the BRILLIANT genting trip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES!!!!!
yours truly has just arrived back in subang jaya from genting at approximately 2 hours ago. to summarize everything up...BRILLIANT!!!!!!!!

well, to start things off, we'll begin very early in the morning.

5.45 am
su wen wakes up to her alarm. brushes teeth, stuff like that, bangs on brother's door asking him to hurry up and heads off to the ktm station near carrefour.

6.15 am
leaves house.heads to bp petrol station to upload on fuel. turns out there was something wrong with the pump coz it was filling up way way too slow.

6.45 am
su wen arrives at ktm station. boards on train. heads down to kl sentral. (from here on forth, the tense will be changed and format exchanged as well...LOL :P)

so well, i boarded the train with a few of my other classmates, namely michelle, steven, nai chen, issac, li xien, john and kwan chian. we all got on the train but we kinda got seperated. so basically there were two groups, one consisting of me, michelle, nai chen and issac. so we were basically chatting and joking around. then su wen receives a phone call from jonathan.

jon: on the ktm ah?
sw: yea..on the way to kl sentral

*conversation goes on. su wen gets mischievous and passes the phone to nai chen*

*nai chen puts on a VERY VERY serious no-nonsense kinda voice during conversation*

nai chen: hello?who is this?
jon: hah?hah?
nai chen: this is jonathan is it?
jon: yea..this is jonathan
nai chen: jonathan who?
jon: ..........

*jon laughs*

nai chen: why you laughing?
jon: nola..i'm laughing at my fren
nai chen: oh. very funny is it?

*nai chen passes phone back to suwen*

ok..well..that didn't sound as funny as it was. but honestly...FUNNY i tell ya. was laughin my heart out during nai chen's stunt. adorable really. awwwww
and another thing i noticed on the ktm, ppl sleep during their trips to work, which is fine by me, but a lil too weird for my liking. LOL. but it's ok though.no harm done. hope i didn't wake anyone up with my noise. sigh.

ok. so we reached kl sentral rather early, about 7.20 am and we saw some of the others there already. some of us were hungry, so we headed to mcdees for some food. i ordered a big breakfast, which i unfortunately didn't manage to finish from lack of time. so the interesting bit in this scenario..

*suwen wanted to order this burger where u have a choice if u want an egg to come with it or not, but then decided that she'd like to have the big breakfast instead*

suwen: one big breakfast pls. oh?what?oh..you want one oso ah?who wants who wants??oh..kk...3 big breakfast yea..thanks
nai chen: oh..one mc egg pls.
suwen: eh..you want with egg or don want egg?
nai chen: er..huh?*laughs*
suwen: hah?...2 seconds later....OHHHHHHH.....*laughs* (in heart thinking..waliau..i quite stupid ahh..LOL)

so yea. we ate. we finished up(su wen didn't finish up) and we boarded the bus, and hey-ho!! we were on our way to genting.

i sat next to steven on the bus. i think he was kinda sleepy coz he wanted to sleep during the journey there. i was supposed to bring cards, unfortunately, i forgot. so supposedly i "spoiled" his plans. LOL. sorry man.

i was bored mostly, so i went and talked and talked and talked. to who? i can't really remember. LOL. i was just talking and disturbing ppl. NYAHAHHAHAHAHA..so suwen. i took michelle's camera and headed down to the back of the bus where it was less happening and half the ppl there were sleeping. i think i managed to get some pictures of ppl napping. but i got caught when i tried taking albert's picture. DAMN!! but no worries..i managed to get some pictures of him napping anyway on my phone. cruel i tell ya. half the other time, i was playing tai-koh on the bus, threatening tze meng and pretending to be brother-in-arms with wei chuen where i whack ppl who mess with him. LOL. that was cool, coz tze meng really looked scared. LOL.

so we reached genting at about 10 plus. it wasn't really that cold or anything, rather like an air conditioner turned to.......24 degree celcius??tze meng wasn't cold (he's the one in class who always freezes to death) so u can roughly imagine the weather up in genting.

so from the bus station, we took a cable car up to the REAL genting where all the theme parks, hotels and sorts are. it was quite an enjoyable cable car ride consisting of 6 of us, me, suet ning, michelle, steven, issac and wei chuen. we just....screamed in the cable car, and if u were wondering why we did it...no...it wasn't for L.O.A..but more for FUN!!!!!it was cool really, acting really bizzare in the cable car, and us pretending that the coach was gonna drop at any moment, and that the string was gonna snap at any moment. basically, we were just plain screaming. we made lame jokes too in the car, and we qi miao miao were made fun of. wei chuen claimed us to be the SHIT MIAO MIAO, but haha..suet ning COUNTER ATTACKED by claiming THEM to be the SHIT MIAO MIAO. NYAHAHHA...so there u have it..the original qi miao miao, and the pirated copyrighted version, the SHIT MIAO MIAO. LOL.

we reached the theme park, and WALAH, first ride i saw, the FLYING COASTER!!! it looked pretty cool really. There was no one on the ride yet, i guess since it was too early in the morning for screams and, well, probably because they just opened. so since i didn't see anyone screaming, and because i was too short to see the dangerous parts of it which were situated some where much much higher, i decided that it'd be a pretty "mild" ride. one without those big swirly gruesome bits. so, yea, steven was like, lets go, and su wen was like, cool. the rest decided to give it a whack too. but of course, NEVER SIT A RIDE WITHOUT FIRST VISITNG THE LOO. so, i went to the toilet, and then headed out to purchase the ticket.

on the way to the counter, i saw the rest already on the gadget, and wow, there were already screams from other ppl. but heck, i decided to just go anyway.

so i got on the gadget with steven on my right, and y'ng yiing on my left. i was already getting chills and cursing all the way, and the ride was not yet in motion. so when it started, i screamed. YEP. i screamed. really loudly and i guess rather high pitched. those who know me, hahhaa, u all know what i sound like. well imagine my voice in class, times about....eight of that. yea. i think that was the level i was at. just ask steven la. i don't really know how to put the level of my scream. i quite enjoyed the ride really, that is after i got my breath back, coz i really couldn't breathe after the whole thing was over. i was literally tearing a lil, but ONLY A LIL!!!and i'm proud of that. not bad for someone who has NEVER gone on any gruesome rides before this, eh??

so next stop, thunder mining train. i was scared. i admit. i mean, after flying coaster, what else am i supposed to expect, eh?so throughout the whole trip, i just kept asking anyone and everyone if the ride would be a scary terrifying one, and all the answers were the same. no la..no la..not scary..chill. LOL. which is quite true, meaning they didn't really lie. LOVE THEM!!!!

but i screamed anyway although it wasn't really that scary. i figured i'd have to scream in order for me to not feel nauseous later on. u know, the feeling of entire giddiness and the feeling of vomiting. so, screamed i did. issac and steven who were sitting in front of me and suet ning (only the best screamers in class) must have really suffered during those few seconds. i wonder what'd it feel like hearing my own scream. deafening i bet.LOL. this ride was ok. but since i'm back down in subang, i'd daresay it was child's play. NYAHAHAHHAHAHAH...pretty big of me to say that , eh??ahhh...the irony of it all.

so, then we decided to have a go at the go-kart thingie. we had to sign some AGREEMENT and CONDITIONAL form before we could get on it. i guess the genting ppl really want to avoid all sorts of lwayer's letters and sues from ppl all around in case anything like an explosion should happen. geez.

so we waited only for about ONE HOUR PLUS to get on the kart which turned out to be some...........i dunno.....i don't really know how to describe it. lets just say, my baby brother can walk a lot faster than the kart can move, at HIGH speed. SHEESH. worth the wait, my foot. my kart was so slow, two ppl overtook me. steven was the only one who really seemed to enjoy the ride. LOL. that's coz his kart was pretty fast. he overtook me. and mind you, i was last from the start coz i got on late. he was first. MEANING, he had an extra lap. LOL. THE SHAME I WENT THROUGH. LOL.kidding..kidding..LOL

next stop, the spinner. well, i've been on this ride the last time round, so i wasn't really that scared and freaked out. actually, i was pretty selamba about it. issac was kinda freaked out though, freaked out until i pointed to a girl of about 6 to 7 sitting on the ride laughing.

issac: eh..this ride scary or not wan ah??
suwen: no la..not scary..serious.. i sat before
issac: but should be scary wat.. u see the ppl screaming??plus their going round and round..
suwen: serious..not scary...even I not scared la..if I not scared..surely u not scared wan la..
issac: yea..but if the string putus how??
weichuen: haha..then we'll fly in a straightline perpendicular to the centripetal force..
suwen: hey yea!!and at least we get to make mr. yong proud of us before we die
issac: HAHAAHAHHA.....can u smell that chicken???oh look..marybrowns!!!
weichuen: strategic..just strategic
suwen: wahhh...see the girl wei..so small!!!!why she so happy wan?
issac: wahh..i cannot be scared la like that..
suwen: yeaa...seriously not scary..quite chun actually...

and so we sat on it.LOL. one word..cool!! although walking in a straight line proved hard directly after we got off. dizzy and all that.

we were all pretty hungry then after the rides, and so we headed off to KFC. YUM!!! KFC never smelt this good. and so i ordered value meal number 4, the one with two chickens, a bun, a coleslaw, a scoop of mash potato, and pepsi. it cost me a bomb!!!!it was about.....11 bucks plus a few cents!!!i guess they really squeeze u to bits up there. sheesh. it's cheaper by a few bucks down here. HAH!!! honest ppl i tell ya..oh..and btw..steven had a value meal number 3 (information supplied unnecessarily by steven liew...LOL!!!!!!!)

so again we talked during lunch, and of course, yours truly was as slow as usual during lunch and had to gobble down her coleslaw while yi ping waited for me..THANKS YI PING!!!!

after lunch, headed off to the arcade while waiting for the food to digest. had a go at initial D (it was just the day b4 where i spent rm 13 JUST on initial D)..and lost to that machine. i wanted to go against li xien, but due to unforeseen circumstances, i was forced to a battle of the machine. SIGH. but it was fun anyway.

we then headed for the motion master. can't imagine i paid SIX BUCKS for some useless thing. it was just soo...i duno..useless. just sit in....tze meng's car at anytime and it'll give u the very same thrills. NONE. that's right. NONE!!!!

steven played a VERY big part in the next "scene"

steven: eh come..we go sit indoor roller coaster..
suwen: really ah?scary or not??
steven: no la..not scary at all..just fast only
suwen: you sure or not??
steven: yes..it's like the mining train
suwen:..er.ok la then..lets go..

*so we proceed to the indoor roller coaster ticket booth, su wen sees yu yee on the way there and asks yu yee to come along..yu yee is also afraid of gruesome rides as well..LOL*

*after buying tickets.....*

steven: suwen.. i have something to tell you. i lied just now. it's actually quite scary.
suwen: WAT????????REALLY???OMG!!!!!!!HOW CAN U DO THIS TO ME???U LIED TO ME WEI!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHH..I'M NOT GOING FOR THE RIDE!!!!!!!I DON WAN!!!!!!!!
steven: but i bought tickets already..
suwen: SO WAT??I DON WANNA SIT!!!!!!!!!
steven: ........
suwen: ...aiya..u see la..now i pull yu yee in..i feel damn bad wei
yuyee: yala!!steven!!!
steven: laughs..LOL

so we all got on the ride anyway with steven in front of me and yuyee in the 2nd carriage..he insisted on the front seat in the first carriage, which me and yu yee decided not to go along with. LOL.

the ride was actually ...erm...cool. LOL. meaning it wasn't scary at all. but i screamed anyway to avoid feeling nauseous. LOL. the boy next to steven was pretty calm about it. he was laughin the whole way!!!!hahah..and i was talking to him b4 that telling him that we're really sorry if we scream and frighten him which he replied with this...stare...LOL!!!

suwen: hey..sorry ahh if we scream in your ear later
yuyee: yea..sorry k...we very scared la
boy: ..........
suwen: sorry k sorry k
boy: .........
yuyee: err...
suwen: err...
suwen: probably his parents told him to never talk to strangers
yuyee: yea.. i think so *looks around* sorry aunty!!sorry aunty!!!

and then the ride began. a picture was taken somewhere during the ride. and honestly, i sucked in that picture which i saw later.LOL. they were selling it for 5 bucks for a small one, and 20 bucks for one medium sized picture with a frame. apologizing, we decided that we didn't wanna buy it.

while the others were at the arcade, me and steven decided to venture around in the outside to have a feel of the cool air and to see which rides were back on as they were all stopped because of the rain. it was soooo cool coz everything was misted up and foggy. danged coz i didn't have my phone with me. it was with michelle in the arcade.

so the only ride that was back on was the spinner. so i suggested to have another go at it since we had about half an hour left. so me and steven sat on it again. and i think that was the only ride of the day where i didn't scream. HAH!!!!NYAHAHAHAHAHAHa...

the merry-go-round was on as well. i forced steven to sit on it with me!!!HAHAHH!!! we chose this spinning thingie on the carousel, since the upper part of the carousel was blocked. the spinning thingie we chose, basically by the logic of making that ride a lil more interesting. i just got dizzy on that spinning thingie. steven made it go round and round and round..and su wen was like...WAHHHHHHH...LOL..

after the ride, we ran back to the meeting place, as steven believed we were running late. LOL. we ran and ran...and ....we were the earliest to arrive. wow. su wen's early. surprise surprise.
LOL.

steven then bought a double scoop cone ice cream from baskin robbins for a whopping rm 13.30!!!WOw.....i ate a few spoons of it though..yummmmm...

the rest then arrived..and we took loads of pictures there and then. i even took a picture with my shoe on my face, well dangled upon my face.LOL..

so we got to the cable car. we insisted on getting the shit miao miao and qi miao miao together again on the cable car back down and basically, the cable car ride was as fun as the one before if not more fun with us screaming again and making loads of jokes..we took some pictures here and there and had a group photo in the cable car itself with michelle taking a photo of all of us while she was in it. it was cool that she managed it!!!

i then played the slapping game with wei chuen who cheated a lot!!!!!!!so i resulted with red marks on my hand. ouch. after that, i just proceeded whacking him continuously showing no mercy!!!!!!

we then sang a birthday song for john who was pretty surprised. then we got splited up as we went down in the lift, and since i was in the lift with john and a few others, i decided to sing the song again for john. awwwwwwww.....(if u noticed, my sentences are starting to hang..i'm too lazy to blog such long sentences...it took me two days to write this long!!!!!)

while waiting for the bus, we then discovered that a few others had birthdays coming up as well. making a fool of myself, i just screamed the birthday song for them (steven and saha..if i recall correctly..) causing others to stare with disdain at us. sigh. sooooo embarassing..rite..LOL..

so we headed back to kl sentral on the bus. we took more pictures on the bus, and then we played the chop chop chili chop game!!!hahah..that was pretty cool as quite a few of us joined in. then we played the hello mr taliman game, and then we played the bottle game (as the bb-ians call it)..COOL man!!!!

arriving at kl sentral, i was pretty sad, knowing the day was over. ouch.

AHHH...as mrs yong was coming to pick mr yong up, we decided to have a "look" at mrs yong. so we alllllll trailed mr yong to his car, and walah..there we saw mrs yong. a few greeted hi aunty yong!!!others hi mrs yong!!!and some just hi..LOL..she seemed really nice as she greeted us back. and honestly???she's pretty. VERY. looks like mr. yong has got awesome taste..LOL!!!!

a few of us then decided to have dinner before heading home, namely me, suet ning, yu yee, steven and tze meng. we had dinner at pannetone's sandwiches and we then talked..as usual, but this time about much more serious topics, such as, our future, and us missing everyone. awwww...

so that's it..the GREAT genting trip. i soooo loved it up there.. i'm missing everyone already. awww...and this post really had me working hard at it. sooo long. i had to dig up memory for me to put everything down in words. LOL. had some help from steven as well. thanks man.

HAHAHHAHAH..i think this is my longest post ever!!!!wowwwwwww...not bad, eh???in total...exactly two days to write. wow.

but anyway..i'll get the pictures up soon enough, that is when i get everything in one piece. to all S2-rians..i love u guys..as always..have fun during the holz aiight???? god bless you all. take care.
~HUGZ~

say what??

LOL. alrite. second day into the holidays, and i'm already feeling bored. MAN i tell ya. holidays. can't live with it. can't live without it. WOW. there u go. another philosophy!!!!!LOL. kidding ayte..just kidding. honestly, i CAN put up with a lil boredom. so i'd favour the holidays over anything else any day man.

these are the plans for my holiday:

a) PLAN MIDVALLEY
well, a few of us are gonna head down to midvalley to catch up on things. things that have been postponed for far too long. it's been really long since we all saw each other, so it'll be great seeing my buddies again after soooo long!!! and i guess i'll be catching house of wax again since alina really really wants to watch it. so i'll be nice and go with her. LOL!!!!!!!!!i'm so lebih!!!but i don't mind. really. i miss everybody. SOB SOB. i wanna go back to assunta!!!!!!!!!!!!!!or if not, i just want my frenz to live with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

b) PLAN GENTING
i can't wait for this one!!!it's gonna be a one day trip to genting on monday (30/5). gotta wake up early and head down to the ktm near carrefour to head down to sentral. our very first OFFICIAL class trip!!!how great can that be? i hope it's gonna be freezing cold up there. sigh. i wish winter exists in malaysia. and i MIGHT try out the rides. it all depends on how i feel. and how my guts feel obviously. what's the catch line again for genting??live high or something...can't remember..hmmm

c) PLAN un-PLANNED
i have no idea what to do with this one here. basically, this is the plan where i go with the flow. LOL!!!!hope it works out though no matter wat

happy holidays ppl!!!!!!!!!!!!

random thoughts...part 2

i've grown darker since college stared. i used to be fair, well, not paper fair fair or pearly fair fair..but relatively fair la...now, i'm, chocolate milk fair. sheesh. i've got tan lines around the arms from excessive walks under the sun. i've also put on weight since college started, a lot, i guess juding the size of my tummy!!! but it's cool. i LOVEEE eating. i just ate a whole roll of sushi which i made single-handedly by myself!!!! how cool is that!! when i say whole roll, i mean, the whole rolled up un-cut sushi. yum.
have i ever mentioned how wasabi is so nerve-wrecking?it's like, u can't eat sushi without wasabi. but when u put a lil too much of wasabi, u'll be cursing like hell. so yeah.

su wen's newfound theory:

LIFE IS LIKE A ROLL OF SUSHI. YOU CAN NEVER HAVE TOO
MUCH OR TOO
LITTLE
WASABI.
- QUANTITY IS IMPORTANT.
SO LIVE BY
THE RULES.
UNLESS YOU'RE
A
REAL DARE DEVIL AND CAN BEAR THE
CONSEQUENCES.
YOU BE THE
JUDGE.

uh-huh. yea. i can see
where you're going. i'm meant to be a philosopher,
eh??LOL. so much for
philosophy. take care you guys!!!

~~~~~chillz~~~~

holidays finally...*phewwww*

YES!!!!!!!!!i sooo cannot believe this..it is...FINALLY
..the holidays.
u can't believe the relief in me
man. it has just been so stressful this whole week, that finally, i can take a
break from something and just chill out without having much to worry about. kick
back and relax. that kinda thing. u get what i mean. LOL.

so the latest
in my life.

midyears ended yesterday at bout 10 am. already happy and
kicked in. i received good news directly after the math paper (quite an ok
paper).

CARRIE UNDERWOOD
won!!!!WOOHOO!!! yes, yes, she is just SOOOOO the next american idol. but bo is
not bad too.i quite like him, coz he's really....well, real. he's original. he's
who he is.i think he's the only idol finalist i know who's really who he is and
doesn't try to portray another part of him ya know? i also think it's cool the
way he carries his mike around (for those who don't watch a.i., he carries the
mike by holding the MIKE STAND with the mike in place)...i suppose he's really
strong judging from the way he carries the stand around with no fuss at all.
hmm..

so well, headed down to pyramid with suet ning and michelle.
walked around, looked at stuff here and there. i really wanted to buy a few
things, but i had to refrain myself from lack of
$$$$.
sigh. my trip to sungei wang a
few months back has really given me an impact cash-wise. nvr saved up much after
i blew everything off in sungei wang. ARGH.

i need to start earning me
some cash...

unless
i get extremely popular in a sudden and then sponsorships from nike, adidas,
guess, voir, vincci, gucci comes pouring in asking me to endorse their product.
and i can act all high and mighty and pouty (paris hilton style) and demand for
better things and well...just be really demanding really. LOL. so if u want me
to endorse anything of yours, drop me a line. i'll get my lawyer to get the
stuff ready.

had lunch at nandos at a table for
11!!!wow..it was quite a big long table. about 3 or 4 squarish tables combined.
cool. i had lunch with my dear darling classmates, consisting of : michelle,
suet ning, nai chen, steven, yu yee, yi ping, jason soh, denny, tze meng, and
kwan chian. steven was really sweet coz he bought me some tau-sah-piah from
penang which he inisists taste better than the ones u get here. i couldn't tell
the difference though. but it's still the thought that counts. i was really
surprised and touched. awwwwwwww...thanks steven!!!!

we went for a movie
later.

HOUSE OF
WAX!!!!!!

geez...i guess since
samara i've been a whole lot braver by attempting horror movies all the more.
WOW. i really do feel kinda proud of myself. it was quite a scary movie, and as
michelle put it..gory. i guess i was lucky as the seat next to me was empty. so
my butt was on one seat, while my legs dangled on to the other seat. i hugged my
bag throughout and literally curled up. it was quite comfortable though sitting
in that position. as there were too many of us, some sat in the front row, some
at the back. i, unfortunately sat in the front row with the rest while the
others sat behind me.
so no
surprise there lah. they did try frightening me by kicking the chair BEFORE the
movie. thank god they didn't do much DURING the movie. all was attempted was
some cloth being swatted on my head. not scary at all. no, not really. LOL.

well, basically, during the movie, all i could think of was, why in the
world was PARIS HILTON casted in the movie??i mean, it doesn't make much
difference if she's there or not. all she did there was to play, well, some
guy's girlfriend. BIGGG WHHOOOOOPPPPP. SHHEEESH..

on the other
hand....CHAD MICHAEL MURRAY!!!!!!!!
*swoons*
'nuff said. so
sexayyyyyyyy...........LOL

all in all, i'd give the movie a 2.5 rating
out of 5. it was quite an interesting story really, and it succeeded in making
me want to cry during the movie. TOOOO GROSS!!!!!!!!!
but since chad
michael murray DID make up for all the scary bits, i'll give it a 4.25. i guess that's why most actors are
cute and good-looking - to make up for ratings!!!!

so that was my day at
pyramid. quite joyous. NYAHAHHHAHAHAHHA

can't wait for genting trip on
monday!!!!!whheeeeeee....i don't think i'll be trying out the rides though. weak
heart..stuffy nose...giddy..nausea..ya know.those sorta things. i'll keep you
updated anyway. so til next posting(which i suspect will be sometime later today
since i'm bored)...
toodles!!!!

SU
WEN...........OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(awww....i gotta wait for
quite a long while til i see seacrest doing his stuff again.sigh)ciaoz
all!!!!

latest updates..

well..it's 1.11 pm. i'm eating my lunch. in front of the comp. again. HAHAHHA...so much for latest updates, eh??it's surprising really how addicted i am to the computer.
so anyway, the reason for my late posts and
recently abandoned blog?

simple really. that's coz i'm having my
MID-YEAR EXAMS!!!!!!!
well, it's my last day tmr. can't wait til that day is over. sigh.
so to keep you updated on the papers i have sat for so far.....i SCREWED ALL OF IT!!
no, really. i did. half the ppl don't believe me everytime i say that. BUT REALLY!!!it's VERY VERY true this time. honestly. my specialist math paper was practically empty when i handed it in. DAMN!!!
yes, i understand, this is what happens when one doesn't study. but the fact is, i DID!well, only a little..but still!!!!
DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN....i'm just so shitting in my pants.

it's so bloody frustrating. i have no idea what i should do anymore. everything i do in college is counted for my final TER..meaning, if i do do badly in this exam, it affects my overall marks as well. i screwed this test up. meaning i screwed my TER. meaning i screwed my life in college. meaning i'm gonna have a bad future. meaning i can't get into uni. meaning i'm a stupid ass. meaning i will have no life. meaning all the money was wasted on my education. sums up everything doesn't it?pretty simple really.

SCREW college man!!!! so much for having a simple and more relaxed life in college as compared to secondary school. i am sooo pressured rite now. i have lost my swing in studying and scoring for exams. i have no mood to study. i am just too worn out from studying for past papers, that i didn't really care bout mid years. i have lost all concentration in education. i admit. this is a battle i have lost. badly.
worse thing is, i believe i have dissapointed my parents. i mean, yea, the results aren't even out, why talk now??
i know what my results will be like. i just know it. i do.
damn. there goes a bright future. all these years of work.WASTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN MAN!!!!!!!!!! i need HELP!!!!!!!!!

til i feel a lot better, good bye.
~suwen~
feeling: upset and lost. hopeless. useless. depressed. emotional. sad. that's it. SAD.
p/s : kill me, and i'll give you a dime. no, really. but u gotta do a good job. and u gotta get my permission first and let me know about it. and i hafta sign many letters of agreements first b4 u proceed to do so. if u REALLY are a murderer..i'm kidding!!!this blog is not meant for meanies. if u're one of my friends and u wish to get your dime, i'll give u the opportunity of doing so!! gimme a ring. call 03-78796857.
p/s/s : if you actually dialed that number. well congratulations!that's the number of subang jaya's police station!! haha..just kidding. but it's not my number either. someone's lah..oso dunno whose.

til i revive...again...goodbye world!

a leakage

su wen is officially down with a flu.
her nose has sprung a leak, with clear liquid running in rivulets down her bare skin.
she swipes her nose with some fragrant-smelling tissue irritably, gives a few sniffs and grunts, and continues typing furiously.
she is seen to be surrounded by crumpled and torn kleenex, with a mug of water by the computer table. she gulps down the quencher with as much haste as she can manage. she sighs.

sleep soon claims her.
she falls into darkness..
goodbye world......

of chocolate bananas, ice cream, and toast

ever had the urge to do something badly u shiver at the thought of it?u tremor, tremble and shake (ok..so i'mi exaggerating a lil..only a lil) just so that your urge is met and you're satisfied to your own extent?

that's what i felt today. when i had the urge for....................




CHOCOLATE BANANAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sorry to all perverts...LOL

so basically, i really really wanted to get a hold of some chocolate coated bananas. i was starving anyway.

my mom dropped me off at the mini market just in the compund of the condo (thank god for that)..and i spent a happy time there grabbing stuff i just felt like eating. this is what i bought:

a) a whole bunch of bananas. i wasn't really sure which was the unriped and riped bananas, and so i spent a lot of time choosing the one i think is best. minimum 10 minutes at least. and mind you, there were only about, 5 bunches in total to choose from. turns out, i chose quite a riped pair. i'm not really sure if that's good or not.

b) a loaf of bread. this was easy. just checked out the expiry date and bought the gardenia brand.

c) ICE CREAM!!!!! had a very big urge to eat something really cold, and so i bought a whole tub of ice cream, chocolate with vanilla that is

d) a huge slab of chocolate..cadbury dairy milk..YUM

so yea, there u have it. my cravings. YUM. i was literally shaking just to get to my bananas, especially when i was putting my bags down and everything.

chocolate bananas anyone??????

on a happier note

first, we'll talk about pool.

HAHAhahahAHHAHAhahaAHAHHAHah........

yea..i think that would be enough to describe how good i am at it.

secondly, I DROVE TODAY!!!!!!!!

no, i didn't drive some fake toy car belonging to my brother of mine and no, i didn't drive a buggy or anything like that.

I DROVE A REAL-LIFE SIZED CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! A BLUE WIRA TO BE EXACT!!!!!!

yes, u're proably going, waitaminute, i thought su wen was underage????she HAS gotta be crappin man. unfortunately, it IS true!!!!YES!!YES!!YES!!!

see, what happened was, jonathan was kind enough to send me home today after a round of pool and lunch. so, hahahha, 'nuff said.
somewhere along the quiet road directly outside my house, i decided to have a go at driving:

sw: ehh..i wanna learn how to drive wei. let me drive awhile.
jon: huh??ok..okk...u drive la..u drive
sw: hah?don want la..i scared..after kemalangan all..after tercedera all..then your insurance all gone la..
jon: aiyaa...won't wan laa..i'm here controlling rite
sw: u sure or not..after i really accident i dunno how la
jon: won't laa..won't..i've got confidence...
*sw was like..huh????okk...i've NEVER taken driving lessons..LOL*
sw:..er..ok laa
ashok/arun(dunno which one): eh, you're putting our life on the line!!!
jon: ok la..ok la..u all scared.. i drop u all at the round-a-bout..later i come pick u all up..
ashok/arun: err..we better wear our seatbelts!!!
*EVERYBODY buckles up*(ashok and arun who were sitting behind were buckled up. jon who was sitting in front was buckled up as well.LOL.so much for confidence, eh????LOL)

so, yea. i drove. only around my area though, a few cars, and no audience watching some donkey girl driving.LOL.

it's really quite scary driving. i couldn't even differentiate between the accelerator pedal and the brake when i first sat in the driver's seat. mine that is =P..

i kept braking and braking for fear that the car will go out of control although jon NEVER let go off the steering wheel.(geez, i guess he IS afraid i'll crash his car..LOL..kidding..kidding..)
and since my area has a number of bumps on the road, i kept braking at the bumps. i always stopped halfway at the bumps, leaving the car RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BUMP. *sigh*

anyway, halfway during the 'journey', i decided to put on my seatbelt as well. looks like driving is a lot harder than it looks.

we laughed a lot during the journey. well..I laughed a lot, that is. hahahah....this is soooooo cool being able to drive. can't wait to get my license. argh.

but anyway, thanks to all jon, ashok and arun for bearing with my nonsensity. LOL. the things my frens put up with.

LOL. til next time..

*sigh*..(i wonder how many times i've sighed in this blog of mine..=P)

so yea. today is a saturday morning, nothing so bright about it. to me, i think it's rather gloomy.

i'm missing something in life. my dog, billy.

so my family drove down to cheras, where my cousin lives, yesterday at approximately 9 pm. i had billy with me in the transporting cage on my lap and was talking to jonathan along the way. Throughout the journey, i just couldn't help thinking what it would be like to return to my daily routine, my daily routine before that of 23rd december 2005, my daily routine, that is, before billy entered my life.

anyhow, somewhere 15 minutes into the journey, he barfed in the cage, possibly from car sickness. so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss having the chance of looking at him every morning and see him sleeping in that oh-so-cute position of his. i miss having to see him jump against the glass door whenever anyone approaches him. i miss seeing him lick his water bottle whenever he's dying of thirst. i miss the smell of billy. i miss his fur. i miss his wet nose, and i miss his eyes. i shall stop here. it's really too hard for me to go on.

on a happier note, i suppose he'll be happier living with my cousin, who has a female poodle as well. i hope they will be able to bond well together. (if you're wondering, no, they can't breed anymore. LOL. the female has been, erm, what's the word for it?impotented. i hope they don't do the same to mine....scratch that. theirs.*sniff*)

driving away from cheras and knowing it'll be long until i next see him (probably next week) was hard. yea. seriously, it was.*SIGHHHHHH*.

enough tears were shed, not only from me, but from both my mom and baby bro as well. it was extremely hard for us although he was only with us for a period of 4-5 months. i hope he'll live happily there.

god bless billy fernandez.
i'll see you soon.

what HAS this word come to?

just today after a two-hour break (where we brought michelle to see a doctor and then headed off to kfc), albert bursts through the classroom door, stating that he has something very important to announce.

albert: ehh..ehh..i got something very important to announce. u all better listen..
*whole class tunes in*
albert: u know my fren ahh..he's a senior..he just got robbed two days ago. u know the bridge at taylors there?he got robbed there by two guys with parangs. luckily he only had 60 bucks. so he lost that and his phone.
*whole class jabbers in response* kjfklshdlksjdhfskdkjfhsd... yeamyfrenosolasttime ..dkjhlkasdhaslda...ohhizzit??
..dlksjdhalisuyrejgf...sakdjhklgi...

*albert raises voice*
albert: yea..u know my other fren oso...lkjdfhkljdhfiudykjjs lkj hksdjhsdf
*class responses*....sakjhaslkjfyilhkn.,nck;jhpieru

albert: yea..my cousin's fren oso..;kjsahdipasuylkjhg;kjhpiduas;jksah;kjfhipdfugdjh;kdj
*class rambles*...sanblkymxbm,.nbe;rkuwk

issac:...why like...all your frenz all got robbed before wan??like..u know so many ppl who got robbed..must be because they know you wei..i don wanna be your fren anymore...*laughs*
*class agrees*
albert: no lahh..just that i know so many ppl...

*albert goes on*
albert: OHHH..u know...women oso rob ppl wan leh..last time my fren..;kajshkljdfhlsdgskdljnabm,nbxcmniueyrlkjers....
issac: u see..u see..i told u already it's u..not them
nai chen: yealah...prolly they asked first..do u know albert??then only they rob
*everybody laughs*

then everybody proceeded on with what they knew and about what acquaintances of theirs had experienced..btw..albert ALSO knew some ppl who had got robbed by ppl with guns..

and so we came up with the conclusion that, if the situation fits, a.k.a in a public area with LOADS of ppl everywhere and that the robber does not have a gun or any dangerous flying weapon..it is better for one to run first...then scream their lungs out...and proceed running..

*sigh*
this is scary....

p/s: i hope michelle gets better!!! =P

more frenz at coll!!

YAY!!!! yesterday was the first day of college for those who go to inti!!so basically, i get to see more of my frens now...YES!!!!
already had a small lunch with chui munn, celeste and nicole at mcdees!!! it was raining heavily and i had to walk from taylor's to mcdees..so basically, i arrived at mcdees drenched. LOL.
i was freezing cold, but i still decided to get a sundae anyway. in other words, i got a lil chilled.

haha..but i had fun anyway. i brought chui munn on a tour around taylors after i brought her to a photostating centre. showed her the cafeteria and the computer lab. brought her to see the dried up 'taman' as well. LOL.

i basically just held her hand and pulled her everywhere, saying hi to ex-assuntarians along the way. LOL.this is fun. gotta do it again sometime.

anyone who wants a tour around taylors, just come to me!!!i'll happily oblige!! til next time..toodles

suwen.....OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

overwhelmed with sadness...

by time of blogging, i am actually un-sad already, a.k.a okay and smiling to the world. however, due to my oh-so-lazy attitude, i shall blog about the past, and state reasons for my rather 'down' mood over the past few days...(day..one day..=P)

Reason #1
the management ppl of the condominium have found out about billy. billy fernandez. my dog that is. ARGH. well, yes, i know we're not allowed to keep pets in condominiums and all, but hey, i know of ppl around my area of boarding who keep pets too. pets like cats. ugh.

we got a letter of evacuation (pet evacuation) a few days back, stating that we owned a pet, stating that it is, in fact, against the strata title, and some other crap like that, and if we could 'kindly' please evacuate pet in a period of two weeks.

we decided to ignore the whole ordeal at first, and WALAH, approximately 2 days later, some dear fellow members of the MPSJ decided to come pay a visit, precisely a visit to by mom as she was the only one at home at point of 'visit'. so, this is what she managed to tell me.

mom: guess who came today?
suwen: who?
mom: some bandaraya ppl. 3 ppl somemore.
suwen: bandaraya ppl?dbkl?? (although i don't live in kl, i guessed dbkl anyway. note the bandaraya. dbkl is the only 'society' i know with a bandaraya in it)
mom: dbkl??nolah...some perbandaran something..
suwen:......so mpsj lah...what they said?
mom: they asked if we had a dog..and that we need to evacuate it within 2 weeks.
suwen: so you said yes????
mom: i had to say that we DO have a dog. after they check the house and then they find billy how?
suwen: oh..so u didn't 'talk' to them?
mom: i did. i asked them why cannot lenient a bit..and they gave examples of ppl going to jail for keeping dogs..(in su wen's mind...WTF?????)..then they said if they really do find the dog, they'll take it away and put it to sleep..
suwen: *speechless*...oh

so yeah.that's it. i guess i'd rather give billy away then to have him killed. MEAN ppl i tell u.
*sigh*
so to point of date, we're giving billy away, to my cousin who's happily married with one son and one poodle, female that is.
i guess he'd be happier there, with a fellow companion of the same species. female somemore. LOL. but i think it'd be hard for him to fit in coz the female soon-to-be-companion of his is a year and a few months old, when billy, my sayang, is only 5 months old to date.i hope he won't get bullied. *sigh*

Reason #2
i screwed chemistry. end of story.
*DOUBLE SIGH*

Reason #3
LOL..at point of feeling sad, there was the ESL thesis outline which was up and coming. had lotsa stuff to catch up with.THANK GOD IT'S OVER NOW...but there's still the tutorials. argh.

i think that sums up my sadness. sigh. i am currently over reason #2 and #3..but reason #1 is still buggin me...a lot. =(