i'm off!!

ok ok ..so i won't be here for 6 days, including today..

i'll be back on friday

so you all take care alright???


i'm off for rural...hhehhehehe

hopefully i can survive the wild...

or maybe i'll get to milk some cows...

WOOOWHOHOO

pictures finally!!!

remember how i said i couldn't post pictures??well i finally can!!
here are some pictures from my birthday in melbourne and at home in malaysia.
and then there's one from justin's birthday!!!
didn't upload to many pictures from melbourne though, coz everyone looks tired in them..LOL


justin being macho with the girls surrounding him...LOL!!


my slice of cake!!!

when my fats become obvious and i look like i have a bighead. overly chubby la my cheeks. justin looks damn matured rite??hahah..so cute

apple crumble cheesecake. YUM!!!! it was really really good, but i didn't get to eat too many slices of it. i was leaving for aussie the next day... :(

pikachu comes to visit!!!!

thomas toh. i am, afterall, taller than the cue stick. HAH!

chitra, the oracle more like!!

ling ling!!!...somehow, i see the resemblance between her and me ONLY in this picture..hmm

cutting the cake. seems like chitra wasn't very much bothered. LOL!!

i love the candles!!!!!!

....

and yet again..blogger has let me down. i can't upload anymore pictures. darn it. nvm..next time..

*BEEP* pussycat dolls

ooooohhh... PUSSYCAT DOLLS!!!!!!!!

i'm soooo entirely jealous of whoever went for their concert!!!
BLARRHH...don't come near me for i may just attack you with my long sharp and rusty parang.

*AIMS*

ish...

for the record, i still AM sick. oh gawd save me.

i've been sick for almost a week now, and i don't seem to get any better day after day.
well, other than the fever, my voice is still as good as gone. i sound like a man, it seems.
others say it's sexy. :P

i've skipped all my lectures since the beginning of semester 2 and i'm pretty much left behind in the anatomy syllabus. this stupid cough and sore throat is really taking it's toll on me. i'll be coughin like a donkey (eee--orrhhh eee--orhhhh) practically the whole day and throughout my sleep. i can't sleep PROPERLY!!!!!!!!!!

and by the next day, i'm too drained for classes as early as 8.

FUCK
if this goes on, i'm definitely gonna fail semester 2. shit.

hopefully i get better soon.
hopefully, in time for my rural exposure next week, where i buzz off to some rural area in aussie and learn how to cope with rural life. it's a great experience really coz then we'll be able to understand how urbanization has spoilt our lucky asses and how the ppl in the rural area make do with whatever they have, both clinically and ....(i dunno) emotionally??

-inset-
i just received a call from anna. hahhaa...ben says i should go see a doctor coz a few ppl in the faculty have got glandular fever and that's what i may have.. to which i respond with a if-i-don't-get-well-tmr-thing-i'll-see-a-doctor..
so sweet rite..hehhe..
thanks ya ppl!!!
-outset-

and also to add to my series of unfortunate events, my laptop is on the verge of exploding as well.
AHHH!!! my lappy!!! :(
i think my fan isn't working properly and causes my laptop to overheat and shut down automatically.
i'll be using it for one hour and then boom. it shuts down.
but it's weird how it shuts down whenever i'm playing counter strike. ha....

the big bro says it's coz i always leave my laptop on.
back in malaysia anyway.

i think so too. but i'm not gonna admit it. AHHAH!!

but anyhow, i think i'm gonna go sleep for awhile. i need my rest BADLY!!!

bye ya'll.

prayyyyy for me........

:D

of anatomy and dead bodies...SHYTE!

so today we had an orientation/introductary session to dissection.

omg

well, i mean it's not all that bad really, if you don't mind being surrounded by dead bodies which have been preserved for goodness-knows-how long and having every random body part displayed right in front of you. oh, and add to that the strong smell of preservatives, used to preserve the bodies. mostly formalin, i'm told.

we enter the dissection room, first having to cross through the anatomy museum already vividly displaying organs and heads and faces in plastic/perspecs boxes.

THEN...you come to the dissection room where there are metal tables around you.

and on them, body bags.

the body bags obviously have got bodies in them lah ok..LOL

they're all zipped up, and there're prolly about...20 or so bodies.

then on a selected few tables, there are body parts on trays.
arms, legs, the upper half of the body, the lower half, the whole body...etc etc etc..
most of them are already cut open, and you can see the whole section of the skin being folded back, exposing the internal organs of the body.

then there's that smell. a very very damn strong stench in the air.
smells like ba kua (roasted pork in slices). not kidding.

i'm told that when u're exposed to the smell long enough while dissecting, you do actually get quite hungry.

i certify this as TRUE. i'm currently munching on cereal as i type. and i JUST arrived home from uni. blearghh..

so anyhow, we were given a chance to touch the cadavers(dead bodies) and touch them we did. hahah..i had quite a lotta fun poking and probing the body. i touched the kidney. i touched the liver.i touched the lungs. i touched the aorta. i touched every gawdamn thing la basically.

at first i didn't quite like how it felt. it was hard and cold.

then after awhile i got used to it. so i couldn't resist touching anymore. HAHAH!!

they explained this they explained that. the demonstrators were quite patient really.

LOL, my demonstrator told us this story which i found rather amusing.

you know how it is, where deaths have to be ceritified by
doctors? no matter how obviously dead they are, a doctor still has to be brought
in to certify the person's death and then sign a death certificate?

so
there was this one time, where this guy commited suicide by jumping in front of
a train.
let me advise you on something. jumping in front of a train for
suicidal purposes is a great way to die, coz you die pretty quick. but there are
ways to do it.

you can jump in front of the train and wait for the train
to hit you, coz you'll get hit out of the way and u'll die pretty quick.

you can also lie down on the tracks and wait for the train to run over
you. it may be a lil bit painful, but you'll still die quite a painless death
anyway.

BUT...you should nvr curl yourself up into a ball. ball in a way
where you squat with your head bent down and your arms crossed, coz that's just
gonna make you roll and roll and roll and get yourself everywhere. and this is what the guy did.

when he was
brought to me, there were just parts of him in pieces. his leg was next to his
face and so on so on..
and then the guy who brought him in told me to check
this out.
he reached into the body bag, and removed a plastic bag that had
this..

then he showed us a picture of a brain. JUST the brain, with the
eyeballs still attached. (i'll include a picture later later on)

yea..we found this 30 metres away from where the incident happened.

OMG..THIRTY FREAKING METRES!!!!

for those who are wondering, the eyeballs are attached to the brain with nerves and some stuff too.so if u slice carefully through the brain, you'll be able to see the eye nerves and see how the eyes are connected to the brain.

omg..damn gross..
and the whole room was like...EWWWWWW

but it's cool anyway.

i'll be dissecting in week 4. YIPEE

sigh

since arriving from malaysia, i haven't really been able to sleep soundly. i'll be in bed by 12, and i'll toss and turn until prolly 3 to 4 am, and even so, i still couldn't sleep properly.

and it also completely sucks as i start at 8 am everyday this week. ARGH

NOTE THE EVERYDAY

those of you who don't start at 8 everyday don't know how lucky you are.
worse still, i end at 5 pm, 4 out of 5 days this week.
SHIAT!

more so, not being able to sleep and suffering from a light case of insomnia has taken its toll on me already unfortunately.

i'm SICK!

omg....SICK SICK SICK

and the worst thing is, no matter how tired i am, and no matter how this shit ass of a pounding headache is killing me, i STILL CAN'T SLEEEP!!!!!!!!!

OMG....

DAMN suffering lah!!!!!!

not only so, my being sick has caused me to miss the first party by richo of the semester!!!
AHHHHH..i'm missing out on all the dancing and my radar for cute guys won't be put to use!!!

but ah..
i'm feeling rather anti-social at the moment.
i'm not in the mood for chatting.
sheesh

what a great way to start the semester.

#%$#$^^%*&(W$$%%&&*(^&%%!^$%$^therearenotenoughweirdsymbolsonthekeyboardformetogetcreativewiththeswearing#%^*&(*)&*&^*^!$#%$%&^

ahh...back to uni..

ok..so i just came back from uni awhile ago, having been back to my room also about 4 hours ago damn it.

originally, i thought my group for this semester would end at 11 am for today.
so i came back at 10.40 am (gleefully) as we ended early.
being dead tired owed to not waking up as early as this for the past 4 weeks, i went straight to bed directly after class.

got a few calls, but since i was dead tired, i didn't answer.

THANK GOD i answered the call at 2.30 pm.
shehara called to tell me that our group has been switched, and that i actually ahve a class at 3pm. so fine larhhhh...

i woke up ASAP in a panic and rushed for class. ARRIVED IN TIME!!! WAHaHAHHa

but dahlah..kan ini su wen...

the MAIN highlight of the day, was walking into a class earlier(the class was full, and there were ppl writing on the board and stuff) than i should have, and goin..

"???? OMG!! class has already started and i'm late!!!!"

i mean, you can't blame me coz there was no one at all standing outside the door and it was close to 10!!

so i quickly shut the door and as i was scanning the room for a place, the tutor asked:

"are you in first year or second year??"
"uh-oh...*then i noticed everyone staring at me*... first year.."
"this is for second years. we're not finished yet."
"ohhhh...no wonder. i was wondering why my class started earlier than it should have. sorry bout that. byee"

OMG

MALU like shit.

worse thing is...that tutor is also my tutor. alarhhh...damn rosak ni arhhh...

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but anyhow, i'd like to say thank you again to those who celebrated my birthday with me both in malaysia and in aussie and yesss...i forgot to give you guys special mention in my previous post *rolls eyes* :P

here are some pictures!!!

ok..damn annoying coz blogger won't let me upload my pictures and i've tried a gazillion times already. i could only upload these two, so i guess they'll have to do.i'll upload the next next time blogger permits me tooo

why again am i still with blogger.com??

bangang...

coz she's leaving on a jet plane (boeing 777)

AWMYGAWSH

has it been THREE weeks already??coz it ain't felt like no 3 weeks, yo homie.

sigh sigh sigh

time flies. (DONG...how many times have i already said that in my posts?!??!?!)

it's been a great 3 weeks. i met up with some ppl, and i got to see those whom i missed tremendously in aussie. but a few ppl did slip through my line of sight but no matter, for i'll be seeing u at the end of the year!!!! unless you keep buzzing away, then what can i do, eh???

but of course, by that time i'll already have taken my driving license( i suppose) and then i'll be hunting after you like nobody's business. so finee..you can run, but you can't hide.......

*cue evil laugh*

but anyhow,

I'd like to thank everyone for their birthday messages and birthday wishes and for the presents and ladidadida...thank you thank you thank you..

so, in memory of all that, i'd like to say....

i am now....18 years old...

MUAX!!!!

...

i'm toooo lazy to go back to uni......

this means more hard work and more assignments!!! ahh...unbearable.

i'm gonna be missing u guys again...

aussie, HERE I COME!!!!

if my title is untitled..how can it BE untitled then?? -_-"

i've got two major events lined up for me this week:

1) to turn 18 (EIGHTEEN!!!!) on the 12th of july 2006 {that's tmr....}

2) to go back to aussie on the 13th of july 2006 {that's the day after tomorrow}

both of which i don't feel like doing...........

but i can't help doing them.........

and sometimes i WANT to do them......

but not now......

*sigh*

uhhh-ohhhh

ohhhhh beautiful disaster

:P

you know you're no fan of football when you..

I know i'm no fan of football when:

a) I switched on the telly 5 minutes into the game and it took me more than half an hour to get in front of the tv

b) the first thing i see is a football injury and i breathe a sigh of relief, not because the player is from the team i do not wish to support, but because it may be the most exciting thing that happens throughout the game.

c) I curse when no injuries happen while IIII am watching the match

d) players???yeaa..i know i know.
Beckham for uk? owen for uk? ronaldo for brazil? ronaldhino for brazil? rooney for uk? gerrard for uk? uhm......owen is cute.. ^ ^

e) the only players i look for are the ones i know. the rest are just a fiction of the memory

f) i need friends to explain what's going on..

g) i start gettin bored 10 minutes into the game.

f) i start yawning 15 minutes into the game

h) i switch of the telly and think, what a waste of time, 20 minutes into the game....

i) i wake up the next day, and feel proud, for watching the world cup

j) i brag to the whole world about how i watched that first 20 minutes of the match and it was the most "exciting" thing i've ever seen..

-_-"

and yet again, how time flies........

so fine. i'll be going back to aussie this thursday (13th july)

it seems like i just came back to malaysia and yet, it's time for me to fly off to aussie again.

i don't know if i should be happy or sad.

i'm happy because i'll be able to see the ppl i miss in aussie and i'll finally be able to make full use of my time, instead of just sitting in front of the lappy and chatting and talking away.

i'm sad because i'm leaving home. the family, the friends, and also because it means i have to now re-start my studying schedule. i'm veryyy accustomed to being lazy....

sigh sigh sigh

so sleepy blah.i just woke up.

AHH..this is the latest so far i've woken up during the hols. 1.30 pm. i'm usually up by 11 plus no matter what time i went to bed the nite before. but i had dark circles around my eyes when i looked into the mirror after reaching home, so i figured maybe i need more sleep. HENCE.......

1.30 pm

no circles around my eyes. :D

or so i think... :/

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i went shopping on wednesday at times square!!! weeehehhe..the suiyan teman-ed me around looking for prom dresses. so we walked and walked and walked. i couldn't really make up my mind coz none of the dresses i saw could beat the dress that i dreamt about.

i dreamt about a black tube dress with white lace at the neckline and the neckline drops to the waist at the back. and it had an uneven bottom which is what i've always been crazy aboutttt. a diagonal one somemore. lagi best. sigh..

but still i quite like the dresses that i bought! heheh. althought it'll be better if i lose quite a bit of weight b4 i wear them to prom. :D

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S2 S2 S2!!!!
we had a get-together like thing yesterday at asia cafe. i was supposed to be there by 12.30pm , but unbeknownst to me...i arrived later. i was really planning on getting there early okkkk..so don't smirk at me!!

it's been so long since i last saw them, and even yiping and denny who are in aussie with me, i seldom meet.

after tapau-ing char kuay teow for my mom and brothers.. issac, denny(both of whom couldn't recognize me!!!) and i then headed up to asia club to find the rest of the ppl.

have i ever said how asia club is the best place to meet ppl u nvr planned on meeting????
i saw omar and kiu there!!! both at different tables. one pool, one foosball. *sniggers*
i think anyone can guess who was at which table la..kan biasa...
but i don't even know if both of them knew that the other was there, but the main thing was that i saw both!! HAH!!!*kembang kembang*

omar looks as drunk and cute as ever!!!!!(he always looks drunk and i always ask him if he had had a drink to drink before). his smile is damn melting wan kkkk..and he looks innocent alll the time. although......... *sniggers yet again*

kiu is as tallllllll as ever. i still have to look up at him while talking even though i grew a lil in aussie. oh..and still skinny lah. i think he and jason soh would make very good friends coz they're both damn tall and OHHH!!!then i would have TWO TREES!! enough for me to hang my hammock!!! i must pass the idea by them one day.

but back to S2. so we talked and laughed like the good ol' days. it's been longggggggggg...
and i so miissss those S2 days where we alll ate lunch together, and how i always pull all the tables together and getting extra chairs from every other table, especially at asia cafe. then we'll bising bising like hell, and then exchange lame jokes which mostly come from kuching....HAHAH!!
now i've got more jokes to bring back with me to aussie!!

everyone is pretty much the same both physically and in terms of character.
still as lame, as funny, as nice, as caring as before and i felt very much like it was the old college days again where we'd carry our files and bags and figure out where in the world we should go for lunch for that day. how we bising bising and laugh like hell........and that was just like..quarter of the class eh...imagine if we did kumpul EVERYBODY again ok. WAHH....atom bomb oso kalah to us.

we went to find all the lecturers as well, namely mr yong, miss kwa, mr munin and mr woon.
alllllllllllllll of them said that i put on weight. hahahaah
but it's nice to see that they do remember us. then we damn kembang la, how mr yong and mr munin said that our class was unique and that no class this year comes close to us!!!

we spent quite awhile in taylor's then we headed down to pyramid to minum minum.
and then i saw this damnnnn leng chai there. he's an instructor for pyramid ice at the ice skating rink. he's cute in a very baby way and somehow, he looks like my cousin. swt. not like i've got anythin for my cousin though. LOL

so i just stood there and stared and stared and after awhile yuyee and yiping were staring with me. ahhhhhhhh...hehhe

but anyhow, i think we should get another gathering goin though. not too far into the future, and uh, perhaps before i go back to aussie.

LOL

france and italy...

uh-oh

class

i used to be yuyee's size..and now..i'm double her size..sigh sigh..but allll of us, denny, kwanchian, issac, naichen, me and yuyee

iin classss..ohhhh how we miss it.....

1, 2, 3!!!

nai chen, yuyee, me

tired..tired..

ok..right now i'm just too tired to blog.

will blog more tmr. sigh

omg.... i'll be 18 in a week and a day. SHYTE!

i've lived for 18 YEARS (minus a few days).

doesn't even feel like 18 years(minus a few days)

damn fast lah..and GOD i'm getting old fast...

which is why i'm insisting that i'm still SEVENTEEN YEARS OF AGE.
i am seventeen.
i am seventeen.
i am seventeen.
i am seventeen.

i don't care what you say.

i am seventeen.

until my birthday arrives will i say that i am seventeen.

how old are you???

I AM SEVENTEEN!

i mean, sure..it's nice to be 18 and stuff. you can go clubbing legally(huhu), you can smoke legally, and you can even buy cigarettes legally over the counter!!!
not that i wanna smoke. i think it's quite a waste of money and health.

buttttttttttt..it's always nice to keep those numbers small, you know?
being older just means holding more responsibilities and growing up. sigh.

but oh well, why complain..

anyhow, i'm gonna buzz off now.
have been on the comp for ages!!!!

take care ya'll

and remember..

i'm SEVENTEEN years old!!!!

ta
XOXOXO

YAY!!

i'm going shopping with THEsista, THEbrother and.....THEforlorn...LOL!!!!!!!!!

whhhoooopppeeee

geram can die

yummm..i love it when my family and i go to one utama.
for one thing, it is for always almost 90% sure that we'll eat at italianese and i love the food there!!!
i love it how we dip the bread into a concoction of rosemary oil/olive oil (????) with a dash or two of vinegar. YUMMMMmm.
THAT's my favourite part of the meal there...
and has anyone ever tried the strawberry splash there?? HEAVEN!!!!!

we ate quite a lot there yesterday. hehee..and the mussels in the gravy....DELIGHTFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just talking about it makes my mouth water....

so anyway, it's usual for us to hang around the shopping complex after dinner, and so we did.
my mom was on the look out for formal dresses to wear to the annual dinner dance function thingamajigie by my dad's company. she says she must always dress to impress coz they'll call her to go on stage and give away prizes and they'd also want to take pictures with her. and then there was something about image and personality and so on so on. very meng seng (big diva/star) like that lah...

we went around, looking for dresses to match her cute black bag that she bought. i like the bag!!!
very chic but casual nontheless.

mana tau..jalan jalan jalan the whole freaking shopping complex, but couldn't find anything that she liked.
the dresses were either too exposing, too young, or too expensive. omg..now i know where i get my fussiness from. but back to the story..

after walking quite a bit, we passed by the central exhibition centre where they usually display promotional items.

this time, it was bioessence. bioessence is some facial skin care thingie that kononnya helps you look younger and gives a more radiant glow. this sales lady comes and then talks and talks and talks to us, and then gives us a trial run of their products. my mom had heard about this product before from her fren with the beautiful skin. so fine lah..she decides to buy it lah. i bought a pimple gel cream like thingie too because my mom says i need to start taking care of my face.

after paying and we were walking off, we were approached by ANOTHER sales lady. OMG. this lady damnnn lebih i tell u.

first she says to my mom, let me see what you bought. then she said, this not enough that not enough you should use this with that and that with this, then the results will be even more outstanding. my mom however refused to buy the stuff having purchased quite a bit already..

THENNNN

the dong of a sale lady bloody hell looks at me, and comments about my face!!!!

MUTHA #%(*%$()(*%&(*$#()(~$#(%*&#(*!$)(#85%($

she said i got eye bags lah..dark circles around my eyes lah and my face damnnnn freaking dry lah..and goodness knows what else...

AND THENNNN...she walks away.

OMGGG
first of all..i only have eye bags when i smile ok!!!!
and the dark circles...I CAn'T EVEN SEE THEM!!!!! and if they're there..SO WAT?!?!?!?!?
and thirdly...DON LA SIMPLY TEMBAK PPL LIKE submachine gun!!!!!!!!! AHHHRHTAHATHHAHTAHATHAHTSHTASHAST

i could have just killed her there and then!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

WORSE thing is, she was some donkey of an aunty with that twisted hair and a BLACK face with brown blotches all over.(she's chinese but who cares about the colour of her skin??!?!??!?!multi racial country and if I say it's BLACK..IT'S BLACK!!!!)

knnccb.

talk about my face with your haughty voice somemore lah..tmr grow one gunung everest on your face then u know...

damnnnn bengang. ISH

go chop a durian tree and plant on her head lah

HMPH