smile smile smile

i'm a rotting piece of meat at home.

other that going out almost everyday of the week, i just eat sleep and do whatever is necessary to keep me alive.

HAH!

oh..and blog too of course.

monash results were released today, but unfortunately/fortunately my results aren't out yet.

the medicine faculty will be releasing our results prolly in mid dec coz we ended a lot later than other faculties did. like the third years, they ended on the 23rd of november!
heck, that's like..one week ago!!

and then when other faculties were done with lectures and tutorials, we were the only assholes ones still walking to uni to attend lectures and tutorials, having new topics for the week and new things to read about.

BAHHHH..it's like we're a uni of our own.

we don't even follow the normal holidays that other faculties get!!! (not like we get a lot of holidays to begin with.... i think we only had a total of TWO public holidays, and 3 official weeks of break in between sems)

i think monash malaysia has a lot more public holidays??

hahah..the one thing i won't be missing i think!

anyway, i hope i do well!!

AHHAHAHA!!

and to all my frens who scored so entirely welllllll, congratulations!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jiggle jiggle lee to the left (ah ah ah)

right..

so i looked at my previous posting (the one with the hair cut), and i realized how different i look.

my mom told me when i came back that my face had changed, and that i look a lil bit different.

i obviously denied....

RIGHT until i saw the pictures on the previous post..

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OMG!!

i do look different!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i look dorkier and my nose seems bigger and flatter..my face is rounder therefore chubbier and i seem to have lost my spark in the eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLAH!!!!
curse you nutella!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh well, i guess i need to EFFECTIVELEY start my diet then.....

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i went rock climbing yesteryday.

and i honestly think i wasted 28 bucks

firstly, because i hyperventilated everytime i climbed to high
secondly, i couldn't' reach for some of the bolders.

i've never really been afraid of heights. meaning that if i went to like the 10th storey, i could still look down without feeling dizzy or so. but i think the one thing that made me stop at that height on the wall was the feeling of coming down after that.

i'm ok with going up, i just DON'T LIKE goin down..

i don't like that sinking feeling you get everytime you come down at high speeds.

so yalah...i would climb to that spot with all the determination in the world, and then when i couldn't reach for some things or when i felt like i was high enough, i would dread going down.
then i would stone at that spot, and start hyperventilating while the others tell me to go on.......

that or they'd be asking me to come down slowly by hanging on to the rope...

but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
i MUST climb down by hanging on to the wall.
coz..well just because.

so there you go.
i guess that's one career job off my list. :D

THAT and window cleaners. :S

600th POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hhahahah!!!

guess where she went today??!??!?!?
guess what she did today?!??!?!?!?
guess what time she woke up today???!?!?!??!?!

i'm so proud of myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got woken up early in the morning and invited for a morning walk around the area by dad and mom.

dad: *pats my head* eh suwen..you wanna go for a morning walk or not
sw: *snort* *mmumble mumble*
dad: *harder pats* SUWEN..you want to follow me and mommy??
sw: *snort snort* mummbleeee* askdjalkfjdhgflksdjh
dad: you want to go or not???
sw: *shifts body, lifts head* huhhh?wadtimeizzzzitttt...........*zzzzzzzzz*
dad: 7.45 am
sw: ......*silence**shakes head*....noooooooooooooo......
dad: *laughs* (blahhh..he laughs!!!)

by then already quarter awoken, my head got to some serious thinking........

remember my whole lose-weight plan??? ok la..if i keep putting it off, it'll never work

so fine, i woke up and told them i'ld jog with them whilst they walk.
mom ended up backing out, so i jogged with my dad.

headed to the park and then to the golf course.
in a span of...prolly 5- 10 minutes, i was tired as hell!!
couldn't breathe properly, and i was chugging down on my bottle of water.

*eh..nobody said i had a high stamina ok....*

so i told my dad that i couldn't take it anymore, so we slowed our pace down and went walking instead.

BWAHHAHA!!! then he took me to the hotel's gym!!!!

OMG!!!!
those who know what monash sport's gym in clayton looks like, this is exactly it!!!
i mean, not the numbers but the type!!!
i think there must have been at least 10 different types of exercise machines, all focusing on different areas of the body.
there were 2 tread mills, 2 step on thingies, 1 of that jogging-treading-machine-that-i-like-and-helps-alot-coz-apparently-it-works-out-every-part-of-the-body, and a lot lot lot more.

and the best part is, VERY FEW ppl use the gym!!! (only one old uncle was there when i went in with my dad, and all he did was use the tread mill -_-". i think he must have been on it for about an hour or so, coz when we left, he was still on it...)

there're heaps of exercise mats, dumbells, that ball thingie, and lalalalalalla!!!. you get what i mean rite???
and there're green apples for you to eat as well!! and towels, and warm, hot and cold water!!

then my dad told me to go check out the ladies dormain.

OMFG!!

a dry sauna, a wet sauna, a pool spa, and a solo pool spa!!!!!!!!!!!!ALL EMPTY!!!!

ok lah..i know i sound damn freaking jakun, but i've been a member of this club for ages, and it's only....6 -7 years later that i discover this?!??!?!?!??!?!??!
and i get to use i for FREEE!!!!!!!

*evil laugh evil laugh*

then while chilling on the couch, i picked up a phamplet...

fitness centre includes activities such as:

gymnasium
massages
archery
fishing
boating
pedalling
personal trainer

and so on so on!!

shiat....

but this one is actually a package, which means you'd have to pay for it.
i couldn't be bothered though, but damn cool rite????

anyhow, after the whole entire exercise business thing, we walked home and dropped by the villas being built and holy mother of christ!!!
they have ELEVATORS!!!!!!!!!!!!! in each and every villa!!! A BUILT-IN ELEVATOR IN YOUR OWN HOME!!!!!

OMG!

can u imagine leaving in a mini condo of your own with elevators installed?????!?!??!?!

*hell, too lazy to go to the second floor where your room is??? go on, take the elevator. *

*hey what???ohh..need to watch the plasma 50" tv complete with surround sound system which beats THX???? but i thought you have one in you room?? oh well, i guess you doo need to be closer to the ground. the elevator is that way.*

and and and....
and the living room opens to a small pool with a bar like thing at the side of the pool...

*faints*

and there're.... i think 6 villas up for sale??

who ever who buys any, remember to invite me over ok....

either that, or i'll work like shit and then earn my own money and BUILD MY OWN VILLA COMPLETE WITH MY OWN ESCALATOR!!!! and TWO ELEVATORS!!! AND AN OLYMPIC SIZE POOL AND TENNIS COURTS AND A LAKE OF MY OWN!!!!!!
SO THERE THERE THERE!!!!!!!!!

....
em.. maybe i'll just buy a pondok and then just buy the club.....
and then drink water and eat taufoos for the rest of my life....

-_-"

oh welll...

a girl CAN dream, can't she??
sue me..

MWAAAHHH

babi waste time

went to get my hair cut today...

at A Cut Above

which surprised me like hell, because it was my mom's suggestion.

rupa rupanya wanted academy ppl to cut

but then that section is closed on saturdays, so we had the junior stylist cut our hair.

and i SWEAR.

i prefer my hair BEFORE it was cut.

not because the guy didn't do a good job(frankly, he did), but because i prefer my hair to be a lot longer and thicker.
ALTHOUGH, supposedly it doesn't look any different -_-"

but to me it DOES ok?!?!?!?!
HAHAHA

now it LOOKS pretty short (but in fact, he didn't really shorten it), and a lot thinner.

my hair used to look like this:







now it looks like this:






(yes, i do realize that both the pictures look exactly the same, only that one has my head tilting at a higher degree of angle, and YES, there u see the fake smile. OH! and note the piercings!although u can't really see them....)

I PREFER THE OLD HAIRRRRR *WAILS WAILS*

how long in the world i took to grow it to that length, and temptation made me cut it...

oh wellllllllll...

and babi, i realized i alwalys tilt my head to one side while taking pictures!!
and yes, i know i have grown fatter so shaddup ok??
i'm about to come up with THE most effective exercise regime to help me battle my fats, so there!!!!!

HAH!!!!

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the convenant was a shit-ass movie

the only two things that made me enjoy the movie were:
1) the company :) and;
2) the 4 main actors and their drop-dead-gorgeous-bodies. the chick was cute too ^ ^

other than that...

don't bother watching it at all..

can't wait for casino royale and happy feet though!!!
and flushed away?? never heard of it, but hearing alya describe it is temptuous enough :D

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both cousins are down with food poisoning i reckon.

i still blame it on the air sejuk at the mamak which they drank.

....
...
..

WHO ORDERS AIR SEJUK AT THE MAMAK???????????

i bet you they just took it straight out of the tap!!! sini bukan australia tahu??
tabuleh minum straight from tap.
sure cirit birit.

but then kesian lah...

i hope you guys are feeling loads better ok??? i send you my love love love and wish you well!!

and i must apologise coz i thought j was joking...

first p had a bad stomachache...

then while j was sending me back, he claimed he pulak kena stomachache...
and it was the way he said it that made me think he was joking, but he WASN'T!!!
masuk hospital pulak!!

felt damn bad when i found out...hahahaahh

anyway you all take care ok??and don't cirit too much, coz both of you need all the fats you can get... (especially........ :) you know who i'm refering too!!! :) :) :) :) )

awwww..u know i love youuu.. don't terasa sayang.. :D

take care take care!!!!

loads love loads love!!!

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finally done with packing..babi...

but i'm still waiting for my packages to be delivered to my doorstep

then i'll have to start packing all over again..

such a hassle lah...

bleaurgh..

if it's one thing i don't like, it's packing.

i need to be IN THE MOOD for packing, before i can start or begin

aish....

nitez peeps

....

justin seems to be reallllly into pokemon these days..

he can't stop watching those ass of a pokemon-acted-out-by-kids-series-like-thing on you tube...
GAWD
i had a peek at one of it, and i saw this white kid LITERALLY rolling on the ground, and then waking up only to chew on some pokemon soft toy...

-_-"

guess who's back??

so yep.

i'm back in malaysia and rocking your malaysian world!!! YEAAAHHHH!!!!
pwoar pwoar!!!!

although i greatly miss australia, apart of me is still glad that i'm home!!
glad to see those familiar faces around. hehe

unpacking has been a great torture to me, which explains why i'm blogging amidst half-emptied suitcases, some bubble wrap, cutleries, clothing and other what-nots.

unpacking is such a torture, packing is a GREAT TORTURE AS WELL!!

although i'm pretty proud i got everything packed up in about 5 days.

imagine, 1 year; 5 days. not bad rite..it's either my life there was pretty sad and my whole life span of one year could be undone in 5 days, or i'm a really great packer.
i'm pretty sure it's the latter one though :P

fitted all my stuff into 3 suitcases, and 2 big boxes which i sent my air freight.

and i keep wondering where all my money goes to...

surprisingly, my mom is pretty ok with the number of clothing that i bought.
she reckons i'm changing my whole entire wardrobe though, seeing the amount that i bought.
did spend quite a bit there, but no regrets.
OHH!! only regrets of not buying more actually.. LOL! i guess some ppl never learn huh??

well things to remember of my last few moments in aussie are such as:
1) being overweight in hand luggage
2) LOSING MY AIRPLANE TICKET!!!!!!
3) and of course the last time seeing richo and the journey to the airport. sigh

i think it hasn't really sunk in to me yet that i'm actually in malaysia

i still feel as if i'm in aussie, and that i'm on vacation here in malaysia.
hah!

i think it'll take quite a while before it really sinks in, the same way it took me two weeks to realize that i'm away from family and alone in aussie

i couldn't sleep at all on the plane, so i resorted to watching just my luck and click. i dind't manage to finish click though. was eating and playing battleship in between.
i did, however, manage to doze off for like 5 minutes and woke up just as we landed. typical.

LOL

generally, i honestly feel more australian than malaysian.
i know, i know, traitor. but hey, i'll just need some time to adapt back ok?? living independently overseas for one year changes things aight?

like how i went to 7 eleven to reload my hp line (which is by the way the same) and i went up to the cashier

sw: oh hey, can i please get a reload of 30 dollars for maxis?
lady: *stares wide eyed*..uh... maxis??
sw: *feeling guilty already* ohh..ya ya, nak reload tiga puluh maxis ya..terima kasih

i think she felt weird because i said hi to her
so i spoke in malay to get rid of the awkwardness.

i really really need to brush up on my malay. i think it has pretty much deteriorated since leaving for aussie.

then that night at careffour, i had problems with the stuff there because they don't have as many varieties as in aussie

i couldn't get the dips that i wanted
i couldn't get the nachos that i wanted
heck, they don't even sell SALSA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

habis habis

sw: dad, do they have dips here??
dad: WAHH..don't come back and ask for all your australian stuff. i don't even know what you're talking about
sw: ok... *blush*

but i'm glad though at least they've cheese that i wanted. yum!!

crackers and cheeseeeee !!!!!!

relating to that, mom and dad thinks i've put on way way way too much weight. so they keep saying how rounded i've become, how fat i've become and how thin i used to be.

so basically, they're controlling my food intake all over again, like they did in july *rolls eyes*

i was eating my cheese and crackers and they didn't let me finish it!!

mom: sw, ok. you eat only one piece, the rest you put in the fridge and you can continue eating tmr.
sw: WHAT?!why??
mom: you need to watch your weight. so fat already
sw: rite rite..

so put it in the fridge i did.

the next day, WHAM!!! they're all gone!!!

someone ATE MY CHEESE AND CRACKERS!!!!! *WAILS WAILS*

then my mom goes,

oh..me and daddy think that the cheese and crackers are quite nice. we're not so sure bout the cream cheese spread though.

*GASP GASP*

but oh well, all i have to do is slice the cheese up again
hehhehehe..

and then again, i'm pretty surprised about how things have been goin on lately.
my parents are treating me a lil differently. i think they're beginning to accept that i'm growing up and maturing into a bbbeeeaauuuu--tiiii---fooollll ladaaayyy

*blush*

mom didn't even question me that much about goin out at 11 pm. she only told me to get back early.

she didn't complain about the clothing that i bought, which is a lil bit more revealing than usual

she didn't complain about me wearing a bikini

she didn't complain about me piercing my ears. (not much anyway, prolly a lil, but when she saw them with her own eyes, she admitted that they were actually quite nice)

and oh, you HEARD THAT RIGHT!!!

i pierced my eyes!!!
again and again!!

meaning, i've got 6 piercings altogether!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm proud. i really am.
proud for being able to go through the pain and for having the guts in the first place.
and i guess being around malaysians, proud for being able to withstand the looks and shuns that i may get from ppl around.

oh whatever, some ppl really need to grow up.

just because i have 6 piercings doesn't mean i'm gonna be a killer or something.
and it doesn't make me less of a doctor, so THERE!!!

i was so tempted to pierce my belly button as well, but i guess there're limits.
i think mom wouldn't be so happy with the belly button piercing, which was the only thing that stopped me from getting one.

oh well, i'll discuss things with her next time :P

i still want blue highlights though, but i guess i'll scare my patients away. darn it.

but all in all, i'm really happy that i'm home, and that i'm being treated differently.
it's as though my parents were expecting a newer me and as long as i knew my priorities, they'd be fine with it

seeee???i have an understanding family. YAY!!!

owh, and what else has changed since i went away??
my family members have gotten more tech savvy. more tech up-to-date

i used to be the one with all the latest gadgest and gizmos.

then when i got back, bro and dad both had new handphones, both phones a lot better than mine.
bro and dad both had new 80 gb ipods which is better than my 30gb ipod.

but i still love MY ipod coz.....just because.. LOL!

hahah..i find it pretty hillarious really.

but the one thing i learnt in aussie, is to not be materialistic

so even if my gadgets aren't up to date i don't really mind as long as they are functionable.

i'm happy with what i have now.

*smiles widely*

but clothings are exceptional ok.

so, smile smile smile that i'm back!!!

oh, and finally blogging as well.

so there, tangachi
you have something to read now.
LOL!

*wink wink*

ta you all
ta

last post from aussie

yea..so my room is finally packed, and there's loads of rubbish around, lying everywhere.

will be leaving my room, the halls, monash clayton in about 1.5 hours.

i'll be missing everyone here, there and everywhere..

it's been loads of fun this year round, thanks to all of you guys. i'd never give up this year for anything in the world

i'll miss all of you for sure.

all memories will be definitely cherished for life, and i wish you all the best in years to come

god speed all of you.

i love you all loads.

keep in touch.

~ hugz ~