refer to ME for medicinal treatments and stuff in the old old Chinese Days??
i mean, fine, me meaning a book, but it's damn cool rite??

WHAT are the odds?

su wen, being a medicinal book in the old ages
su wen, being a medical student now??

then again, the chinese characters for both the su wens are different, but STILL!!!!

hahahahahah!!!

p/s: i only looked up my name in the wikipedia coz i read xia xue's blog on how HER name is in the wikipedia ok. it's not some jobless thing i do a lot. LOL!

but oh well.....

step 1

YES!!

guess who just registered for driving school??

p/s: even if i do get my license, i'll still be expecting to be driven around kay kay???
p/s/s: and in the event if you can't drive, only shall i drive then..

BWAHAHHAHAH!!!

I LOVE BEING A GIRL!!!!!!!!

random.

DEJAVU is such a gooooooddd show!!!

Part 1:On the Outside
Name : su wen
Date of Birth : 12th july 1988
Current Status : uhhhhh.. you know how friendster classifies single, in a relationship, married, it's complicated?? yea..it's complicated.. LOL!
Eye Colour : .....BLACK!! i don't care whatt you say..it IS black. you can't see into my pupils UNLESS you shine it with light. HOW MUCH DOES THAT SAY??!?!??
Righty or Lefty : righty
Zodiac Sign : cancer

Part 2:On the Inside
Your Heritage : chinese, hakka. the other half? hainan.
Your Fear : failing, falling, insects and creepy crawlies for that matter, losing friends
Your Weakness : your strength are your weaknesses sometimes, so i shall leave it at that. :D
Your Perfect Pizza : CHOCOLATE PIZZA AT MAX BRENNERS!!!! i'm sooo gonna miss that!! and pizzas with loads and loads of pineapples!!!

Part 3:Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up : i usually get woken up by phone calls, so i guess the first thing i'll think about would be the person calling
Your bedtime : varies. mostly 2 - 3am. depending at times.
Your most missed memory : memories of australia and childhood

4:Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : both.
McDees or Burger King : MACkers. LOL!
Single or Group Dates : group at times single at times. depending on how close i am to the other party
Adidas or Nike : anything lah.. nike i suppose.
Lipton Tea or Nestea : ahh..none.
Chocolate or Vanilla : BABI!! what kinda question is this?!?!? CHOCOLATE
Cappucino or Coffee : cappucino

Part 5:Do You...
Smoke : hahahah.. no.
Curse : everyone curses.

Part 6:In the Past Month
Drank alcohol : yep yep yep
Gone to the mall : i LIVE in malls.
Been on stage : do podiums count?
Eaten sushi : yeep
Dyed your hair : nnoope

Part 7:Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game : ahh..don't think so. none that i can remember
Changed who you were to fit in : yeaaa..

Part 8
Age you're hoping to be married : when the time is right. i suppose when i finish my degree and stuff and find the right guy.

Part 9:In A Guy/Girl
BestEye colour : oooooh...anything. not too striking, not too bland. i want someone with soft eye colours. soft.
Hair colour : nothing too striking. brown is nice. DARK brown. :)
Short or long hair : HAHAHAH!!! the AMOUNT of times i offer to cut ppl's hair. obviously SHORT!! short and spiked. not too spiky, spiked at the right amount and at the right area. not too tall a spike, not too short a spike.

Part 10:What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago : doing this thingie
1 hour ago : sitting in the car chatting away
1/2 hours ago : same as above
1 month ago : prolly eating dinner somewhere in aussie
1 year ago : ........ chiling and hanging out after SAM?

Part 11:Finish The Sentence
I love : love
I feel : nothing. just blankly feeling in the details.
I hate : being forced to do things i don't want to and not being able to do things that i want.THAT and rapists and assholes who make the world a harder place to live in.
I hide : almost everything i feel and think of.
I miss : my freedom, independence and money. oh, and of course everybody around. :P
I need : a time machine.

Part 12:Tag 5 People
lahh..couldn't be bothered. anyone at all.

of why's and misses..

my legs and ass are itching to dance!!!
to dance to the sweet sweet sounds of R&B, with the heavy bass and the oohh-so-tantalizing beats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

where the dance floor is just the dance floor and everyone is welcomed to pour their souls out.
where nothing is wrong and nothing is right for no one dances the right way anyway.
where talents are shown and applauded for.
where all everyone does is to shine!!!!!!!

i'll have to try and persuade my parents this week, otherwise i'll have to rely on my bloody laptop speakers and the mirror.
ARGH.
i need my australian-malaysian converter nowwww seeing that i'm not doing very well without the 2.1 speakers.

" i see you baby, just shaking that ass.........." (LOL!)

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the trip to melaka was boring.
having been woken up at a god-forbidden time, i dragged my feet to the bathroom and showered in a blur blur blur blur state.
i packed a few things for the trip, and babi, this is no ROAD-TRIP ok.

thank god i charged my ipod the night before, so at least i'd have a good supply of music on the way back anyway.
don't mind me, the cds in the car are all burnt by yours truly, but they've been way overplayed, since.......january. the last time i burnt a cd for the car. so you get what i mean.

mom in the passenger seat, dad at the driver's.
me and justin? at the back.

i don't really mind going back to melaka, i was just grumpy.
had no idea why, but we blame it all on the hormones anyway.
which turned out to be right.

had cramps the whole evening after that.
DARN IT!
couldn't even sit properly with a smiling face.
my head was swaying about with my hands over my stomach.

i tell you, it's not easy being a girl.
yes, i know the guys sacrificed a rib for the girls, but most guys don't even need those ribs anyway.
some (thinks marilyn manson) even have them removed so they can give themselves their own blow jobs. BLAH.

no mood no mood.

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i need a fresh supply of chocolates!!!
mine is currently depleting at an exponential rate and by estimation, it'll be all out by mid-day, two days from now!!
babi.
i think i live on chocolates.

HAHA!!
which reminds me of pranava and indar's suggestion.

mr. p nava says:
"i'm planning on keeping you like a hamster in a cage with a wheel for you to exercise on. then we'd keep u like a pet and feed you everyday!!"

mr. indar says:
" no no!! su wen won't run on the wheel!! she'd be tooooo lazy lah. we'd have to hang a bar of chocolate in front of the wheel to tempt her to run."

which i think, might be prolly true, IF i had a brain of a hamster lah!!!!

so cute right, the hamsters????!?!?

it's like, god felt he really really needed to create something really cute and heart melting, and WAHLAH!! out came the hamsters!!!

..
which again reminds me of my hamster that was stepped on by my brother about a decade back.
and how it turned over and started shaking and then stopped moving.
of how i cried my eyes out, but was happy awhile later when my dad brought me out to buy a new one.

bitch.