today in class i was teased by wei chuen and issac. teased for almost everything la, and i'm quite used to it, coz well, what's a day like without teasing from friends??
so, su wen decides to act all sad and sobby, sniffing and rubbing her eyes, to which issac and wei chuen goes, u crying ah??? LOL. and su wen then nods, and cries more (without the tears though, su wen was too happy and hyped up to start generating her tears naturally)
i then suggested a crying competition (frequently done in form 1), and surprise surprise, wei chuen proved to be a great cry-er. he generates tears faster than i do, and trust me, i've won most of the crying competitions ever played in secondary school. once, i even managed to convince my bm teacher that i was really really upset, and got excused to leave the class a couple of times, of course, with tears pouring down my face.
ahhh....so su wen the cry-er has finally retired. in fact, relating to the topic, it's been long since i cried (excluding today's fake tears). so it kinda got me thinking, why and what exactly gets me started (crying)??
REASONS WHY I CRY:a) guilt
- i feel bad really easily, and when the guilt builds up, that's when my tear ducts act in overdrive mode.
b) anger
- strangely, the angrier i get, the more prone i am to start crying. and then i'll be screaming my head off, shouting a whole string of uncomprehensible vulgarity, which usually frightens or scares ppl away. LOL.
c) pain
- need i say more???i CANNOT stand pain. end of story.LOL
d) love
- this is gonna sound weird, but when i love something or someone, i cry a lot over it/her/him.
for example, if i find a song that i love so much, i'll just listen to it over and over again, and start crying. when i see someone whom i've not seen in ages, i cry. when i see someone crying, i cry. you get what i mean =P
e) disappointment and regret
- disappointment and regret are the two feelings i can never stand. it eats me up, ya know??
f) hurt
- it takes a lot to get my feelings hurt, but when i'm hurt, i'm hurt. badly. to think about it, i'm quite the sensitive soul. hmmmmmm....LOLLLLLL
anyhow, good luck to all sam students yea...math ct4 tmr!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
chillz ya'll =P
take care..til next time